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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
MY PREVIEW of Next Video:
I like to cut their hair outside so that clean up is easier. I cut all my kid's hair when they were young. It has saved not only time, but has been WAY more convenient for us. No having to make appointments, getting everyone involved ready to go out the door and TRY to be on time. Then you arrive, and have the glorious privilege of having to wait with all your young kids (even through you had an appointment) until they can take you. The crowing achievement then is a haircut that doesn't look like the picture you brought in and having to PAY them a nice chunk of money for something they didn't do. Oh yes, and if you don't tip them you look like a jerk. There are of course higher end salons, but you don't know if their cost matches their expertise or if it is greatly inflated and you are actually just paying for the fancy decor. Not to mention having to book at least 1 and a half months (sometimes 2 months depending on the season) minimum to get in. Lastly, cutting hair myself has saved us a TON of money over the years. Even if the haircut costs $20, can you imagine paying for all those haircuts???
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SOMEBODY commented on my latest video: "MY DARK THOUGHTS AND WHAT HAPPENED..."
I think it sheds light on how many people feel:
@Somebody 8 hours ago
"Im sorry but why do you hold god/jesus in such high esteem? If there is a god which i very much doubt there is, why would he take good people, theres murderers, rapists, child killers, pedophiles that get to live and then someone really good who has never hurt anyone gets taken away, and the people left on earth suffer and grieve the loss of their loved ones ! Im sorry but i don't know how you can believe and hold him so close to your heart when hes basically ripping the world apart and taking our loved ones, i refuse to believe in god/jesus, it doesn't make sense!"
MY RESPONSE:
@Momof8kids • 0 seconds ago
I was where you were long, long ago. I was raised to believe in god and everything nicey, nicey. but my life was miserable and I saw so much hypocrisy and lies. The problem is that so much is misunderstood and misrepresented. God doesn't take your loved ones or punish others. God is love, the energy of life. Our world is like a machine that God created and once you push the button there is not stopping. God does not make choices. I know God exists because there is an underlying intelligent energy that is always moving things towards to better. Look back to the bad things that have happened in history. Overall things have always moved towards a greater goodness overall. God is there available for anyone to connect to. One can increase their chances of connecting or not. Meditation, pureness of self, and living truth will increase the ability to connect to God. When my husband and I first came together he showed me all of this and I transformed for the better.
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HAS ANYONE seen a video on YouTube somebody made titled: "Mom of 8 kids spreading love and good vibes"?? I think the channel name was Jenna.
I tried to see it and it is gone... 😔
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SORRY about the delay in replying.
This month we have been going to the public pool whenever we can so the kids can learn how to swim (an important skill to have, and one that might save your life!). There are no pictures or recording allowed there, but I did manage to get this tiny clip before the lifeguard to me about it. (Ps. YouTube disabled comments section, not me.)
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BEEN BUSY THIS WEEKEND studying for the driver's license test I am going to take tomorrow morning. It takes a minimum of 2 years where I live to get your full driver's license. I timed it so the next two driver's tests can be done during the summer.
I also had another dream about my husband last night. I knew it was a dream so I kept hugging him tight and for so long because I didn't want him to disappear.
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1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF PASSING AWAY...
To be honest, the 1 year marker had only made me feel anxiety about the date coming up and depressed. You can heal a lot regardless as to how long it has been. Everyone is different and heals at different paces. Please do not underestimate yourself. Even when you go through easier times and tougher times during the grieving process, it is all part of the healing. Don't get discouraged when you have phases of feeling depressed, know it will only be a phase. That is how we survive. Sending you lots of love. I am always happy to hear from you and wish you all the best.
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DEPRESSION
My heart is touched hearing from wonderful, sincere, and kind people who also have loved ones that have passed. I have times where I am not motivated to do anything and feel depressed. I lost my husband who was my best friend, mentor, and someone who I could joke around with and release daily stress. You may be in a similar situation as I. When I feel depressed I listen to my favourite upbeat music. I know it sounds so simple, but it really does help. (As long as there is not sentimental emotion about the song). I also put certain housework on hold if it can be put on hold. I don't worry about having a messy house when my soul is in pain and needs nurturing. Meditation or prayer can be comforting. Meditation was something that helped my husband very much and something I plan to do more of. Sending you lots of love. We can all heal together...
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I have been feeling depressed for these last 4 days because tomorrow (July 16) is the 1st year anniversary of my husband's passing away. I won't be visiting his resting place because his body was just a shell, and he is not there anymore... he has moved on. What do you do when it is the anniversary of someone special who has passed??
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DID SOMEONE CALL THE POLICE????
The police showed up at our door tonight around 7 or 7:30pm asking if we had called them. My oldest son Aryan, answered the door. Just wondering if this is the normal stuff happening in this neighbourhood or has someone called because of the last video I published???
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Sorry, the Easter one on your notifications is not the next video. That was an accident.
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Recently my husband of 20 years and biological father of our 8 children suddenly passed away (on July 16, 2023). Adjusting to the sudden trauma and shock has been the hardest thing we have had to go through in our entire lives! Our 8 children spent their whole lives having their father by their side at home, guiding them. Now this grave loss has caused a ripple affect not only in our daily lives, but financially, as well as emotionally, and a great looming uncertainty.
On the kind advice of some viewers I set up a Patreon account one week after posting my first video on grief. If you feel so inclined to contribute $2.00 I seriously thank you from the bottom of all our hearts!
patreon.com/Momof8Kids
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