Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Another friend of the channel made a funny from an old ābad chefā stream!
(Keep in mind, this was from before even my new mic so definitely way before I even came out lmao)
Go check it out Iām having a good giggle at it right now!
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Holy hell you guys are awesome!
I know itāll be a bit of an adjustment to get used to, and Iāve had quite a bit of time to myself to really think about this. but hey I guess to some people in my audience, this was expected (which is funny and shows just how oblivious about myself Iāve been for a while)
Again, it wonāt really change anything, just an adjustment to make myself feel just a little more comfortable as I work on bigger things!
A silly gaming video is planned for later this week donāt worry, guys
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You might have noticed some videos are missing
Itās because in my efforts to steer this channel more towards gaming related stuff rather than drama garbage, itās kinda silly to keep the petty drama stuff up
So a lot of the pettier stuff from the last year or so is unlisted, with only gaming related or some of the more serious ones remaining either because itās still somewhat relevant to my current direction (even if I wonāt do it that much anymore other than through a few jabs) or because itās at least representative of how far Iāve come
Apologies to the few who enjoyed those videos, but I donāt feel like they represent who I am now or who I aim to try and be
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Due to an incident earlier today, the discord server and likely my own stream chat will be locked down until further notice
This is primarily to ensure my own safety, I sincerely apologize for any confusion or inconvenience
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Might as well kinda give a bit of a schedule to my uploads/streams and refine it as I get more comfortable:
Iāll be uploading at least once a week (ensures I have a good amount of effort into my videos)
And Iāll try to stream every other day starting anytime between 12-3pm EST
As for analysis videos or anything of the sort, I havenāt decided on how frequently those will come out. I might try once a month but for longer stuff or anything it may take longer. So, no promises on the frequency of those videos, but I can at least try to hold up my other promises lol
Speaking of which, see yall in a few hours for stream! Havenāt decided on what Iāll do, perhaps Iāll just play an assortment of things today!
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Well, guess who's making their comeback tomorrow (Members obviously get to see it first)
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More good news! The script for my comeback video is basically done, alongside about uhhh
75% of the recording (maybe). Just gotta wait on another personās recording and I can get to editing!
I did say Iād be back before you know it, but who knew Iād even surpass my own expectations of myself!
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Another Bluesky cross-post here about another realization Iāve come to now that my head is a little clearer:
Another interesting thing Iāve just recently come to a realization about is my name
The one I go by online, āSanityā, is one Iāve always wondered to even myself why I was drawn to it.
Why it resonated with me so very much and why Iāve begun to associate myself with it instead of my real name.
The character named Sanity is one of my oldest characters, and likely the first real OC I ever put thought into. Back then, the name was just something I gave to her because it just fit. Never knew why or how, it just did.
But now I realize something:
I created someone to aspire to without ever realizing it. I created Sanity to be a free spirit. Someone that lived her life to the fullest, helping others not for recognition or status, but just because she could.
And throughout the past couple years Iāve gotten messages from some of my friends Iāve made throughout the years and theyāve told me how much Iāve made a positive impact on their lives.
Everything from helping them realize their identity to helping them deal with low points in life.
Iāve realized recently Iāve taken a lot of this praise for granted. I never really let it hit just how much my own presence has helped people until now, and I couldnāt help but cry as I realized just how many people would care about me because I cared about them.
To me, āSanityā is more than mental stability.
Itās courage, compassion, and determination. Itās the willingness to help others because you simply can in whatever way youāre able. Itās living every day like itās the last, making every second you have count.
Itās bringing smiles and hope to the hopeless, itās doing what you wish as long as it makes you and others happy.
And itās why I associate myself with this name so much now. So much so that itās become more solid than my real name.
And I want to reflect that in this new chapter of my life. I want to fully become what Iāve always wanted.
And I know I have people who will help me with every step of the process.
This is why I am Sanity.
Itās just simply who Iāve wanted to be without ever realizing it.
(Just for the record, I donāt think Iāll be changing much else about myself physically. Iām pretty comfortable with my body as is
Itās just the name is something I see as a better representation of myself)
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In lighter news, I'm starting work on the script for my comeback video
It's likely not gonna be anything massive, but it's something I remembered while I was on this little break that had me go down a small, yet positive rabbit hole.
I hope you guys are looking forward to it!
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Welcome to my channel.
I'm a local cat-girl plague doctor with a taste for video games and other such stuff.
Go ahead, stop by and check out what I got.
Profile art by Jade/GRUsome on discord
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