Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
(I'm Still Not Back - Read Post Below ~ Just In Case)
Hello! - I know it's been over 7 months, I just wanted to do a little post update about things and how things are going (if anyone's interested), which I may be doing every half a year or longer until I get back
*This may be a long post, so if you want: read this later or ignore this*
Recently I have been thinking about playing Baldi's Basics again, along with maybe making videos on some other games like: Tetris, Minecraft and Geometry Dash (I don't really want to edit or really do anything right now, so this idea will be put at hold meanwhile I plan things and chill)
Also I have thought about some Baldi Ideas and Challenges that I could do someday, like:
- "Sacrifice 3 Items for -0.1 Baldi Slap Speed"
- "BB+ All Answers Wrong, Only Playtime Given Items (Mod Menu: Delivery Playtime)"
Along with revisiting some old mods I played, like:
- "That Hard Mode Mod of BB+ I Played in The Past"
- "BB+ Infinite Floors Mod"
And finally, re-beating some of the old challenges I beaten, like:
- "BBCR Demo Style - All Answers Wrong"
- "BBCR Classic Style - All Answers Wrong, No Items"
Talking about Baldi's Basics Challenges - I'm thinking about maybe doing:
- "Baldi's Basics Classic Remastered: Demo Style - All Answers Wrong + Bonus Questions ~ No Items" as my final hardest challenge completed - unless someone randomly comes to me and teaches me how to beat "Glitch Style Chaos Mode", or beat a harder / more difficult challenge, or unless I just feel like it xd
By the way, I have hype, amazing and beautiful news! - soon I will finally be able to have my computer!!!, after over 911 days!!! - just gotta have to be (more) careful with that new PC, not like with the other PC I used to have...
Btw, right now I'm not really taking this account too seriously (maybe as you may have seen or not) - I'm just trying to be happier and in general be more positive about things, along while trying to not burn myself out too much writing text (and changing it: fix misspells, to make it look better, etc)
Right now as for my fiscal health, I plan to do daily things / a daily routine(?), so I don't prematurely expire, and so I be / feel happier and better for myself - and as for my mental: try to feel more positive, try not to be too mean to myself (mental breakdowns every week xd), and try to fix my very bad anger issues
(Fun Fact: If you want, you can ask me a question, I'll actually try to answer it - I will try to usually check the comments of this post monthly, or at least every year)
(you know, even if no one read these texts, at least I feel happy and nicely free writing these posts)
Right now as for socializing, I'm still relatively awful, haven't really tried to talk online, neither have made an conversation online or irl... no wonder I have mental breakdowns and low self-steem xd
And as for my birthday today - I honestly feel happy and nice about it, even if it's just me and my family, at least I know I can feel safe around them - I already made my present for myself which I'm very happy about!, it's just a white ice popsicle that looks like a little cake xd, ~ btw, I'm gonna get my PC!, 8gb of RAM, not too expensive, neither too much (RAM) for my little needs, more than enough to make me happy, and so until I get a better PC, as for the meanwhile: I'm just gonna chill and enjoy life while I write things down - and as for tomorrow: try to start improving as a person, for my fisical health and mental health... ;)
(and social skills too)
(and added a little funny poll, because yes)
- Date of The Post: 7th of September, 2024
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I'm gonna take a break for a undefined time, it's gonna be until I'm mentally good, I'm not sure when I will be back but something I'm sure about is that I will be back better than before, anyways I hope you have an amazing week and for then, See You For An Undefined Amount Of Time! ;)
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Just for fun, what's the hardest Baldi Challenge you've beaten
(Mine is: Baldi's Basics Classic Remastered Demo Style All Answers Wrong, Secret Ending, No Items)
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I think I'm gonna take a break from constantly uploading for about 50 days and just gonna upload or post whenever I feel like, reasons are below down, hope you understand and yeah, have a good day! :)
So, why I did this?, welp hopefully this explains it:
- There have been things that I've been wanting to do that I couldn't, since I feel like I have to constantly make, upload and schedule videos, I just want to do them without having to constantly think or worry on what to upload
- I can't really keep up with making videos, sometimes I just can't think of an idea, or sometimes I end up burning myself out making videos that are not worth my time, that most people won't care and that sometimes it just wastes my time
- I want to take care of myself, I haven't really been able to take care of myself and I don't want it to get worse
(originally I was gonna take a break of 50 days but I honestly don't want you to be without videos or posts)
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(Baldi-Related) Do you think I should try to rebeat most or all of my Baldi Challenges when I get my PC??
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I got promised to get my PC around 14th - 20th of February :D
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So yesterday I was tweaking some options of my recorder for fun and I somehow made the recorder not lag and to be at a constant 60 fps and
This means I can now record games, like Baldi or other with almost / no lag :D
(Also I kind of forgot to upload a demonstration video, sorry)
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Kind of a Important Question: Do you think I'm Underrated, Normal or Overrated?
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(Baldi Related) After thinking it for a little while, I don't think I will premiere videos of me beating Baldi Challenges anymore
Some reasons "why?", are:
- Sometimes I can't attend premiers, sometimes I just forget, like what happened in the demo style secret ending all answers wrong premiere, which I'm truly sorry and I really apologize for forgetting and missing out the premiere
- I don't think it's necessary to do it, like what's the point?, there's quite no point to make people wait several days, or to even make them have suspense when at the end they know I beat it, making suspense pretty much pointless, so yeah I don't think there's a real point to me to premiere Baldi Challenges anymore
So yeah, hope you understand, any opinion you may have like disagreeing or agreeing it's completely fine, understandable and I don't have any problem with it, anyways thanks for taking your time reading this and have a good week!
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I think I have very good news! :)
I think I may get my PC soon (if everything goes right) and even though it may not be that powerful, I'm gonna finally have a PC after over +600 days, honestly I can't just imagine the amounts of things I'm gonna be able to do, I'm so excited and happy about it!!!
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An Retired Talented / Pro Baldi's Basics Player
- Hi, I'm Alfreddijenn and I'm just here just existing, maybe trying to enjoy life when I can, or maybe trying to stabilize my physical / mental health, who knows?
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General Information About Me:
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- Gender: Male
- Age: 13
- General Personality: Nice, Kind, Peaceful, Chill, Respectful, Honest, Harmless, Not Racist, Homophobic, Hateful
- Birthday - 7th of September
- Sexuality: Bisexual
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(Yapping) • Things I Like / Love:
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- Making Music
- Doing Silly Harmless Things :3
- Writing Things
- Gaming
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(Yapping) • Things I Don't Like or Hate:
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- Being Socially Anxious (working on it)
- Being Ignored (not always)
- Not Having Friends
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- Alfreddijenn, 7/13/2024 •