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Christian Summer Camp | Vacation Bible School (V.B.S.)
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Worship Dance: Fundies Dancing for the Lord
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Reconnecting with my Mom
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More Thoughts on Dav’s Deconstruction
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Reacting to Fundie Fridays Reacting to Dav's Deconstruction
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Modest is Hottest
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Christian Erotica for Holy Masturbation: Marriage Heat
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Sharing a message from Bisan Owda ❤️
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A Painful Breakup & Learning to Be Alone | Ex-Fundie Diaries Vlog
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I tried my first pole dance class | Ex-Fundie Diaries Vlog
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Ex-Fundie Dating | Shame, Anxious Attachment, & Self-Love
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Q&A | Favorite TV Shows, Job Update, Defining my Gender, and More
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Shiny Happy People: Duggar Documentary | Ex-Fundie Diaries Reaction
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I Was Groomed as a Teen by a Christian Man
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Dear Future Husband: An Original Song about Gender Roles & Purity Culture
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Creepy Christian Kids Show: Quigley’s Village (Christmas Episode)
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Left Behind: The Kids (part 2) | Rapture Horror Story for Christian Teens
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Left Behind: The Kids | Rapture Horror Story for Christian Teens
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DBT & Distress Tolerance | Coping with Emotions During Separation
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Songs I Wrote as a Fundie Kid | The Religious Trauma of Evangelizing Loved Ones
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Fundie Motherhood | My Postpartum Body Image Experience + Paul and Morgan Having a Baby
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Sibling Sleepover | Songs & Stories from the Fundie Days [full video: @jesusismygirlfriend]
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Q&A | How I Met and Married My Husband + Relationship Update
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Sibling Dynamics in Our Fundie Homeschool Family | Rivalry, Rebellion & Parentification
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Christian Nationalist Propaganda | My 9th Grade Homeschool Anti-Abortion Paper
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Ex-Fundie Diaries Channel Trailer
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Christian Dating vs. Courtship | The Duggars & I Kissed Dating Goodbye
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My AWANA Experience Part 2: Sexism, Purity Culture, & Being Shamed by Leaders
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My AWANA Experience Part 1: Bible Quizzing, Games, & Family Camping
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Childhood Signs of My Bisexuality | Bi Erasure in Christian Fundamentalism
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Christian Nationalist Child Indoctrination Cult | AWANA: Approved Workmen Are Not Ashamed
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Emotionally Manipulative Christian Kids Show: The Donut Man (Easter Episode)
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Kissing Dreams & How I Learned about Sex | Growing Up in Purity Culture
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Q&A | Religious Trauma, LGBTQ+ Issues, Self-Help Resources, & My Dog
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Redeeming Love (part 3): Misogynistic Messages & Controlling Christian Creeps | Ex-Fundie Library
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"Hey There, Angel" - Redeeming Love Plain White T's Parody (If Michael Hosea Wrote a Song)
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Redeeming Love (part 2): This Christian Soap Opera Horror Story Won't End | Ex-Fundie Library
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Sexist, Violent Christian Romance Novel + New Movie: "Redeeming Love" | Ex-Fundie Library
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The Social Life of a Homeschool "Jesus Freak"
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Christian Fundamentalism Doesn't Always Look Like the Duggars
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Fundie Homeschooling | Loneliness, Isolation & Abeka Video Curriculum
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The War on Christmas | Christian Nationalism During the Holidays 🎄
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Abusive Christian Marriage Book: "Love & Respect" | Ex-Fundie Library
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Halloween is Evil, Demons are Real, and other “Hocus Pocus” I was Taught to Believe 🎃
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My First Fundie Heartbreak & Why I Relate to Lydia from Welcome to Plathville
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My Dad's Domestic Violence and Abuse | Power and Control in Christian Fundamentalism
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My Faith Deconstruction Through Journal Entries | Fundamentalist Christian to Agnostic Atheist
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My Quiverfull Cult Experience as a Daughter, Wife, and Mother
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Christian YA Novel: Christy Miller | Ex-Fundie Library
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Masturbation & Pornography | Growing Up in Purity Culture
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Growing Up Bisexual in Christian Fundamentalism | Searching for a "Bosom Friend" like Anne and Diana
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Christian Nationalist Propaganda | Inside my Homeschool "Science" Binder
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My First Kiss at the Altar & Vaginismus After Saving Sex for Marriage | Purity Culture
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Charismatic Fundamentalism | Growing Up Obsessed with Hearing God's Voice
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Religious Gender Norms & Growing Up as a Queer Kid in Christian Fundamentalism
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Faith Deconstruction & Spiritual Abuse | Being Yelled at By a Church Leader for Sharing My Doubts
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Welcome to Ex-Fundie Diaries (Channel Trailer)
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Stepping Out of the Abusive Umbrella of Protection | My 30th Birthday
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Growing Up Homeschooled in Christian Fundamentalism- Part 2
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Growing Up Homeschooled in Christian Fundamentalism - Part 1