Itâs not fair. Itâs not fair that someone so full of life and promise should be reduced to lying on a hospital bed generating bedsores and infections with a traumatic brain injury at nineteen. Itâs not fair that a mother should have to yearn and hope and pray and grieve for her child all at the same timeâ isnât just plain grief enough? Isnât it horrible and wrenching and downright heartbreaking enough without the hope? Without the constant pull that maybe, maybe someday her baby will be back the way he was? Or even maybe say âMom, I love youâ one more time. It just isnât right. It isnât fair.
You have so much to live for and in order to do that you need to heal. I know that takes time and patience but honestly youâre a strong guy and your family needs you. Youâve come a long way and we all support you. We all love you and miss you so fucking much. I wish I could go visit you with everyone else today. Happy birthday, Dakota.