Ella's diary: Go out or stay? Surrender or Leave? Truly Happiness or Stop thinking?
40 countries,80 cities so far I've been
200 videos are only 1/10 of my experience, enough?
Collection, Attraction, Attention,.......Where am I?
Tired of blend in a crowd, if lion come, it will it the one who's isolated from others, but I couldn't pretend anymore!
I don't wanna independent! I don't wanna traveling around the world anymore, where are you? I just wanna stay there, a corner.
Stop thinking. You said.
I wish I could be a penguin, If have to be an animal, they take turns, the one who's the most outer-ring become the center, the center become the most outer-ring, no Free Will, no selfishness, the purpose are only for everyone's survival.
Then maybe I will stop thinking.
But will you still like Me? As a penguin.