wow my peep mix is at almost 20 million views. i dont even know how to explain my thoughts about that. i guess when / if it reaches 20 million i will try to find the words.
i will try to be active on the channel but life gets in the way sometimes. i come here and upload really when i feel like my emotions dictate, which is strange but also the only way i would ever want it. this channel, and the peep mix, have always been a portrayal of my emotions, for the better or worse.
for now, thank you so much everyone - truly. this channel has changed my life, and made it immeasurably better, and more bearable at times, knowing i have potentially helped others. you all mean the world to me, every single one of you, in a way you will never understand.
much love, as always - chiosk <3
update.
im sorry for not uploading regularly on this channel. but i want to share with you all what this channel means to me. in 2021-2022 during lockdown, i was fully resigned to pretty much just giving up with everything due to how life was going. dont be like me, dont let sadness waste your time - you have so much potential, and i am so glad i have managed to reach so many people through this channel. i might not be the most "consistent" channel ever, but this has genuinely saved my life. i thought no one cared about me, but through this channel, i realised i could be so good for so many people. im sorry for the long update. as always, and i means always, i love you all, with all my heart, i am here for you, and i promise i will be back soon, for many more uploads. bare with me, im trying my best in this world, working each day to make sense of it all. much love - as always, and forever - chiosk <3.
fuck this copyright shit. i would have so many more edits on this channel if it wasnt for youtube blocking my shit. hope they take down my channel at this point. much love, chiosk.
yo, obligatory check in. hope everyone is doing well - hopefully more uploads coming soon - what's everyone been listening to recently?
much love, as always, chiosk.
hi, been a while since i have been active on this channel so just want to say i hope everyone is doing well <3
much love, chiosk.
hi everyone, new mixes have been super nice to make after so long away from being active on this channel + i hope to make more stuff soon. i really appreciate all the support and i hope everyone is doing well.
much love, as always, chiosk <3
hope you guys enjoyed the ZillaKami song recently, was a song i really liked and wanted to share. i promised a new peep mix a month or so a go and i havent got around to working on it because of irl stuff making me busier than i expected but hopefully this week i can get it finished and uploaded. much love to you all and thanks for all the support, it means the world to me - you are all great <3
hi, anyone still here? :). took a month off but more stuff coming soon - tell me what you wanna hear, i'd love to hear from you.
much love <3
play this music at my funeral.