Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Relationship history?
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My life is currently very boring and very sober right now, and I've never enjoyed it as much as I do right now. Not trying to be seen, not trying to impress and prove myself, not trying to insert myself in other people's lives in order to then somehow validate myself, not worrying about what people think about me, not worrying about what people think in general, not trying to change or control anything or anyone, not wishing I had more or something else, not trying to fight and compete and dominate, and minding my business…are all aspects of a lifestyle I've developed over the last few years. The monotony of my life is certainly something I thought I never wanted, but it is the life that's right for me right now. Everything you need is inside of you. It's not out there. The solution to any internal problem isn't external. It's not a new car or a new fashion outfit. It's not a new relationship or a new job. It's not in a hut on the side of a mountain away from everything that you think is the problem. It's in you. It IS you. The amazing and beautiful you. Always has been. Always will be.
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What best describes you?
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I've uploaded 10 videos to youtube in the last 12 months and I made over 4k cold hard taxable dollars from those videos. Easy money. In 2022 alone I've only made 3 videos, each taking about 1 to 2 hours to create...and I continuously get paid hundreds of inflated canadian dollars each month, for pretty much doing nothing....well about 20 hours of work total slaving away during the last 365 days so not nothing. But basically nothing. In July, I earned 900 of the big kahunas! Pretty cool. The point of this post isn't to brag and show you how cool I think I am. It's supposed to inspire you to start making some videos. You literally need a smartphone with an internet connection to make them. Pick a hobby you have, something you're knowledgeable in, or something you're going through and make videos on it. You have nothing to lose, the risk is zero. You're probably just sitting around wasting time on social media anyway, thats what I did. Shit I still do way too much. Might as well make some 💰.
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Do you play video games?
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Best video length to watch?
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It's been over 1000 days since I've had a single lick, sniff, smoke, or rip of any alcohol or drug.
Do I miss it? No, not anymore.
Do I desire it? No, not anymore.
I don't need it anymore.
Because I did the therapy. I did the work. I did the internal reflection. I still do. I allow myself the feel, to grieve, to forgive, to accept. I allow myself to be who I am and feel good about it. To exist. No more wearing masks, being tough, trying to seem cool, acting a fool. And I continue to live a life of solutions rather than being the problem. Yes, I was the maker of my problems. All of them. I still am. Every single one of them. No one else makes my problems.
I am responsible for absolutely everything and I mean EVERYTHING in my life. Nobody or any Thing owes me anything. I cannot blame any person or any Thing. Not the government. Not society. Not my job. Not my family. Not my girlfriend. Not my exes. Not my friends past or present. Not alcohol. Not drugs. Not the grim reaper. Cause they're all out here just doing their thing whether it's good or bad and I'm doing mine. So don't sweat it, whatever it is, cause the reaper's out here forever slittin' throats and yours is on his list 🔪. Own your life. Accountability baby. That's how I live my life. That's how I stay in Soberville.
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Do you struggle with loneliness?
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David Masson's channel.
My email: davidmasson90@gmail.com