I've been wanting to redo some of my older songs into my current 'pop-punk/pop-rock' style, Which of these songs would you want to hear?
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1 million views. Wow. I'm gonna get mushy and try to process this milestone, so sorry for the rant.
This song came from a genuine, âI give upâ kind of mood. I was ready to give up on music, youtube, hell I was borderline ready to give up on life. I was ready to send off my career not in a blaze of glory, but on a whoopee cushion powered rocket straight into a black hole. It truly felt like nothing mattered, but at least my final song would give me a few laughs.
In a way, I should have seen this coming, though. With how the world is now, there's no way a song about depression, burnout, and caffeine addiction packaged as a dumb commercial jingle wouldn't resonate. This song became not just my copium, but a lot of othersâ copium too. I never thought in a million years I'd ever reach this milestone. Hell, my Miku Expo 2021 song didn't even come close. I should be overjoyed. This is every small and mid-sized youtuber's dream.
And yet, for me it's just another day.
The truth is numbers don't mean much to me. So many creators get caught up in the rat race of, âMake number go higher!â And I knew that I didn't want to become that. So in a sense I've still kind of given up on the youtuber dream, but in a way where not only do I still want to create, but create more freely. I make what I want, whenever I want. What you hear is me on full display. Because it's not the numbers that matter, it's the people behind those numbers. Every view, every comment, every like, every subscriber is another person taking time out of their life to listen to what I have to say, me, one stupid little guy amongst 8 billion.
All my life I've struggled to express myself, struggled to be heard, never knew what to say in the moment, overthinking every single interaction. So I just stayed silent. But to be able to connect through music, to put something out into the world that can make another person's day, and remind me that I'm not the only one who feels this way, even if it was just one person, that is everything. How many days were made then by my stupid meme song for it to have 1 million views? I just canât wrap my head around it!
And I will continue to create (even if YouTube were to implode for no particular reason) because my music is my voice, and whether or not you still feel like coming along for the ride, I'm so grateful that you ever looked my way and lent me your ears if just for a second.
I guess what I'm trying to say is⌠thanks.
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Just a heads up if you have any of these songs in your playlist, you may need to add them again. I'm in the process of switching distributors. Also thanks for 1 million plays on Brain Implosion Energy Drink! <3
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Billionaire Buffet is FINALLY up on Spotify!
open.spotify.com/album/1GUyeF3pk8CLAWr0IRYsTn?si=7âŚ
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Wow, I'll be honest I was not expecting that big of a response haha. Good news though, Billionaire Buffet/Hey, Mr. Dump are on their way to Spotify/Apple Music and all the other things! It's also available on Bandcamp right now!
flangermoose.bandcamp.com/album/billionaire-buffetâŚ
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Teto is opening a new maid cafe with an interesting theme...
https://youtu.be/EIyqbc10O_A?si=aTwRP...
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 @QuowaretaKoshiki Thank you for this masterpiece of animation https://youtu.be/0OMlUCyA_Ys?si=7SKku...
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Vault Kid, the producer I collaborated with for our Miku Expo 2021 song, "Thousand Little Voices", wrote an absolutely beautiful tribute to an amazing person who is sadly no longer with us. Please go check it out <3 watch video on watch page
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"if you can hear me feat. Eleanor Forte" is out now! Thank you to the amazing Yu Enmi for all the illustrations (18 manga pages worth!)
https://youtu.be/1Z2c7zm7-z0
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My name is Flanger Moose, but you can just call me Moose. I like Vocaloid and I make music sometimes.
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