hi :)
i made this youtube channel 8 years ago, when i was still a deeply closeted person who thought they were a cisgender, heterosexual (cis/het) man. guess what! it turned out that all of the lack of identity i felt all my life, the little and big anxieties i felt about how i performed gender, and the myriad other things that we can talk about if we get to know each other better, were because i was a closeted trans woman all along. 11 months ago, i realized this about myself. literally the next day, my lifelong chronic nail biting stopped completely; my need to drink heavily every day went away completely; and finally i felt like an integrated person, with thoughts and emotions that made sense to me.
i've been "out" everywhere except for this youtube channel for nearly a year. so i thought it was time to update this channel!
i'm making new content at youtube.com/channel/UCWD5Mh-u24djXyB11NOFBlQ. check that out for new stuff :)