Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
My dearest guppies,
iāve been struggling the past few days since liams passing. i feel stuck in time, itās hard to describe. i guess losing someone you saw as your hero for so long is a lot harder than youād think, even if you never met them. with that in mind, iām also struggling with figuring out how to make content for you guys. I donāt know how to continue my normal one direction edits without them being touched by a bittersweet layer of emotion. I dont want my edits to be sad. I dont want this page to become a mood killer. Itās hard to find a way to keep these edits happy if theyāre including liam. it feels incredibly wrong to exclude liam. Iām thinking maybe iāll focus more on individual members in the edits rather than one direction as a whole. this leaves space for happy content and bittersweet content, making it easier for YOU to know what youāre clicking on. so YOU can know how what youāre about to watch is going to make you feel. Iām in the creative process of making a seasons worth of edits right now, i will NOT let you down. i know itās been a month since iāve posted, my apologies, school has taken over my life. I originally had scheduled posts throughout may of 2025 but youtube glitched and deleted them. I will update you when I have more details on when to expect more content. Thank you for your patience and support.
Kindness, care, and gratitude,
Nik.
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hello my dearest guppies,
i hope this post finds you in good health. I have been made aware of liamās recent passing. This event was absolutely heartbreaking and devastating to watch unfold. But I also hope this does not allow us to oversee or dismiss Liamās abusive and predatory behaviour. Feelings right now may be complicated, and thatās okay. You donāt have to be a fan of him in order to grieve him. You may be feeling grief for the person you thought he was, or who you were looking up to as you grew up. Whatever it is, I beg you to treat yourself and others around you with kindness and respect, everyone has an array of emotions right now. I hope we can accept each other; I hope we can continue to support each other.
Love, kindness, and condolences,
Nik.
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so sorry, no vids this week, iāll be back september 15th with lots of content!<3
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ā¦so heartstopper, do they remind you of anyone? anyone at all?
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OFF WEEK. BUSINESS DAYS. FRIDAY AUGUST 2ND - FRIDAY AUGUST 9TH
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yāall iāve lost it
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Hello guppies,
As some of you may know, I have always had my pinterest linked in my bio. Due to the lack of kindness towards me and my content in my DMs, Iāve decided to take my account out of my bio and private the account. If you need to reach me, feel free to email me, whether itās for video ideas, collaborating on a video, or just sending me something, please do it through email unless I say otherwise. If my content upsets you, please email me about it so we can discuss what I posted and why I posted it, I will not respond if you do not write a well mannered email. Nikiguppies.business@gmail.com
Thank you,
Nik
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HELLOOOO GUPPIES
i now have a backup account specifically for interacting with comments, itās set up as a manager of my channel so if you get a reply that says
āexample comment!
-Nikā
it just means iām going around commenting on things bahahaha. to yāall itāll js look like itās my normal account replying <3
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i had someone ask me recently if it bothers me how many of my videos āflopā because i was saying i think analytics on my channel are āsuccessfulā if the video reaches 1K views. iād just like to clear things up, it CAN disappoint me if certain videos donāt reach 1k if iāve worked really hard on them, though that disappointment is rare. As much as i want my videos to reach my goal viewage, all that matters to me is that someone out there watches what i create. I do this channel for myself, and my viewers and subs get to see that. The videos i create make me calm and focused (my body doesnāt naturally do that) while iām making them. i love ALL of you. Though i canāt say iām everyoneās friend, for my safety and boundaries, i have gotten to meet wonderful people through my community thatās been built in the last 18 months. Thank you for making this happen. Thank you for the 800 people i know have my back, iāll appreciate that every day for the rest of my life. WE did this. I need you, you need me, and thatās so amazing. Thank you.
Much Love,
-N
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You never saw my birthmark šš
comment! i canāt promise iāll respond to everyone but please know that i ALWAYS read anything you comment, so be kind, iām human too.
subscribe! Iām a teenager trying to save up money for medical bills when iām grown, iām hoping my platform will help me with that someday!!
to talk to me privately or if you want to collab, please email me.
Business Email: Nikiguppies.business@gmail.com