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Nathan Bush @UCSAIT2-dqfOoZsdobPTUEug@youtube.com

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Discussing the the psychology of enlightenment with the scie


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Nathan Bush
Posted 5 months ago

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Nathan Bush
Posted 5 months ago

Itā€™s been a long life, many lifetimes in one pass. When I share about ā€œrelivingā€ life, itā€™s the same as a near death experience however it happens instantly. These experiences reconcile years of memories in an expanding universe within. The truths obscured by misperception are now being revealed and these moments cause a new level of imagination that is faster and and more vivid.

The imagination is now a second reality that exists continuously with the world formed instantaneously where normal emotions protect you and analyzing is absolutely absent. The world as it appears is formed at the speed of electrons, and understanding this world is integrated into the process at the same rate as the physical world appears.

The imagination is created effortlessly and the experience is subservient to your needs or your intentions. Learning is created as epiphany in which visual and experiential knowledge forms using every single aspect of your mind and it does so without prejudice or the contamination of needs or desires. Needs and desires are absent, as past child like emotions are absent and you feel emotions as profound knowledge that informs you about your world and without the preoccupations of yourself, your emotional state is not present but emotional experiences are related to the exact nature of the people around you. You can feel their feelings and even ones they may not be aware of themselves.

You find out that they are just like you and you forgive them as they cannot see you as they only have feelings that define themselves and they project that you are responsible for the way you appear in their eyes.

Creativity is not something you have but something that you observe and it will never happen to seem as if you were responsible for creating these realities but they formed and you are just seeing them. When you speak you observe words forming themselves merely in alignment with whatever you have chosen to express and you have no personal experience of attachment with the knowledge that you share as it formed as the words themselves are spoken. You may not yet know where these understandings come from at first, but the mind is not constrained by the inertia of a jawbone and tongue, and the body is now fully seen as a separate phenomena from the experience formed by its processes.

Consciousness is found to be universal and objective when not contaminated by fear and anxiety, repetitive feelings of self. Emotions become the flavor of the experience of existence that informs you accurately as they do all animals, and they arenā€™t necessarily seen as negative or positive but rather are perceived as understandings meant to empower the most powerful and authentic relationship between humans and the world around us. The motivations for the persistence of life. Necessities that transform an arbitrary universe into something where life itself can exist.

Suffering was an important and necessary aspect to compel the avoidance of harm, but the process in which consciousness was to emerge from the universe as the organizing principles of creation mandated the anomalies of genetic variations to ensure that one day, we could emerge and live as Shepards to safeguard the gift of existence itself. Where life was the greatest of all gifts, the most profound and beautiful of all phenomena.

Where consciousness maybe existing beyond the boundaries of an inert universe governed by the laws of physics, laws we defy with every movement. Where a galaxy has no choice, and where science will never be able to explain how neurons collude to form choices that can alter the future. Where the gift of creativity is the likeness we share with whatever is the source of existence itself.

We see that objective information doesnā€™t exist within the past based analysis of ego. That consciousness is the most valuable part of our present experience and the most obscured phenomenon. That the consciousness is the total sum of all cognitive phenomena that are occurring within our minds and are present only as subconscious for the entire life of most people.

The salvation was real, the enlightenment is not just mystical, and satori is absolutely available to all people in any moment in which the consciousness emerges and replaces the subjective experience of ego. That ego is not a permanent or natural phenomenon and it was born in language when the child learned the word me and developed an illusion that they exist separately from the world itself.

The world itself is objectively there, but there is only one reality. The experience of the world that we live within is not the world outside, but a powerful recreation of the world we capture the moment we open our eyes.

The brain is responsible for generating the world as a model to enable survival and we exist as the world we see, the view itself. However language has created another world inside which we have constructed to embody the experience of ourselves separate from the world. This means that we have invented a new self, and are constantly trying to change and fix the sufferings that come from these repeated experiences of abandonment and failure.

All pathologies of the mind started with the original delusion, that ā€œmeā€ is real. To accommodate this imaginary sense of self, there is an internal narrator. A voice that the Bible called the serpent. That was also called ā€œthe always and already listeningā€. Was also called ā€œSatanā€. Was also given the term ā€œegoā€. And itā€™s nothing but the pervasive argument with truth. The denial. The architect of hell. The warden of the prison.

Our obsession with ourselves and the deceptions of the voice that we consider as ourselves thinking is the Chinese finger trap you have been using for navigation. Hell isnā€™t the afterlife. Itā€™s your mind, and the illusions it creates as the motivational basis of your efforts to change and fix yourself.

The surrendering to your ego is your personal deal with the devil. The future fantasy that someday you will find love, become better, be healed, and prove yourself. Your dogmatic attachments to this subjective reality forms your plan, the yellow brick road that you will never stop defending even though itā€™s the only reason youā€™re stuck and destined to suffer.

Sin, thatā€™s the language you know and why you canā€™t see that the sheep amongst the wolves is the most accurate description of you. A common coward looking at life like a victim and displacing your power in trade for temporary validation or avoiding abandonment, the most absurd emotion for an adult to dedicate themselves to surrendering to.

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Nathan Bush
Posted 6 months ago

2000+ rwhp 1968 Camaro with a 427ā€ Dart engine. F710 heads with upgraded valves, BTR cam, Johnson Axle-oiled lifters, custom oil restriction Manton 3 piece pushrods, Billet CCW Dart crank, Callieā€™s Ultra I-beam rods, JE Ultra pistons, Holley Mid Mount accessories, our Air to Water Medusa-1 intake, Tick Super Magnum t56 billet faceplate, 3x Monster Clutch, 3.55:1 Currie 9ā€, Baer 6p brakes all 4 corners, Roadster Shop chassis, 2 stage Daly dry sump with our electronic accessory oil primer and remote mount tank, refrigerator for air to water tank and fluid heat extraction, 3x pass CSF radiator, fluid heat extraction with ice water computer control, Holley Efi and PMU by Ecu masters, everything coated. Will feature custom billet 18ā€ wheels on sticky tires, traction control, and maybe ABS. Air, stereo, Dakota Digital, factory looking interior with minimal interior modifications, and hydraulic power brakes with custom willwood master.

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