Hey I'm justin ive been through alot of horrible things and trauma. im a professional artist, ex-bodybuilder, ex-powerlifter, certified nutritionist, and certified personal trainer i suffered from a severe back injury and over 13 separate injuries i cannot lift anymore, i spend my day practicing other types of exercise but find comfort and peace in practicing martial arts and kung fu i study all forms, especially wu tang, wing chun, jade claw, jaguar paw, horse boxing, monkey style, mantis style, drunken style , cooking kung fu, gentle fist, many more keyword study as i have yet to master them i am rather confident in my skills with the bo staff the three section staff and the samurai sword. I dont really have any friends im so lonely and im scared my depression will get to me one day im so very lonely and sometimes i wish i didn't wake up. im hoping making friends will help me get out of this funk so if you want to be friends please let me know. my heart hurts