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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 3 days ago

250129 Zhao Lusi Update

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 🧧

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 6 days ago

250125 WELCOME BACK ROSY 😊
Lusi's first public appearance at today's Viee offline event. It's so good to see her doing better 💜

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 1 week ago

250101 Zhao Lusi Xiaohongshu Update

🐢 慢慢 漫漫

Can't wait to see her again on the 25th at Weiyi's Offline Event in Chengdu 😊

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 4 weeks ago

250101 Zhao Lusi Weibo Update

This is my first and last response to all recent events
I'm sorry to take up public resources.
Before this, my illness did not affect my work and the people around me. I also acknowledged my own problems because I am more tolerant. It was only during this half month that I realized that I am not a magnanimous person at heart, so I am also responsible.

My career has allowed me to get more help and support. I am really grateful and lucky to be able to understand all the misunderstandings.
I support the idea that you can choose your career at any time, because you have the right to escape from the predicament that makes you suffer and tired at any time. You can be free and brave and stop whenever.
I also understand that there have been grievances and unfairness. I have heard too many terrible stories. If someone, without receiving any support, is silenced while their abuser grows bolder, regardless of profession, age, or gender, I believe that is wrong. It’s absurd to force someone to reopen old wounds to prove they’re not “overthinking,” not “too weak,” or not “unsatisfied.”
But no matter what the cause of the trauma, no one but the doctor is qualified to judge the severity of the trauma or whether it qualifies as an illness.

In 2019, I became depressed and said, "Don't make a fuss." "Everything will be fine if you think about it." I also feel that I am too hypocritical and too sensitive and do not pay attention to my psychological problems.
In 2021, I felt like there were bugs crawling on my body and a feeling of being pricked by needles, accompanied by allergies. I went to the hospital to get medicine and injections, but the symptoms did not improve. Then I found a psychologist and started treatment to relieve emotional tension.
In 2023, pneumonia, emphysema, pityriasis rosea, urticaria, night sweats, awakening, neurological deafness, and various news about the death of relatives and cancer occurred one after another in a short period of time. However, the events were greater than my feelings, which led me to continue to ignore them.
It was only in 2024, I began to experience frequent dry retching, dizziness, joint pain, cervical pain, etc., and obvious somatic symptoms and aggravation of allergies. At that time, I thought that it was caused by the normal side effects of taking allergy targeted medication.

When I was a child, I was often called “useless” and a “pretty face.” During after-school tutoring, a teacher once hit me in their dorm. I believed it was justified because I wasn’t performing well academically and didn’t dare to speak up, thinking, “I must be the problem.”
When I grew up, I was beaten again. At that time, I thought it was my fault that I failed the audition. I didn't dare to make trouble. I just wanted to escape. I was used to handling my own affairs and didn't have the habit of asking anyone for help. Later, after my work started getting recognition, I finally gained the confidence to say goodbye to that chapter of my life.
In the end, she demanded a large “termination of contract fee” before finally stopping her cycles of crying, making scenes, and threatening self-harm. Even then, she spread endless slander and rumors about me, both inside and outside the industry. Countless people reached out to gossip after hearing these stories. Every incident deepened my pain, and the harm hasn’t stopped.

I understand very well that I can’t have everything I want, nor can I demand perfection from my friends, family, or company. They haven’t hurt me and have done their best to protect me—that’s more than enough.

I’ve never publicly mentioned my illness before because I didn’t want it to be labeled as a “publicity stunt.” However, given the current circumstances, I hope this can raise awareness:
Feeling depressed can be an emotion, but depression as an illness is a medical condition. It cannot be resolved by simply “thinking positively” or “talking it out.”
To those who share my feelings of being “truly understood”: whether or not others understand is no longer important. What’s worse is being caught in a cycle of endless explanations while being unable to save yourself.
Understanding Mental Illness
Pay attention to psychotherapy
It's really important

Regret is a useless emotion
"Think of it as an opportunity to give yourself" special time "to overturn the contradictory state of your heart and re-establish yourself"

Thank you to everyone who cared. It’s because of love that I’ve found the strength to live again.

I wish everyone a happy New Year and happiness every day.

