I listened to most of these songs with my ex more times than i could count. It took her leaving for me to analyze the lyrics, and truly feel what they mean. I never felt true love before her whr, was never blessed with it before her... So it took time, hurt feelings, and too many mistake to learn how to love her right. Then she was truly gone. I had felt her pulling away. 💔 I was growing up, I promised unconditional love, forever. I hoped to marry her. She made me feel a deep comfort that had me ready to build, and let my past go. I Unknowingly comforted her for months, fucking and holding her each night, til she gained the mental and $ stability to leave. I wish I'd died then.
There was a window in Sept/October 2023... i believed she would come back home to me, I had changed for her and offered her my heart and LOYALTY that is undying.. Everyday she closed the window more, until she left me in the cold. Truly dying from a broken heart. I'm scared Shannon, and never felt so alone.