Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Me right now, waiting for the 10 Million Diamond Award to Arrive so i can show you all...
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Doors Floor 2 TOMORROW: youtube.com/live/oih7gpznU3w?si=z16tf5OT8UD4v1jP
As always the question is... Will i actually survive?
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This time tomorrow! Don't forget to hit that 'Notify Me' button! Its going to be a good one!
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Doors Floor 2 Stream this Friday anyone? 👁️👄👁️
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Ladies and jellyspoons WE DID IT!
20 Months after I “Officially” began my journey on YouTube in 2023 we hit
10 MILLION SUBSCRIBERS!
Only I would stay up till 2:30am fall asleep against my will, wake up 10 minutes before it happens, fight to stay awake only to fall asleep again 😂 thank god I used screen recorder as a precaution 😂
Honestly I never in my wildest dreams thought I’d hit a number any higher than what I had on TikTok which I started in lockdown
Isn’t that crazy? This all quite literally began because I knew with my autism that when we was locked down and my routine destroyed I needed something to throw all my attention into so I didn’t spiral out of control with the sudden isolation and now here we are!
To everyone that has subbed, you have no idea how much this means to me! For someone who’s struggled a lot to succeed in life with autism it’s an incredible feeling to finally achieve something truly noteworthy! I’m so grateful to each and everyone of you for giving me a platform to use my imagination and create my very own “cartoon” show!
Now the big QUESTION, how would YOU like me to celebrate it?
I’ve been trying to think of the appropriate way to celebrate but honestly my brain is fried, being a one man army trying to think of new things every single day can take its toll but this deserves something special!
Ive thought about things like a Q&A video of sorts so everyone can get to know me as the person behind the channel or something else but i honestly dont know 😅
Leave your suggestions in the comments below and help a fellow Talalaa out!
Once again THANKYOU
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Don't Forget to watch the latest MrTalalaa Compilation! A full roundup of August!
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I Finally got round to designing a new banner! now viewable on my homepage! Thoughts?
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It has come to my attention DOORS FLOOR 2 Is out! You know what that means 👁️👄👁️
While I have taken a break from streaming and going ham on videos to get out the house more (went through a bit of a tough patch where I felt isolated and numb being indoors alone all the time) I am quite excited to try this as anyone who has watched the streams before knows how much I love the first DOORS game on Roblox!
As soon as I figure out a day/time I will give an update!
Hope everyone has had a great weekend!
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With the potential milestone of 10 Million on the horizon as a new YouTuber I couldn’t help but notice a few videos from other creators directing hate my way.
While I’ll never understand what I’ve done wrong to invoke such a negative reaction towards myself and my channel I wanted to simply share a little bit about my life and how I got to where I am today.
Be prepared it’s a long read 😅
As some of you know I am Autistic, I struggled a lot growing up but luckily I always had extra help with special needs helpers? (Unsure of the correct term don’t shoot me 💀)
I Worked construction part time straight after school with my father, went to college full time and worked a shopfloor job full time, eventually years later dropped out uni because my brain couldn’t comprehend what I wanted to learn no matter how much help I had or hard I tried and I realised I would struggle too much in the career path I was going for
I went back into construction as I was better with my hands than my head. Struggled with that for a bit until something clicked one day and with the constant help from my father I was finally better with my head than my hands and I became one of the best at my job
And while I may have struggled less as I got older I still did and when lockdown and complete isolation came it ruined my entire routine and structure and I needed something to focus on before I lost the plot.
TikTok was new & gaining traction and I figured I’d give content creation a try and fully threw myself into it mostly forgetting to eat and maintain myself as I was so fixated on it while we were all forced to stay inside
Over the course of 2 years the content changed vastly from stupid jokes to talking about my autism and other forms of content to that one filter and the Talalaa song, I built over 7 million on TikTok but nothing really stuck and I got bored of it all after life had returned back to normal post Covid and considered dropping content creation altogether
Somewhere down the line, not long before I officially began YouTube I discovered i really enjoyed entertaining scenarios conjured up by my imagination when listening to audios, It was like watching a cartoon show in my head and later I purchased costumes to become different characters. I learned how to edit multiple instances of myself in one video to bring my imagination to life
For the first time in my life I actually had a genuine passion and excitement for something instead of the typical hobby that id fixate and burn out on and sweep under the rug, a common trait of autism
Then last year YouTube popped off unexpectedly in February, it was stagnant before but I only ever posted a video here and there and didn’t really take it seriously since I started the account a year prior. I didn’t even know I went viral until someone else told me!
Fast forward approximately 14 days after I went viral last year I hit a Million followers and I was approached by a management team from LA soon after which was insane to even comprehend! After all,this was just a hobby to me.
I still worked a full time job in construction getting up before sunrise & returning home after sunset then spending most of my evenings making videos/editing till I physically couldn’t stay awake since my partner worked nights, all to try and build the channel after it sunk in that this hobby could become something more!
Though there was a struggle as months went by, I could feel my brain overloading, nights became restless as I was both physically exhausted from work & mentally overstimulated from creating videos & keeping up with fresh posts daily while also trying to up my game. I try not to mention or blame my autism in general but I believe that had a huge part to play in my struggle with balancing everything.
it came to a point where I could feel my mental health slipping and I knew i had to make a choice between construction work and YouTube and which one to cut back on.
And that brings us to the present day 18 months on fast approaching 10 Million incredible followers on YouTube and a hard choice made, I’m fortunate enough to be able to go from a a full time job to part time while putting in the same hours on YouTube
I started to feel down after seeing hateful videos from other creators and the comments that followed on them but as I began writing this I realised what it took to get to where I am, all the hard work I put in with every aspect of my life over the years, the challenges I’ve faced and overcome, the things I’ve achieved despite my condition would make me damn fool to let hate get the better of me and make me feel like a lesser person.
Forever grateful for the life I have and I hope I can always be at the top of my game for years to come and live happy while making others happy at the same time
If you got this far congratulations and thank you for taking the time to read this
Much love ❤️
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