Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
real ones remember</3
i had to purge my room and had to get rid of them 🙁
them and the ice cream thing
besides that, i hope all is well
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hi hello, so i forgot to announce here but, my etsy was nuked. im not sure if im able to make a new acc or what not but yeah, etsy is gone 😭 ill update if any other things happen with selling stuff in general but otherwise ill go back to radio silence for however long.
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be on the lookout at 11am PST tomorrow! there will only be one!
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also please stop using my etsy msg me if it isnt business inquiries please n thanks </3
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happy holidays all!! with the new year coming up, calls for a new chapter in life. i am happy to introduce that i am finally starting mask commissions! do note they are BETA TESTERS, so you get a cheaper price to give me feed back in my reviews/dms! though, more in that is touched in the description of my listing (PLEASE read that, alot of important info is in there!) i hope the holidays are well, and i hope to see you at my shop!
sincerely, kill me.
-nxmi
www.etsy.com/listing/1629638008/
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in the most lighthearted way please stop messaging ong pinterest abt how much u miss me or want me to come back . 😭 serious messages please .
edit : also includes asking me how i am and how ur thankful for me or smth. i rlly js wanna be left alone</3 only reach out if you see some one impersonating me or something of that sort/degree. thx /nm
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hey guys! i hope all is well :)) i wanted to let u guys know that im trying to get my etsy up this week!! its not confirmed if i will, but it should be up sometime this month HOPEFULLY. when it opens, i will make a post ofc so it can be official. however, i will be doing test runs when opening like @TrulyGregCosplay (check em out theyre AWESOME !) but, more info on that when opening. my etsy shop is in my bio, hope to see ya there!
sincerely, kill me.
-nxmi
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guys im back 😍😍 /j edit: this is a joke. this is a impersonation acc dont support them 😭😭
youtube.com/@Nxmi57?si=9BnZIYirzNkieWRS
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addressing things and life update.
heyo. its been almost 2months since i quit, and i just wanted to let you guys know how im doing and a few other things :)
first, i want to address a huge issue i have found a few times. people stealing my name, old pfp, etc.
look, just cause i am gone, does not mean you have the permission to try to replace me. not to egotistical or saying ur below me, but you cant try to be me if you tried. i am my own being and have my own traits, just like how i cant be anyone else. i cant be you, youre too complex. were all too complex to completely try to “become someone.”
another one i have seen alot is alot of people quitting cause i did, or mentioning in posts that theyre gonna quit because i did.
not to invalidate what ur feeling, but to me i don’t understand that. i understand the feeling of hopelessness or no one to look up to once a idol has quit cause i have experienced that but please, keep trying. quit because you feel the NEED to. not cause you were influenced by someone who probably didnt even know you. if anything, take a break to process.
now, life updates.
i have started school on aug 29, things have been alr so far. i just hate my media arts teacher, and he probably hates me too lmao.
im getting to see my awesome boyfriend basil this saturday!!!!! super excited for that :))
i have reached my dream quadrobics form, super happy!! i just need to practice it more.
i have been alot more skillful at mask making, so sometime around ill try to set up my etsy and make premades/commissions. ill probably make a community post when theyre out, so stay on the look out :)
and the most important, am i happier after i quitted?
absolutely. i have taken such a huge weight off my shoulders and been able to feel like me again. i dont regret a thing. thank you all who have supported me, in general. through quitting, through my journey on yoututbe, all of it.
thats all for now.
sincerely, kill me.
-nxmi
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we’ll find moonlit nights strangely empty, cause when you call my name through them there will be no answer.