There's no gold at the end of the rainbow, there's only the end. No matter how obvious my suicidal thoughts and action, no one even notice. I'm dealing everything by myself and all I want is just to give up. I hate everyone but mostly I hate myself. I'm too damaged to be fixed. There's nothing you can do about it. It's time for me to say goodbye. I may hate everybody but I do love everyone. Idk what am I saying lol. Sayonara 👋🖕🫰🫰