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11.11, Women retreat in Sweden and panic attacks.
Greetings from Sweden again! 💜🛩️ I am happy to be in such a beautiful place and write to you right before a women retreat I am hosting tomorrow ✨ It was a long journey here after an intense time of my husband's birthday preparations, rituals of 11.11 light portal and my intense emotions of the ongoing consciousness shift.
I felt like sharing with you the beautiful landscape of the biggest lake in Sweden (my cabin for now is standing right beside it!!! 🤩) and giving a little update about a new big video project I am starting. I will keep it a secret for now and only say that it will require a lot of work and I already sorted out A LOT of material 😃🤗🔥
Aand this post is just a little part of the update, because I felt an inspiration to make a little almost livestream from walking in Gothenburg's streets in the middle of my journey and tell you much more details about what winds have brought me here, a little bit about my teenage years with panic attacks and what more is going on in our lives at the moment . So if you're interested you are welcome to check it out on my Patreon page:
www.patreon.com/posts/women-retreat-11-116012662?u…
Best wishes and see you soon! ❤️❤️❤️
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My Behind the scenes and extra content little by little come out like little separate vlogs 😀 And I am really having a lot of fun creating them without having to worry about all the colorgrading, fonts, editing and so on. Just some nice music and sharing my secret shots with you, that I, myself, would be so curious to see from the artists I follow and admire! ♥
This time I take you together with me to the forest and show how I create my art. Also share some updates about Sweden and a beautiful idea that was born after celebrating my birthday 😊
www.patreon.com/posts/join-my-art-in-114347405?utm…
So enjoy and thank you for being here! Have a beautifulllll day!!!
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To be honest, after my latest vlog I had an emotion breakdown. Everything what I talked about in the video about uncertainty, chaos and trust, came like a whiplash to me to really mean my words by living it FULLY.
So a wave of thoughts emerged - did I create that video right? Was it exactly what I meant to say and show? Is it not too cinematic and too little of simple daily life updates?
You see here? A wish to have a right answer. But as I said in the vlog - there is no right answer because all of them are right 😁🫣
I felt a sense of pointlessness if I don't know and hence (mind thinks) will not reach my goals, numbers and achievements. Then what's the point to put any effort at all?
But then I went out for a walk and instantly got a lesson from nature.
There was a beautiful grass growing by the road. I took my time to enjoy it and thought
- 'Well, now it's seen and has done its purpose, didn't grow up for nothing.
But then I rose my eyes to hundreds of other grass. And felt inside:
-"Some of them feed animals, some of them make people enjoy the landscape with them, but most of them - are simply never noticed and just exist. And they don't think that there is no point in growing up and dance with the wind if there is no "real" purpose to it."
And a lot of information about the significance of our times, of the unknown, the true purpose and existence started pouring to me. So I... recorded a whole separate video about it!
So stay tuned and prepare for a soulful conversation and experience by the shore of our beautiful lake tomorrow!
So good to have this space for sharing. Thank you all and I send you all my love and light! ✨
See you tomorrow, darlings 💓🍁
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(And a shot of Northern Lights right above our property in case you didn't see it from my shorts!!! 🤩)
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Mystical whispers of dark forests and its bright spirit ✨🌲
What is your relationship with unknown? Could it be a place of safety and miracles?
Why this topic? I don't know if this is autumn or just my life phase, but it seems that my mind started doubted all systems and every roadsign dropped down. I am still inspired, still doing, creating, living but have no idea where it leads or where it comes from. In the past I used to suffer from apathy when these emotions would come, but now it has transformed to something new - TRUST.
