I started posting videos on here after people started asking me to elaborate more on my blogs. I have a blog called Butterfly Den and it basically is a very raw, totally upfront blog about my struggles and recovery from anorexia, bulimia, self-harm, and eventual suicide attempt. I have discussed everything from a troubled family growing up to being raped. I also write about the diseases that are currently threatening my life...gastroparesis and short gut and the fact that I will need a transplant if I wish to see thirty. I want to make a difference with these posts and videos, I want people who feel alone in their pain to know that they aren't and there is a world outside of it. I have a husband and a three year old son, five and a half years ago I was barely alive. I am a believer in Christ, and it is on my heart to share my struggles because I believe they have happened for a reason, but I don't get pushy on people about my faith. I honestly just want to make a difference somehow.