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Journal Entry 11.12.2024
Tonight, as I lie in bed with the window slightly open, the cool air filters in and fills the room, carrying with it the quiet stillness of the night. From my bed, I can see the moon, perfectly framed by the window. It hangs there, full and luminous, bathing everything in a pale, ethereal glow. Thereās a kind of calm in its light that makes the usual clutter of thoughts slip away, as if the moon itself whispers that none of it is as heavy as it seems.
Seeing it from this angle, Iām reminded of all those other nights growing up, staring up at the same moon. It was always there, a patient witness to my dreams, fears, and all the endless questions. Back then, the moon felt like a friend, an unchanging companion in a world that always seemed to be changing too fast. Tonight, that feeling is back, a comforting reminder of those simple nights when just looking at the sky could make me feel like part of something bigger, something timeless.
As I stare, itās almost like the moon carries pieces of the past, the nights Iāve lived and left behind. And even though life has changed in so many ways, here it isāunchanged, constant. It makes me wonder, maybe weāre all just fragments of light too, reflecting each other in an endless, cosmic dance. For now, though, Iām grateful for this moment, for the quiet, and for the soft, calming presence of that familiar light.
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Namaste' Zen Friends!! I can not tell you how much I have missed you all! Thank you so much for your Patience. I put together a video for all of you about Alan. I worked really hard on it and hope you all enjoy it as much as I did making it. I love you all so so much and thank you so much for sticking with me.
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šæ Hello, Zen Friends! šæ
I wanted to reach out with a quick update and let you all know that Iāll be back within the week! Iāve missed connecting with you and sharing those calming moments together. Unfortunately, I had to step away briefly due to an electrical issue with wiring (itās true what they sayāwhen it rains, it pours!). The pipe bursting was a blessing in disguise it exposed the issue with the wiring and the end result could have been A lot worse. Thankfully, the renovations are almost complete, and I canāt wait to get back to creating content for you.
Thank you so much for your patience and for sticking with me! I havenāt forgotten about our community, and Iām excited to see you all very soon. šāØ
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Hey, my Zen Friends!
Iāve missed you all so much these past few days, and I wanted to share a little bit about whatās been going on. Life threw me a bit of a curveballāa pipe burst in my house, and I had to tear up the entire downstairs floor to get it all fixed. It turned into a DIY (āDIMāāDoing It Myself, of course š) project, and let me tell you, it was quite the adventure!
But now that the floors are replaced and everythingās back in order, Iām so happy to be getting back to what I love mostācreating and connecting with all of you! Iām excited to let you know that video uploads will be resuming tomorrow, and I canāt wait to dive back into our shared space of peace, mindfulness, and growth.
Thank you all for your unwavering support, kindness, and love during this time. Your presence means the world to me, and Iām grateful to be part of such a wonderful community.
Looking forward to reconnecting with each of you soon. š
Much love and gratitude, MindCoreMatrixx
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Alright, Zen Friends! I worked hard on this new video, and Iām so excited to share it with you! Now, if you end up hating it, I totally respect thatāI know my setup isn't the best right now, but hey, it can only get better from here, right? š It might even be one of those videos we laugh about later, reminiscing about how rough the quality was.
Quick heads-up: I do have a lisp, which Iām aware of and honestly not a fan of. Iāve been through some major dental trauma after an accident two years ago, so yeah, itās there. I just wanted to address it upfront so I donāt have to explain it later. And youāll notice I break in frequently throughout the videoāthatās just me making sure Iām compliant with Fair Use. Itās my first video like this, and Iām not about to risk a copyright strike!
By November, Iām hoping to have a much better setup for our nightly live streams. Iām telling you, Zen FriendsāBIG plans are on the way! š So if you watch the video, Iād love to hear your thoughts. And if you think it could be better, please let me know why so I can learn and improve. Namaste, Zen Friends! šøāØ Leave your thoughts below~
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Alright, Zen Friendsāupdate! So, I had to take down the video. Turns out it was copyrighted, even though I thought I was good under Fair Use. Clearly, I still need to brush up on that! š
Sorry for getting everyone hyped up over a video that didnāt make it, but hey, everything else still holds trueāmy lisp, my current setup, and those big future plans I mentioned!
Weāre still moving forward, and I appreciate your patience and support. Namaste, Zen Friends! šøāØ
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This morning, Iām calling on all of my Zen friends to come together and send our collective strength, compassion, love, and empathy to everyone facing the destructive path of Hurricane Milton. Letās hold them close in our thoughts, surrounding them with hope and resilience. And letās not forget our four-legged friends who are affected as wellāletās keep them in our hearts with the same energy and care.
Together, we can wrap all those in harmās way in a circle of support, sending them love and strength. Stay safe, everyone. With love,
Mindcorematrixx
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Namaste, Zen Friends.
As we step into October, I feel it's a perfect time to share some exciting future plans for the channel. Iām looking forward to introducing members-only content and live streams where we can truly get to know one another and build deeper connections. My goal is to have everything in place by the end of November at the latest.
These nightly live streams will be a space for us to come together, share how our day went, talk about anything on our minds, and just connect. We'll meditate, have tea, and focus on growing our community in a meaningful way.
