20:12

getting my first tattoo at 41 (after major weight loss) ~ experience + aftercare vlog

29:45

room makeover at my boyfriend's house (preparing to move in together) ~ home improvement vlog

28:27

devolving into madness on beale street in memphis! (music, food, and absinthe) ~ travel vlog

35:06

medieval torture museum + deep dish pizza + king gizzard concert in chicago ~ travel vlog

31:37

arriving in downtown chicago (day 1) + dining like royalty at medieval times ~ travel vlog

38:50

exploring st. louis: is downtown dead? + gateway arch night adventure! ~ travel vlog

29:23

we're moving in together! + my care bear collection + let's start packing ~ vlog

37:31

going to see Lodane! road trip + thrifting in Midwest City, Oklahoma ~ vlog

27:18

changing the oil in my car + cleaning it for my trip to OKC + food & music ~ vlog

18:03

i took care of a baby for a whole night! (meet my 9-month old nephew)

22:23

someone called the cops on us in a public park! ~ weekend adventure vlog

22:37

dyeing my hair with permanent dye (it didn't turn out as expected) ~ daily vlog

22:15

meet my highschool friend & go thrifting with us + giving ted a gift

30:29

making woodsy soap + sun salutations + hanging things on the wall ~ daily vlog

31:09

hot springs mountain tower + dinner at el acapulco + opening sub gifts

31:58

riding ted's harley for the first time + i joined the gym! + forest picnic

31:41

baking a birthday cake + another night of debauchery in the cabin + dancing fail

29:22

adventure at echo canyon cabins: lakeside camping, swimming, and grilling fail

29:23

searching for hell's half acre + gulpha gorge trail + swimming & grilling ~ daily vlog

29:40

concerns about my relationship + touring a historic hot springs bathhouse ~ daily vlog

27:48

pixies concert at the walmart amp in rogers + date night (dinner and music)

22:56

grilling meat in the backyard + visiting a local antique/oddities shop ~ daily vlog

06:31

interrogation

22:00

i'm officially dating someone + get ready for my date with me ~ daily vlog

31:34

walking the grand promenade (downtown hot springs) + june ipsy bag ~ daily vlog

24:00

an apology + new coffee maker + exploring downtown ~ daily vlog

27:56

building routines for stability + clean my apartment with me ~ daily vlog

30:13

4 months single with bpd (what I've learned) + viewer questions & new plant lights ~ daily vlog

35:39

finding magic in the mundane (how I'm living from a place of joy in my everyday life) ~ daily vlog

26:17

reconnecting with an old friend + making new friends + go shopping with me ~ daily vlog

35:03

q&a ~ answering all your (good and bad) questions from the past two weeks!

24:53

new coffee sampler + cook and clean with me + may ipsy bag opening ~ daily vlog

38:33

road trip to oklahoma to see lodane! + going to the dirt mall (old paris flea market)

16:33

dyeing my hair purple + cooking carnivore breakfast + get ready with me ~ daily vlog

27:27

what i learned about bpd in a fever dream + frankenstein coffee + grocery haul ~ daily vlog

29:51

tornado hit hot springs! + trying on clothes and body image issues ~ daily vlog

33:47

restocking my herbs + making herbal bath oil + get ready with me to go out ~ daily vlog

32:58

trying colourpop palettes + treating myself to a new bag + chicken wings for dinner ~ daily vlog

30:02

more about my date + meet arthur + mini midnight hour clothing haul ~ daily vlog

47:20

mega Q&A video: answering ALL your burning questions

14:11

get ready for my date with me + the best door county flavor ~ daily vlog

31:27

i met someone & i'm going on a date + making carnivore pizza (meatza) ~ daily vlog

30:54

coffee spill disaster + trying a dark smokey eye + new dog stuff ~ daily vlog

21:50

door county spring flavors + low carb grocery haul + taking dogs to the vet ~ daily vlog

24:38

april ipsy bag opening + trying new makeup + cooking low carb dinner (poorly) ~ daily vlog

29:04

spend a chill day with me (errands, work, cooking, and battling bratwurst)

22:15

healing my inner child + cook carnivore breakfast with me + tarot reading

29:50

making a self-love charm + herbal face wash + dealing with negative emotions in a positive way

25:40

a mundane vlog for mundane people + new disturbia dress + answering viewer questions

29:26

EMDR update + turning down dates (and my thoughts on dating) + homemade hand soap

27:36

my spiritual morning routine (40 year old single woman living alone)

27:15

overcoming limiting beliefs + house cleansing & blessing for spring

20:59

celebrating the spring equinox (nature walk, harvesting wildflowers & spring altar)

31:09

creating a magical houseplant garden (adding magic to my indoor space)

16:44

getting rid of connections to the past & moving towards a brighter future

27:57

becoming the best version of myself: exercise, diet, self-care, hobbies

29:39

black and white thinking in bpd + therapy homework and tarot reading

24:47

my first emdr session for bpd + cook & clean with me vlog

28:04

reflecting on my obsessive behavior in relationships (bpd favorite person dynamics)

23:47

met my new therapist + positive affirmations for bpd abandonment + tarot card reading