Image caption translations:
P1 - have a pic for my recent weight but with the healthy meals from my parents currently my weight is 82斤. They are blaming themselves a lot
P2 - Loose tongued but reliable
P3 - stick with ootd, stay beautiful, keep standing, record
P4 - Nancy came from Chengdu and hugged me, crying a lot. But as I am sharp-tongued she missed the time when I couldn't speak
P5 - They are so good to me, but there's no way I'll forget after they gave me medicine they laughed only to realise they gave me the wrong medicine
P7 - On her birthday, wanted to go to West Lake. she is afraid that others will talk nonsense so she took my grandpa for a ride in the car. I guess she's still a little unhappy when blowing out the candles and don't want to laugh at all. Happy birthday. I love you and I'm sorry.
P8 - Don't frown
P9 - Diagnosis: Dissociative [Conversion] Disorder with Anxiety Condition


Treatment:
•BMI < 18.5, malnutrition identified. Referral to the Nutrition Department recommended.
•Anxiety therapy: 10 sessions.
•Psychological counseling: 10 sessions.
•Eat regularly and manage emotions.
•Prescribed medication: 1/4 dose as directed

Brief is life, but love is long

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 1 month ago

250101 Lusi's Douyin Update

Happy New Year to you all!!!!!
Good news, Lusi is recovering well.

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 1 month ago

241231 Lusi's friends speak up about her being bullied by her company in 2019

Song Nanxi:
"I’m truly furious. These are some things I want to reveal as her good friend. Back in 2019, something happened that I’ve been keeping in my heart for a long time....

It wasn’t until I came to Hangzhou and saw her sitting in a wheelchair, looking incredibly frail and thin, that I fully realized the weight of it. Although I wasn’t involved in what happened this time and can’t speak to it, I told her that emotions can’t be bottled up; they need to be expressed and released.

As we talked, we revisited that incident from 2019, and it became clear that she was never truly able to let it go. Since that’s the case, even if it means being criticized or misunderstood, it’s better to speak out.

In April 2019, during a break in her schedule, Lusi was in Beijing auditioning for roles. At the time, she didn’t have a place to stay, so she stayed at my house. During the day, we were both busy with our own work and only occasionally ate and chatted together. But one night, I came home, turned on the light, and found her curled up in the living room in the dark. I asked her what was wrong, and she said, “I don’t know why they hit me. I’m really scared.”

I was shocked.

“Why? There has to be a reason, right?”

She told me about someone who had dragged her into the bathroom and berated her for two hours, saying things like how useless she was, why she couldn’t land a role, and how she should reflect on why she hadn’t been cast as a lead actress before. They criticized her weight and said she wasn’t as good as others, just constantly putting her down. This went on until 2 AM. Finally, because Lusi stayed silent, that person slammed the door and left. Lusi, feeling aggrieved, grabbed her bag and opened the door to leave. It was drizzling outside. That person chased after her, seemingly trying to grab her. We’re not sure whether they intended to slap her or pull her hair and missed, but in any case, she was hit. She was terrified.

Over the years, we’ve talked about this incident many times, and I’ve always felt guilty for not realizing how much it had been weighing on her. Both she and I thought that openly discussing what happened meant she had moved on. Lusi has been doing better and better, so we assumed she wasn’t dwelling on it anymore. But when I found out she still wakes up in terror from nightmares about it, I realized that this issue was far from resolved.

At the time, I asked her when it happened, and she said it was the night before. She had only gotten home to sleep at 5 AM, after a dispute around 4 AM. near the entrance of that residential complex.

Since I had left early in the morning, I didn’t find out about it until I came home that evening. Back then, we were both so young and knew that even if we reported it to the police, we’d need evidence. We were also worried that without evidence, justice might not be served. So, Lusi and I went together to look for surveillance footage. I asked her if she had told her family. She said she didn’t want to. She didn’t want to burn bridges because her contract hadn’t expired yet, and she feared involving her parents would lead to them having to pay compensation, which would make her feel guilty.

For the next few days, she hardly slept. How could she sleep under such circumstances? I ask you, why should someone who hasn’t done anything wrong have to bear such humiliation and injustice? What did she do wrong?

The next day, Lusi was summoned to the company. With just a simple “I’m sorry, I was drunk,” it was brushed aside and ended.

Later, we found out that the first thing this person did in the morning was call Lusi’s mom, saying how disobedient Lusi was. They were clearly planting a seed, trying to make sure that no matter what happened, her mom would “understand” and believe that whatever they did was for her own good.

This person never once apologized to Lusi. Not a single word of remorse. No matter what, what gives you the right to treat a 21 years old girl like this? There were 5 people present at the scene, all trying to restrain this raging person. Lusi’s manager at the time held her in their arms, and two other artists also knew what happened and how dazed and distraught Lusi was during that period. With so many people witnessing it, just because you’re the boss and Lusi is a young girl with no background, does that mean you can treat her this way?!

