Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Youtube Family!!...
I hope you're all having a wonderful weekend!!
I've been meaning to ask you guys, and it's a question i've been avoiding for so long because i am scared of facing the truths in your answers, but here goes nothing lol...
What could i improve in my videos?
What would you like to see?
Be honest and brutal (😅) because all feedback helps. Without it, i can never get better and i want to make the content you enjoy watching ☺️
Love you lots like jelly tots 🤍 xxx
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I'm so sorry guys, but there won't be a video today.
I had a really bad accident and was so close to completely losing my life in an instant that now my head is all over the place. It was something out of a horror movie 😱. I'm fine physically, but mentally, I'll just say it.... I'm REALLY struggling 😭... I'll be okay, and I'll try my absolute best to edit the video I filmed the day of the accident for Saturday but I can't promise it'll be out!
I love you guys so much and please don't ever take life for granted because in just one moment, at a time you least expect it....it can all be taken away in a split second.
🤍🤍🤍
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Where do i begin.....
I'm sitting here going through each of your comments and trying to reply to as many as i can, and whilst i do that i start to cry, again. No surprise there 🤦🏽♀️ 'Why is she crying?' You must be wondering. Let me try to explain so you can understand the amount of gratitude i feel whenever i read just one of your comments.
Growing up I never had parents who took the time to talk to me, to teach me how to communicate how i was feeling inside because i simply, just wasn't allowed to feel. I was my fathers punching bag, and he'd hit and embarrass me in front of friends and extended family at any given opportunity. I remember being hit so badly as young as 5 years old, bruises all over my legs and bum (a common occurrence there on out) because i said i hated my sister, and with reason, because she was never treated the way i was. She never got hit the way i did, and she was always loved by both parents very differently to the way i was.
When i wasn't my fathers punching bag i was my mothers comforter, i tried to make her feel better whenever she cried because of the fights they had, and they had a lot. Don't even get me started on the cheating. I could write a book!
My dad would always say to me 'You take your anger out on the people you love most' I guess he sure loved me most. And when you're young, you know no better because they're meant to be your parents right? They're meant to love and protect you, so i guess thats what i thought 'love' was. To be everyones punching bag when they needed it and to forget about me, because I don't matter. My feelings don't matter and the number 1 rule is to make everyone else happy.
My whole life i've never had anyone ask me 'ARE YOU OK?' 'HOW ARE YOU FEELING?' and i've had such a hard life full of so many moments i just needed SOMEONE, ANYBODY!! You wouldn't believe half the things i've gone through, and no child, no teenager, no woman should ever go through life the way i have.
I've had to deal with the way i felt by myself since i was a child all whilst doing it with a smile on my face.
And by doing that, I'm not trying to portray a perfect life, or a perfect person because i'm so far from it, but what i do want, is to be known as that person who ALWAYS put a smile on people's faces no matter what she was going through.
So now, maybe you understand just a little as to why it's so important for me to get back to you always.
I will always be beyond grateful for each and every one of you, for the kindness you show, the reassurance, and the support you give me, because i never had it.
This is not meant to make you feel sorry for me, i have so much more to be grateful for and to celebrate. But I just wanted you to take a glimpse of what goes through my complicated mind and why i may be a tad over the top with my appreciation. I just, put simply, never had anything quite like you.
And just so you know, for me to share this part of me with you, YOU really are all something SPECIAL. And i mean it. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH 🥰🤍 xxx
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I have a question 🙈... If you watched my latest video you might have noticed i put a little background music to it...Do you prefer this and does it enhance your viewing experience just a little more? i want to produce the very best content i can for you guys so your opinions really do matter - Have a beautiful rest of week and thank you in advance ❤️
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https://youtu.be/tH_j0sniavc - Funny story....Wednesdays are always stressful and it turns out I was stressed all for nothing yesterday because yesterday wasn’t Wednesday… But today is Wednesday. And I uploaded my video a day early because I thought yesterday was Wednesday. So now that it is Wednesday, I feel like I’m missing a Wednesdays video and I’m stressing all over again - Let it go Tiana, let it go!!!! 💀🤦🏽♀️😂 - Have a beautiful day guys, incase you missed it here's the link to whats meant to be WEDNESDAYS/TODAYS video, ENJOY!! ❤️🥰 xxx
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Hello you beautiful people!! I hope you're all having a beautiful stress free week, but just incase you are having a stressful week, here's a little reminder to hang on, you're half way through and it's the weekend!!!! 🥰💕
I haven't managed to get todays video up in time it's not quite ready yet, but you'll understand why over the course of the next few weeks! Comments too, please know i'm not ignoring and WILL reply to each and every one of you PROPERLY as soon as i have the time to. Things should be back to normal schedule next week Monday. Thank you so much for still being here and i will catch you all in (fingers crossed) whats meant to be Saturdays video!! I love you all so much and thank you for still being here ❤️🥹 xxx
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Hello you beautiful souls!!..I hope you all had a wonderful Easter ❤️..For anyone that might had noticed that I didn't post anything up this past Saturday and today, I'm so sorry!!...I'll be back to normal starting this coming Saturday as this is my kids last week off from school and I wanted to spend it doing as much stuff with them as possible...I hope that's okay and you all have a beautiful week! I love you guys SOOOOOOOOOO much and thank you for still being here...💕xxx
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Merry Christmas to each and every single one of you! I hope you have a beautiful day with your loved ones, and if you’re alone, just know I’m sending you that extra bit of love - Lastly thank you so much for being here, it means more than I could ever put into words. ❤️
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Hey guys!!... Some of you MIGHT be wondering why this weeks video hasn't gone live yet, and its with GREAT anxiety and stress (full transparency here because my gosh, i REALLY am stressed out 😱) to tell you i'm running a day late, and the video will be live at 3pm tomorrow instead. I've been editing this whole day and i just didn't manage to finish in time because i've had a very busy week with the kids and husband (his birthday). I put my all into this so it makes me really upset and anxious when i don't manage to get my videos out on time. I'm sorry 🥺
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Hello all you beautiful people!!...I hope you're all well!!
If you don't follow me on instagram then some of you might not know that I had the most toughest week of my life. It's been non stop of constant stress and anxiety whilst trying to be the strong one for my family's sake. So today, when I did get the opportunity to film something, I filmed it in 4K, which means im still trying to figure out how to fix it because editing isn't as simple 😱😭... I'm drained, and exhausted, and I don't think I'll be able to get this weeks video out in time or even at all...I'm really sorry guys 🤦🏽♀️❤️
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My name is Tiana and welcome to my luxury and fashion channel. I'm a mother of 2 on a road of self discovery. Coming from a background of nothing, and having built the life I currently have, from scratch (with my husband of course), i have a more realistic approach to the term luxury. I'm not here to pretend, and I mix high street with high end. I love talking about handbags, and giving real reviews. I also love fashion.
Becoming a mother means you can sometimes lose yourself before ever having the chance to ever truly discover yourself. So stick with me because I'm not here to portray something I’m not, what you see is what you get and every day is a new day to grow and evolve into the woman i'm yet to become. This is part of my journey, and one day, I hope to share with you, my whole story ❤️