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Hi everyone,
Unfortunately my motherboard is increasingly struggling with every single thing lately, so there's no video out tonight as it just won't render without crashing today.
You may have noticed increasing game play issues, crashes and audio issues as well lately and this is all because of my outdated dying motherboard.
I won't be able to replace it any time soon, but I may do an art commission fundraiser soon. There is a community fundraiser on my throne page if anyone is interested (link can be found in my Twitter bio).
Bear with me until then! Thank you 💗
-Dinny
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My apologies for last night's video having no game sound! I wasn't aware I had accidentally rendered it in separate tracks instead of stereo and only noticed it at like 2am.
It will be reuploaded tomorrow with the correct audio. At least you can look forward to me being jump scared multiple time hehe
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Soooo.... It's been quiet huh? That's because I'm still struggling after COVID in June.
My energy levels, physical condition, fibromyalgia (chronic nerve pain), hormones and mental state have all taken a big hit since then. Not fun!
I'm still planning on coming back to YouTube soon-ish. Streaming I'm still not sure of as no one's really missing those streams and they were very quiet regardless. So.. maybe! But for now, nah.
I do have some fun games planned for September at the very latest.
Thank you for your patience and hopefully see y'all around again soon 💗
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Hi everyone,
Good news! I'm finally on the mend.
Ngl it was a horrible 11 days before I started to see progress, but I will discuss all in a vlog real soon.
The important thing is that I've finally been able to get out of my bed since yesterday and hopefully I can get back to recording later this week (there may be some coughing present - apologies in advance).
I'm so grateful I was vaccinated because I think I would have been hospitalised without it and I'm not exaggerating when I say that.
Thank you all for checking in on me and for my friends keeping me sane throughout.
Much love 💗, Dinny
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Hello lovelies,
Unfortunately what I thought to be a cold (my last short published) turned out to be COVID..
After 4 years it finally got me.
It is really doing a number on me - especially the excruciating nerve pain is debilitating. I've lost all sense of smell and taste, I'm very weak, shaky, dizzy, nauseous and have a headache that's lasted 6 days now. I've not left my bed, only to drag myself to the toilet when I need to.
So I'm not sure how long recovery will take and how much it will impact my overall health. I've no idea what will happen, but I'll take it as it comes.
I may go back to normal, but there is a chance my CFS will be worse after this.
Let's hope it won't be!
I'll keep y'all updated x
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Hi everyone!
Just a heads up for those who don't follow my socials or have seen my streams lately, that I am not home right now.
I had to jump in at the last minute last week to help some friends with house/pet sitting so I'm away until this Saturday. This means no streams and no further videos (except shorts) for the time being. My apologies for that!
Also, our yearly St Jude Playlive fundraiser will kick off late this year starting at 27th of may until the 31st!
Come join me over on Twitch - link in bio - for a lot fun whilst we raise money for an amazing cause!
There will be a lot of great incentives and the top 3 highest donos will receive a t-shirt and sticker with the lovely design below made by TheTinyTaco especially for this event!
See y'all soon! X
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Hello my loves!
For those waiting for me to continue Bramble the Mountain King, I will from tomorrow onwards if all goes well.
I've been incredibly busy fundraising for St Jude Children's research hospital for the last 2,5 weeks over on Twitch and it's slowly taking its toll on me, so I'm not in a great position to record more intense gameplay. I hope you understand!
For now, if you want to help support the fundraiser you can do so here: tiltify.com/@brainerror/love-for-hope
We're close to our goal and it would be amazing if you could help us get there! I might even do one final stream to raise funds over on YouTube this Saturday.
Just wanted to let you know that I'm working on it as soon as I'm able!
Much love,
Dinny 💜
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Hello lovelies & Happy New Year wherever you are!
After an extremely busy week with holidays, my dad's visit and 3 birthdays I am finally going to be returning to a regular schedule from tomorrow onwards.
I wasn't expecting(well, kinda did..) for the impact to be this significant, but today I became quite ill from doing too much so instead of a vlog I'm writing to you all as a closure to 2022, one of the toughest years I've had to date.
After a personal hard year with losing my guinea pig Bao, my step-mom, my last remaining grand parent & my 15 year old blue tongue skink Lily, plus a whole host of loved ones in and out of hospital, I have to say that despite it all, I have dealt best I could considering and done well with other things in my life.
- I'm back on track with becoming healthier and stronger to minimise the impact of fibromyalgia & CFS
- I rediscovered the joy of streaming
- putting less pressure on myself as a content creator, but still being fairly consistent
- putting my needs as a neuro-divergent individual at the forefront over what neuro-typicals want me to do & be
- becoming a crazy plant lady ;)
- successfully growing a lot of veg and flowers on my "roof" this year
And of course seeing 2 fantastic countries, Iceland and Croatia.
My wish is that 2023 will be a much better, kinder, tolerant and empathic year for everyone. Full of good health, contentment, peace, fulfilment and joy where possible. May you hit goals, create new ones, realise dreams & never stop developing into the best person you can be!
Life is too short. Be kind to yourself and each other. Live life whilst you are able.
Thank you all for your support, love & understanding this year. May you get it back tenfold!
Much love to you all & I'll see y'all next year!
xx Dinny
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Hello my loves,
It seems my community tab is a bit of a bad news announcement area these past few years! Hopefully that will change in the near future and so I'll keep the bad vibes at a minimum for this one.
If you've seen sm and/or my most recent vlog, you'll know I lost yet another pet (Lily) this year, which makes it my 4th personal loss this year alongside Bao, my gran and my step-mom.
Therefore I'm feeling a little bit broken to say the least and stepping away from the more intense horrors for now to recuperate. I want to get some cheerful and more upbeat vibes going for the next few weeks, but I am still planning to:
- Get the other endings of The Death
- Do some Chilla's art games
- Play Silent Hill 2-4 on the channel *if* I can make it work with my PC
- A whole bunch of Indie Horrors I've my eye on
But for now I'd like to concentrate on Stray, Slime Rancher 2 (coming out tonight) & some funny/intriguing indies.
Thank you for understanding! Also streams will continue soon - I may even do a few here and there in the upcoming days, so make sure your notifications are on over on Twitch!
Much love,
Dinny
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I asked this on discord already, but would love a wider input regarding Horizon Forbidden West. As you may have noticed there's been a lack interest in this let's play series in general and so I just want to make sure whether folk still want me to continue.
I know there's been a hiatus unfortunately due to deaths in the family meaning I had to travel abroad several times.
Please let me know which of these options you'd rather I do:
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Dutch disabled pan & non-binary gamer, singer & artist in the UK | Loves the Community | Started streaming /Youtube to create a space for like-minded peeps to hang/feel safe | An ally for LGBTQA+, Disabled, All Nationalities, All walks of life | Mental Health Supporter | Animal & Nature lover
They have a special fondness for (weird) indies, psychological horror and thought provoking games. They are also keen on work regarding digital art and voice acting.
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