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I had this photoshoot right before the real Lithuanian autumn with its winds and rains started and literally spent HOURS on filming, taking pictures, singing, painting RUNES and listening to the wilderness surrounding me ✨. So I am waiting forward to share some amazing moments from Mother Nature, some updates about September and explore the topic of chaos a little bit with you, my loves, in the soon upcoming vlog!💜
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We are 1.000!!! Yayyy, such a milestone! 🥳🥰🔥🔥
My heart is melting from finally living my dream life and being able to be in wild nature and my art world. I feel so grateful for myself for being brave enough and following my heart (and that this crazy idea of creating a youtube channel crossed my mind), for life - for guiding me in even more beautiful ways I could have imagined and to YOU ALL for joining this journey, dedicating your precious time for feeling, experiencing, growing and just chilling together!!!🌲💜💜💜
So many people already involved, such a big change in my life, such a beautiful platform to share it all and meet likeminded beautiful souls... ✨
This is really something special to me. To finally see my visions becoming real, to finally go forward despite any fears and with no guarantees. And to step by step grow my inner confidence and compass knowing that nothing is more worth or satisfying than this.
I wish the same to all of you and thank you very much again 🙏💓
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My latest vlog 'I found my soul sister in Sweden' received so much beautiful feedback, thank you so much for that!
And good news - you've got a PART 2 of it in my Patreon account! :D ♥ This behind the scenes and extra shots episode came out almost as a whole separate vlog (actually even longer than the Part 1)!
Since my official vlog was already more than 20 minutes long I just couldn't insert all the footage I had - and I had A LOT, because it was one of the most spectacular trips of my life! But it is so super duper amazing to have this platform so that no footage goes to waste and can serve even a second time - to share some sincere and interesting talks, real life shots that often get edited out to keep the cinematic look, some true conversations that get hidden under the music tracks and many genuine, fun and interesting things!
So this episode is longer than usual because this time I decided:
- To go nuts and involve you into a full-length conversation about why magic is created and not found, a few disturbing thinking patterns I have and how I deal with them (which I didn't include into the vlog).
- To share a glimpse of editing process secrets and struggles (creating shorts, useful software).
- Some real life dialogues that are often SOO funny but just don't fit anywhere in the sequence.
- And a whole separate trip to Stockholm's archipelago that I just couldn't afford to show in the vlog but which was soo beautiful + with some deep and inspiring insights from me about understanding your true dreams :))
So I hope you will enjoy it and see you in my little Spirit family on Patreon! ♥♥♥
www.patreon.com/posts/some-little-from-111544047?u…
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Behind the scenes and extra shots from vlogs 7 and 8 are live now on my Patreon account! Some unedited singing and thoughts of appreciation. Almost happened like a separate short vlog.
I invite you all who are longing for a safe and loving space for plucking inspiration, asking questions and getting some exclusive, sincere behind the scenes content together with some profound spiritual material - you are very welcome in our Patreon family! <33
I really feel there will be more of us soon so it is a wonderful chance to create a closer connection between us since I can't even imagine if I could be so easy in reach when everything grows.
And a new vlog is coming out later this evening! I'm back home from Sweden so am full of inspiration, my sd card is exploding from amazing content so you'll see me a bit more now than usual! :D
Best wishes and have a beautiful day!!! ♥
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Guys! It's happening! I am in Sweden 🇸🇪 and having my best time!!!
First of all I can now truly say that I found a soul sister - Vanessa @LagomTrolldom and all my expectations of how we will feel together live were even exceeded!
We had an amazing loppis tour, celebrated her birthday and if that was not enough you can see yourself who was one of the birthday guests - @DanielErik !!! What a beautiful soul! 🤗🌸 It was SO exciting to meet him and it seemed that it's just never enough of talking about YouTube, nature, magic and Swedish life 💜 It increased the motivation in what I am doing a lot and fulfilled with a feeling of support and... finally having colleagues! 😄💜
I will stay here until Friday and we still have some incredible plans awaiting - to go to the mountains, to a husky farm and to collaborate on some amazing video art 🥰
At the moment I am preparing a new vlog about a challenging week in our cabin when we got to live like our ancestors because of the power outage. It was an extreme but such a beautiful experience ✨ And then you'll get to see the Swedish adventures as well! 🌲
Best wishes and see you soon!! 🥰
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Hello beautiful souls!
