Yuurei will be releasing their first EP on April 7th. They will be selling physical copies at their show in Fukuoka ššš I hope they release these digitally or at least put them up on Spotify š
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This playlist has been blocked after 1M+ views. Unfortunately, the party responsible is Sony Music Japan and I've had one other song blocked by them and the video for that I just never got back no matter what tricks I knew existed I did.
However, I did a livestream some time ago replaying the playlist and it's still up somehow https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLJO6...
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Haru no Uso is an unreleased BUOY song with lyrics written by Ai Matsui who is officially the 3rd member of Yuurei. If they ever release a Yuurei record, I hope to hear this song again. watch video on watch page
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New year new moks. Lesgedit.
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2:30am crying in the bathroom drunk texting moksoriās playlists and the best I got was gaslighting 101. Ever since it was confirmed to me a year ago that she followed this channel, I had this idea to speak to her directly in video descriptions and posts. Messages in bottles thrown out to sea would become direct letters to her. Nothing really came out of it. Not even playlists. Itās funny how I used to think I would slowly share some of my life and identity to the channel over time but here I am just showing all of my toxicity post after post.
If youāre still reading these, it wasnāt on you. You didnāt have to do anything. You never had to. Iām sorry to be putting the ball on your side of the court once more. You donāt owe anybody anything and nobody else can decide when the time is right, if the time is ever right. It was cute of them to try to reach you but they donāt know you like I do. And no itās not because your this star out of reach light years away, not that again. Sometimes the star just doesnāt belong in the same galaxy, instead wants to sail across the universe and burst somewhere all alone. I understand that entirely. You know I am built the same way. And day by day I understand you more and more. Iād sworn to myself twice this year that I would finally turn my back on you and give you all the space youāve ever wanted until you have enough courage to find me again, if you even want to. This will be the third time. Maybe Iāll actually start doing it come new year.
I think Iām starting to lose memories of you. I would often dream of you and I would hear your voice and Iād be holding you close and feel your head full of hair on my neck and shoulder but I could never see your face. I think Iām starting to forget it. Thatās probably a good step towards what we decided we wanted. But just so I donāt ruin the way we said goodbye last time - I love you.
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I went to our friendsā wedding today. I know it doesnāt have to have anything to do with you anymore but I wanted you to know they are happy. And I was happy to be there with them on their day. They wanted you to be there, even if only on the screen. I was happy to represent us. And I know there isnāt any us anymore but to them, and I know for me, too, it will always be that way. Tonight I felt we were family again. Even just for a night, I could be that sort of anchor or that no nonsense straight-faced man with dry humor for that group again. They said they missed me. I know they sensed you in me. I miss you. I wished you were there every second. Even if only on the screen
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Hi. Hope you are safe and healthy and warm this Christmas. Fighting! š„°š
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Managed to catch a Buoy live on IG a few nights ago and recorded her last song.
https://youtu.be/2jwbAdcUBFs
She recently released her 2nd album and itās been on repeat for me for a while now.
open.spotify.com/album/2rjVIBYuaG6i6zTX8SpL8Z?si=Eā¦
Iāve not been making progress on my playlists and Iāve been ignoring tons of paperwork for my irl job. Iāve been at home for 2 weeks straight and never had any work done. Just want to run away, find a place by the coast and drown in Buoy-sanās songs. Wanna go on long rides on my bike to catch the sunset but I donāt even want to leave the house. Want to start working out again but I can barely get out of bed. I want to be better but Iām too good at being miserable. I know a lot of you are here for the playlists and for comfort but instead Iām the one doing the ranting and seeking validation. I realize Iām only showing up on the channel recently to vent and previous posts have been emo sadboi writeups. I should change the channel name to moksoriās rants. I apologize. Iāve just been feeling so weak recently. I need inspiration to be creative and motivation to do work or frankly just a good reason to even try anymore.
I hope you will wait for me some more. Iām also waiting for myself, still. š§”
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Memories from another life.
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