Some of you have asked via TikTok if I plan to create a Discord. After giving it serious thought, Iāve decided that Discord doesnāt quite align with the peaceful, positive environment we're nurturing here. While it may work for others, itās just not something I want to incorporate into our daily vibe.
I also want to reassure you that the price of membership will never increase. This is something I feel strongly about. That said, please donāt ever feel like you need to join. My intention is for everyone to feel welcome and included. Iāll do my best to hold a non-member live stream once a week so those who arenāt members, whether by choice or circumstances, can still participate and not feel left out.
For those who choose to support the channel through membership, know that every contribution will go directly back into improving the streams and content. I want to emphasize that Iām not here to get rich or become a famous YouTuber. Thatās not what this is about. My goal is to cultivate a caring, supportive communityāa safe and comforting space for us all. This isnāt just my channel; itās our channel. I hope many of you share that vision with me.
And finally, the most important thing I want to say is thank you. Whether you clicked on one of my videos once or come back regularly, I deeply appreciate you. You give me the most precious thingāyour time. You could be doing anything else, yet you choose to spend your time here with me, and that means the world to me. Even if itās just five minutes, I truly value it. Time is something you can never get back, so the fact that you spend yours here with me is something I will always cherish.
Much love and gratitude. š
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Thereās something about the wind chimes at night thatās so different from how they sound during the day. In the daylight, theyāre just part of the usual noiseāthe breeze moving through them while everything else is busy and loud. But at night, when everything is quiet, they sound almost magical.
Tonight, as I lay in bed with the house completely still, I could hear them so clearly. The soft clinking carried on the wind, and for some reason, it felt comforting. Itās strange how they can make me feel less alone. The world outside is dark and still, but those chimes keep moving with the wind, making these random little melodies. I love how the sound drifts through the quiet, almost like itās dancing through the night air, not in a rush, justā¦ there.
I guess what I love most is how they just go with it. The wind comes and goes, and they donāt fight itāthey just move, however the wind decides. Thereās something so peaceful in that. I wish I could be like that more often, just letting life happen without trying to control every little thing. They donāt resist the wind, they donāt brace for itāthey just respond, naturally, effortlessly.
As I listened tonight, I felt this weird sense of calm wash over me. Life feels so fast and overwhelming sometimes, and Iām always trying to keep up. But in that moment, listening to the chimes, I just felt present. Like nothing else mattered except the sound and the stillness. Itās funny how something as simple as wind chimes can make you feel so connectedāto the moment, to yourself, to everything.
I think thatās why I love them. They remind me to slow down and to just be. The sound feels like a sweet little reminder that itās okay to let go sometimes, to not always have everything figured out. I need that reminder more often. Sweet Dreams my Dear Zen Friends. Mindcarematrixx <3
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Itās strange how the world shifts as the days grow shorter. The sun seems to hang lower in the sky, casting these long shadows that stretch out like time itself is slowing down. Thereās a quietness in the air now, a stillness that settles in when the light fades earlier and earlier each evening.
I try not to let it get to me, but the truth is, it does. Something about the shorter days stirs this heaviness inside me. I canāt quite put my finger on it. Maybe itās the way the darkness feels more persistent, like itās slowly creeping in, wrapping around me before I even have a chance to shake it off. The evenings, which used to be filled with golden light and energy, now feel colder, quieter, like the world is hibernating and Iām left wide awake, struggling to adjust.
Thereās a sadness that comes with this time of year. Itās not overwhelming, but itās thereāsitting in the back of my mind like a quiet, constant hum. I catch myself feeling more reflective, sometimes even a little lost. I think about the things I didnāt do, the moments that slipped away with summer, and the things I meant to say but never did. Thereās this pressure to keep moving, to stay upbeat, but honestly, it feels harder when the world around me feels like itās slowing down.
I find myself craving warmth in every formāwarm blankets, warm drinks, warm company. I guess thatās the one good thing about this season. It forces me to find comfort in the small things. A cup of tea in the afternoon, the soft glow of a candle, a good book to lose myself in when the weight of the day feels too much. I cling to those moments, trying to remind myself that itās okay to feel this way, that itās okay to slow down too.
But thereās always this thought lingering in the back of my mind: what if the days keep getting shorter, and I canāt shake this feeling? I know the light will come back, that it always does, but right now, it feels far away. For now, Iām just trying to be gentle with myself, to embrace the stillness without letting it pull me under.
Maybe the darkness isnāt all bad. Maybe itās here to teach me something about quiet, about rest, about patience. I just hope I can learn to listen. Namaste my Dear Zen Friends.
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Welcome to MindCoreMatrix ā where deep thoughts meet chill vibes.
This is your late-night escape, the place where you come to slow down, reflect, and get lost in the flow of deep ideas. We dive into everything that makes you stop and think ā from philosophy and existential musings to those random late-night thoughts that hit different when the world is quiet.
Whether you're unwinding after a long day, chilling in the middle of the night, or just craving something more thoughtful and vibey, youāll find content thatās all about exploring the mind. Weāre here for chill, introspective vibes with a side of thought-provoking questions ā nothing too heavy, just the right balance of calm and curious.
So, grab your headphones, sit back, and letās wander through the deeper side of life together. Because sometimes, the best conversations happen in the quiet moments.
Stay curious. Stay chill
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