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Not in Vain ~the Axolotl


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

~the Axolotl
Posted 1 month ago

USS Airiam: https://discord.gg/yJGvyPqh
USS RoboTrip: https://discord.gg/HCRURn3x

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Posted 1 month ago

New HARM REDUCTION Server BEHAVE https://discord.gg/rQb5AQq2

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Posted 2 months ago

PROJECT DAEDALUS COUGH SYRUP EDITION IS OUT

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Posted 2 months ago

Moving the music shit to a new channel since I'm taking it seriously and not shitposting anymore, I'm not sure what to upload here on Morbid 2 but I'll figure it out

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Posted 3 months ago

Still alive sadly. Last relapse was June 18. A lot of relapses actually. Didn’t wanna talk about any of them. It’s so played out

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~the Axolotl
Posted 7 months ago

DXM Comedowns feel like having to quickly defuse a bomb before it blows up.

I did not relapse again. I’m just constantly thinking about everything bad that happened. February sucked, but no relapses for this month and beyond.

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Posted 1 year ago

Streaming kick.com/morbidow2

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Posted 1 year ago

Exactly 1 Week Sober

This means something to me since I kept relapsing on DXM almost every 3 days for a hot minute. I heard someone say it takes exactly 6 months of being sober from your drug of choice to finally feel normal and be the happiest you've ever been. They also said it's important to remember that 3 months is halfway there. 6 months sober would be the start of February 2024 for me, I want to make it there more than I want to keep relapsing and praying for a good trip. I've felt everything on DXM from Nirvana to the 9th circle of hell. I'm so tired of both sides of being fucked up on DXM and everything in between. And trust me y'all, you do not want to take 200+ DXM trips to the dome like me. The long-term brain damage is very real and very apparent.

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Posted 1 year ago

I’m in this https://youtu.be/qntSaQjNtJQ

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Posted 1 year ago

I’m not making more videos about DXM

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