I will never forget her face — a face that was always so full of smiles. That night, it turned into a face of helplessness and fear, with tears streaming down uncontrollably.
What I want to say is that Lusi has always been someone who handles everything and processes her emotions on her own. She didn’t even tell me about this incident! We were still chatting as usual, and she only casually asked me, “Are you busy these days?” How could I have known she had fallen ill?! It wasn’t until a few days later that a friend told me.

When I went back to check our chat from the 18th, I finally realized what had happened!

She has always been a giving and responsible person, toward her friends, her family, the people around her, and even co-stars she barely knows. She’s always thinking of others. She’s also incredibly strong, and many things that have happened prove how well she can handle pressure. All of us, including herself, believed this to be true.

But in reality, her ability to endure pressure has been reflected in the toll it has taken on her body. When she can’t process her emotions, she chooses to bottle them up and keep them to herself, without telling us because she doesn’t want us to feel burdened until today...

I can’t help but think, how could the person who bullied her back then be so malicious? Truly evil to the core! Why has no one held them accountable? And now, the trolls online spouting nonsense. Don't they ever think that they, too, could fall ill one day? All of these people are abusers and perpetrators! Haven’t there been enough tragedies caused by online bullying? I’m deeply worried about her. Given her current health, how can she possibly face the endless cycles of online harassment, malicious reposts, and fabricated rumors?

To these people: stop using someone who is unwell as a target for your jokes, mockery, and petty remarks. The legal actions against these trolls have not ceased, and even if she were just an ordinary person, she wouldn’t deserve to be treated this way!

Heaven is watching. Remember, everything will come back around. We believe she will recover, regain her smile, share all kinds of funny stories with us, and return to her vibrant self! We also hope that those who truly care about Lusi will send her positive energy and love. Thank you all for that!

Lastly, everything stated above has been shared with her consent."

Zhu Rui showed us a chat history in which lusi says "SAVE ME" on the 22nd

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 1 month ago

241228 Update on Lusi's Health from close friends - She is getting better and she can now slowly speak and start to stand up for rehabilitation training

Wei Xiao posted on xhs:
"Dear friends who care about Lusi, she has entrusted me to report that she is safe, hoping to ease your worries a little. But to be honest, since her birthday, I have felt that something is wrong with her in all aspects. Later, she joined the group, and then had an outbreak on the 18th. Until now, she can slowly speak and start to stand up for rehabilitation training. All of us are very, very fortunate and happy. During this period, she has actively cooperated with the treatment in the hospital. We also planned for her to be hospitalized according to the doctor's advice, but the situation may be adjusted in the next two days. I hope, we all hope, that there will be a good result in the end. As for the condition and the truth up to now, it is not for me, as a friend, to tell everyone what happened, nor is it for Lusi to open her wounds and talk about these things. I hope someone will be responsible and explain."

Reading all of this is making me angry and heartbroken😭, she was already in a bad state on the 14th but they scheduled work even after that until she completely broke down and had to be taken to the emergency room on the 18th, they really owe us an explanation for this work injury. Right now I only hope for her speedy recovery 🙏

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 1 month ago

❗ IMPORTANT NOTICE ❗

241227 Lusi is currently not in good health so the studio announced that the primary consideration would be her health and subsequent work will be suspended, let's let her rest and be supportive guys! The official fan club has also posted on weibo that if you want to send messages to Lusi you can do so under their post 🔗https://weibo.com/6277038680/P6RNM1Gje


"In response to the recent public opinion about Ms. Zhao Lusi, the following explanations are hereby made:

After confirming her role as Ruan Yu in the "Lovers" project, Ms. Zhao Lusi carried out active preparatory work, fulfilled the purpose of the contract, and participated in the crew's reading, makeup, and shooting work according to the specified time. During the shooting period, Ms. Zhao Ruth devoted a lot of time and energy to this.

On the 18th, Ms. Zhao Lusi suddenly felt unwell and went to the hospital for examination and treatment as soon as possible. She is currently undergoing treatment and recuperation according to the doctor's advice.

For a long time, Ms. Zhao Lusi has upheld the original intention of an actor, cherished every opportunity to act, and treated every work with heart. Next, we will take Ms. Zhao Lusi's health as our primary consideration and suspend all follow-up work. We also hope that all those who care about Lusi will give her room for physical and mental rest. Thank you for your understanding and understanding."

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 2 months ago

241109 Zhao Lusi Birthday Shoot

💜 Happy 26th Birthday Lusi!!!!! 💜

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Zhao Lusi_赵露思
Posted 2 months ago

241105 Zhao Lusi won Annual Youth Model Actor Award at Weibo TV & Internet Video Summit 2024

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