Been a while since I've done one of these, but I bought a capture card recently, and what better way to celebrate than to stream a game that *isn't* on my PC?
Stream will begin at 11:45 CDT. Catch you there!
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Hey, I'm gonna be giving streaming on YouTube a go here pretty soon!
Catch me at ~11:45 AM CDT to watch me play some mid-90s Xmas Doom goodness!
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After viewing various online opinions on the matter, I have decided to make the GamingMarine in Doom experimental builds available outside of the mod's Discord server.
Access to the GitHub page is accessible through either the channel banner on desktop or the About page on mobile.
Of course, the server is still available for discussion about the mod (at least, as it was initially intended), but experimental builds of the mod itself are now more accessible to a wider array of people.
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Merry Christmas!
I'm sorry for not getting any updates out for GMID this year. You already know how I've been feeling throughout the year, and if you've been paying attention to my Twitter and whatnot, you lilely already know even more than that. Not to mention that, as of right now, I am looking for some part-time employment to support myself while I'm out of college, so I won't have much time tp show off much of anything regarding this project.
Nonetheless, when I do get the chance to do such, I promise you that the wait will be worth it.
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Holy shit, I have a community tab now?! Nice.
So, uh, it's been a few months of silence, at least here on YouTube (I've been much more active on Discord and Twitter). The reason why is because of my mental health; School has started up again and that has REALLY affected how I feel on the daily. The amount of pressure put on me over grades and whatnot has given me lots of stress and lack of motivation to do, well, much of anything. I've been having frequent thoughts about how I'm unappreciated in the world and how we as a species are actively killing each other without even attempting to slow it down. I've tried venting to counselors and therapists about my feelings, but that only seems to temporarily mitigate them.
Does this mean I am quitting making videos and mods for good? Not in the slightest (Although the recent announcement of removing dislikes on YouTube is kinda making me reconsider). The next GamingMarine in Doom update is still in the works and is available for preview on the GitHub page linked in my Discord server. The full release is expected to be on Christmas Day, coinciding with the 5-year anniversary of the mod's initial release.
As for videos, I have something planned for possibly later this month. I recently ripped assets from the PS1 port of Revolution X, and I would love to make a video going into the process I went through. But once again, I've felt unmotivated and haven't had the time to do so.
I sincerely hope you all understand this post and what I've been going through for the past few months. I am hoping to get at least one new video out by the end of the year.
Thank you.
-GamingMarine
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I make videos lol