I am saira. And I have been through lot of shit. I wanted to be different but my mom wanted me to be a normal girl. She wanted me to be the stereotypical girl which I really hated. I told her that I wanted to stay different and she told me that I feel those things due to my age. But something in me wanted to be different.
My frnds too gave me pain. But I don't wanna think about it now. There was a point were I felt bad about myself. Thinking my life was pointless.
But then my best friend came to help. She had been through the same, but with more pain. Then I saw comments by people about their lives. Why they got depression. And I understood my pain was nothing compared to it.
And all I wanna say is stay different. It makes u unique.
And don't judge urself because of someone else's words. You are beautiful just the way you are. Even if u r not skinny, even if u don't have a flawless face, even if you have stupid lips (like me). U have to believe in urself