in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
I feel torn and incomplete, haunted by my past. I know I can't fully and truly love someone because I don't love myself. I don't even know what love really means. I wonder if I deserve your love at all. I realize I'm not whole, and the guilt of being "only half a man" weighs heavily on me. In my heart, I feel broken, and I know I can't offer you the love that I don't even understand.
"But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am?"
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Lemon Boy feels like a reflection of my inner self—the parts I’ve struggled to accept, the bitterness I’ve tried to hide, and the sweetness I never thought was enough. It’s a reminder that growth doesn’t come from removing what makes me different, but from nurturing it. Life is bittersweet, and so am I, but that’s what makes me unique. Like Lemon Boy, I’m learning to coexist with my imperfections, to see them not as flaws but as pieces of a story only I can tell.
Encouraging myself every day "You bring to this world things no one else can".
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Sometimes, we carry the weight of the world alone, trying to keep up appearances when we’re silently breaking. People often assume we’re fine because we wear a smile, but they don't see the struggles we keep hidden. The truth is, no one knows the battles we fight, and that’s okay. We don't always have to be happy, and we certainly don't owe anyone an explanation for our pain. It's important to remember that we all have our own journeys, and while we may smile through the storm, it doesn't mean we aren't weathering it. So, let's stop pretending everything is fine when it's not. It’s okay to feel, to struggle, and to be real.
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What if we had just one more moment, one more day, one more lifetime? What would happen? We thought we had forever ... but forever came too soon ....
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