Hello everyone. I am......... returning back to YouTube. My original home, my glory - my first love - where it all began. I don't know who is still present and tuning in here but I will say that I am very excited to connect with you again. I stopped posting on here not by choice, or because I stopped loving making videos, but because Life took me on a huge detour of being severely mentally unwell for over 2 years.
I am really fucking delighted (and emotional) to say that I am back with gusto, with inspiration, and beaming with so much to share. And most importantly, mentally well and thriving again. I thought I would never feel 'me' again and I thought that I had lost my spark completely for 2 years. I was in a lot of pain and just couldn't bear the idea of trying to make videos whilst I was in that state - even if it was the thing that gave me so much joy in Life.
I will not forget what YouTube and this channel has done for me since its inception 5 years ago during the height of lockdown. It showed me what I love to do, and what I feel I am here to bring to the world - pure expression. Pure passion. Nothing makes me quite happier in the world than when I'm sat down filming a video, sharing my unfiltered thoughts & ideas impromptu and letting the words take me where they may.. especially when I'm sat in some blissfully random location where Life has led me. Or when I'm in the sun. I lose track of time and I just feel so connected to Life in those moments. I believe that's why I will always deeply love this channel, this platform, and how it grants me the gift of expressing myself.
I have been very blessed to know that feeling of being completely enamoured with what I do and my "work". (I call any form of work that doesn't feel like actual work, my "werk". periodt). I trust that the frequency of passion and creative inspiration that I infuse into my videos, touches your heart. And if any of you are still present & want to tune in - thank you for welcoming me back with open arms.
This next era of Relight with Kat brings the birth of the most ME me I have ever felt and been able to share online. The name revealed itself to me last month of "Kat Lumina". Oftentimes I don't consciously know where these words or names come from ("Relight", anyone?) but I trust that they are taking me exactly where I am meant to go.
You only have to rewatch my first ever video when I was 20 to see how much I have bloomed from a shy, self conscious, scared to be seen little bean, into an unhinged flower that only wants to feel and to know the sunlight. And that's the kind of process & transformation I am interested in sharing with you, and helping to RELIGHT within you.
..Because I feel that if everyone were to harmonise back with who they naturally, casually are, and see the brilliance and beauty in that, then this world would be a harmonious place. But I don't want to change the world. I don't want to impose my way onto anyone. I don't want to be a full-on teacher & facilitator. I just want to purely express myself and help you do that more - simply through being myself and sharing the inspiration that Life pulses through me.
Would you join along for the ride? I sense that I will be serving up tea, techno, teachings, thoughts, & a truly good time. It would be an honour for you to come with me~
P.S. If you have any questions you'd like to know - about me, my Life experiences, my process, or anything on self-expression, posting online, creativity, authenticity, feeling more confident.... swing them my way. I'm intending to do a Q&A soon~
Love,
Kat Lumina
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HOME
is right here, in my heart
I didn’t have this knowing at the start
I weaved my way all around the place
Didn’t know how to land with deeper grace
The uncertainty slowly unravelling me
Unveiling illusion so I could truly see
The trail I blaze is only opening up
To burn away the layers of fluff
Between you and I, God, in all of your glory
Usher me in, to write a new story
That discomfort has only brought us closer
Even when I kept pleading I can’t take any more, Sir
I placed my defeat up on the altar
And there you were, your Love didn’t falter
You Loved me thick and thin
Even when I was giving in
Home, you said, is always where you are
It’s close to you, it’s never too far
It won’t be found in the dazzling lights
It won’t be found in lofty heights
Here, my dear, for it is so near
Knowing this always you’ll have nothing to fear
For when it feels like there is nowhere to go
Deep in your heart you will always know
I’m with you forever, pulsing through you
Even when you feel lost you’ll still know it’s True
Because no bed can replace my unending peace
No house can provide the kind of lease
That I do when I kiss you goodnight
With the Light of Love, the unending Light
Where even the restless traveller rests easy
So lay your head upon me, come & meet me
For home is here, where you’ve always been
Home is here, not where the grass appears green
Home is here inside of you, sweet one,
Home is here, even when all else feels gone
Home is; The Love of Forever
The Love of Forever
forever, and ever
𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗗𝗜𝗗 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗘𝗩𝗢𝗞𝗘 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡 𝗬𝗢𝗨?
𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘, 𝗞𝗔𝗧
8 - 0
Inspiring you to enjoy who you naturally are and blossom into everything you're meant to be - with PASSION, SASS, & SELF EXPRESSION.
11 May 2020