I'm not the best, but im not the worst. I'm not like the big leagues, but I won't stay in the little leagues. Ive lost things, but ive gained things along the way. I try to do what I think would be good and would work for the channel, for entertainment, but I'm too scared, too nervous. I always promise to do more for you guys, but I keep letting you down, im not well, I have ton's if problems that I can't deal with on my own, Im always feeling like it's the end of the world, that everything around me Is crumbling and I have no way to stop it.
But deep down I know, im not really alone, am i?
Even if I can't seem to find help coping with my problems I try to fight it. Because nobody should have to try to get up but end up falling down because they think they've lost, I've been there.
It's thanks to you all, rae, steven, luna, everyone that I've met and more that I WILL meet that I can at least get up and do something,
To quote a hero:
I can do anything with strong mind.