Due to the massive storm all across Lithuania, the power has been cut off for three days now and we live like our ancestors - with food from the garden, water from the well, cooking on the fire stove, and lighting candles in the evening. No electric appliances (except for our dying phones which we went to charge to a cafe today 😅), no television, computers, or running water. It's such an energetic silence in the house, and we are forced to slow down and put lots of work aside. That includes editing as well and I had to stop right in the middle of the new vlog. But! I made amazing raw living content from these days 🥰
And I feel that despite the struggles of melted fridge which destroyed our frozen strawberries supply, broken trees and harmed garden, it has been a true gift for us. Because I had long wanted to simply be in silence and peace, but my mind always found something that needed to be done. And breaking away from that "need to" is so difficult, even when I clearly see that I created it myself, without any pressure from bosses or deadlines. So it was like a forced vacation and recharging in the simple living which I already needed after the retreat, intense emotion breakouts it leaded to and lots of other activities.
It was also a strong reminder for me of what simplicity is. Not planning, not thinking, following intuition, observing, being. Like in childhood. Or old times. And this is exactly what I long for with all my being. I pray to God every day for this flow and ease of being in the moment. Trusting the process. Living fully grounded in the senses and not virtual world, anxietys or worries. And I am so happy to see that with each passing day, it is increasingly coming true.
So I wish everyone to reach their inner peace sanctuary. To remember the essence of Being and that life is already sufficient when the stories of the mind simply stop.
Try lighting a candle and observing it for a few minutes. Allow yourself to explore how life unfolds when you don't think about it, but... experience it. ✨💜
Sending best wishes to you beloveds and I hope I'll be able to share videos soon again! ✨🙏
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Hello friends!
So I'm finally almost back to life (actually it's even too much of life now 😅) and back from my retreat. As I expected it was super intense and I experienced so much laughter, crying, love and fear as if all my inner world - good and bad - was illuminated and seen. I understood a lot about this world of infinite love and possibilities and how only we decide on our goals and limits. The highest force loves all - it doesn't judge or reject something, it doesn't gift or punish us - only our minds connect or separate from everlasting abundance.
I am very happy to deepen this inner work with myself and people. And therefore I also found out that I have had associated my self-worth with my achievements and thus forced myself to work and reach for goals when I didn't even want that. I found a part of myself (I guess a lot of you can find it as well, nothing bad in it🤷♀️)that is tired of force and knows that my worth is unchangeable, infinite and doesn't depend on anything I do. That is a very profound realisation that started embodying in me during this retreat and which I hope will impact all my creativity, including YouTube, in a good way with bringing more ease and joy.
So I will share more about this amazingly rich experience in my upcoming videos. I hope it will come soon because I am still in such a buzzle with visiting families, seaside, conscious festivals (Lithuania is so rich of these!!!) and etc. And so much more waiting ahead! For example I will be guiding pagan wedding in a week, doing a painting workshop in kids camp and going to Sweden 🇸🇪 next month to visit my new beloved friend another youtuber @LagomTrolldom ! Wow, truly the most intense summer of my life but also so interesting! And even though I get tired from time to time, but I soak it all in knowing that calm autumn will come sooner than we realise. 🍂
So best wishes to you all, I hope you also have a beautiful summer and can't wait to show you all that I've experienced in a video format! 💜✨🌲
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Spirituality, art and nature living ♥
My name is Egle and I live in the deep woods of a small but beautiful Baltic country called Lithuania (actually even my name means a 'fir-tree'!).
I am an artist, singer and a spiritual seeker following my soul‘s vision of living an authentic life and learning how to express my heart in ways that are the most fulfilling for me and others.
I live in two worlds - inner (material) and outer (spiritual), and my everyday life is everything what comes in between.
Together with various daily questions, lessons and adventures, here also comes painting, soul's music, beauty, conscious living, consulting and inspiring people, dreams and enormous love for nature.
So I invite you to join our journey of witchy nature and art living and bless your path too!
Love and light!