Been producing on my new channel based on finding utility on the pursuit of happiness. I take inspiration from many different sources & I explore if I can adapt skills to grow myself!
I hope to have you all along for this new chapter
https://youtu.be/54JLdTVlPgg
12/25 at 2:30 PM PST I'll be live on Twitch.tv/AbeyantHero for those who may want company for the holiday as I know it can be a mixed bag of emotions- let's keep it light & recall how we can uplift each other
For now, let's recall a fun throwback video parody of Lonely Island's classic seasonal song
Hoping I can virtually celebrate my birthday in the new video released today, back to tutorial basics.
I want to announce my online shop of apparel & printed goods of my mashup designs! A portion of the price goes to funding the channel & I plainly want to share mutual affinity for fandom celebration!
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teespring.com/stores/abeyant-hero
seeing if this trending text helps reach you all:
Chipotle Stonks Diamond Hands Cryto Currency Pokemon Brilliant Diamond Pokemon Shining Pearl Tesla Toyota Gazoo Racing Corolla Lexus IS500 FSport Attack On Titan Final Season Justice League Snyder Cut
9 days until my birthday & I have my checklist of videos to make. More will be coming from my reactions to Rent A Girlfriend anime
Do you guys enjoy getting to know more about my woes in navigating relationships?
I haven't been feeling up to working on DIY or Cosplay since it's so cold & lonely. I do enjoy having you all to talk to on Twitch & thus want to share it here on-demand whenever you have time
I want to share more on my fitness progress here but unsure of how it is getting received.
The wild spray of content basis is unconventional but it's a tumultuous reflection of how my life is going to be honest. I hope to still have you with me on this ongoing journey of discovering what can I realistically upkeep in production
I'll be making a return starting w/ channel update
-Then a Mista tutorial for the hat & top by a good number of requests
Next I'll tie in past stories of why I chose to cosplay a particular character: beginning w/ the cosplay that took off on my previous channel, Ryuko Matoi . . may or may not involve fights
We have to hold each other accountable for fostering a healthy online community. It hurts even more to not have those I thought were kind & inspiring to stand up against & call out this toxic behavior.
Whether it be the creative outlet or gaming, don't let it get to this level of disregard for humanity. We have been already pushed to the fringe of social interactions due to the pandemic; had I been a person of extreme emotional vulnerability I may have given in to what they want.
Cyber bullying is real & I hope no 1 else has to go through it ever again.
I'm taking this week away to tend to a family emergency & some personal time. More videos are in the works & I won't let these outliers take the wind out of my sails.
I use cosplay at times to escape being myself, the side of myself that hates the desire to be accepted. When cosplaying as a character, you inherently place yourself among a group that acknowledges your efforts & it's why I invest so much preparation refining the presentation.
I'm trying to cope w/ feeling invisible, almost to the level of feeling discarded which I know is partly in my head. Bringing any kind of positivity to others is all I have keeping me level (hopefully it's working through sharing my experiences).
It feels numb & lonely . . exercise training has been a crutch I've leaned on for:
1] knowing it can at least keep my physical side healthy
2] the physical pain I feel from progressively training harder distracts from pain I can't control
I'm trying to accept that it's ok to share, when I'm not feeling ok.
Thank you πeveryone who has interacted/reacted w/ my work
π· by me
Bruno-@ Killians
Narancia- @ Yachi_hibachi
Abbacchio- @ Moodyrequiem
This week is a return to DIY home projects implementing skills from automotive & cosplay electricals . . something to Brighten you day
Also I'll be trying to bump up my volume of content to every other week: 2 vids per week
Proud to share that I added 8 more pull ups to my bicep circuit since 2 weeks ago. Plans are to cover my quarantine new favorite discoveries to share w/ you all to again- brighten your day hopefully
As I'm trying to stay consistent on the weekly Fitness or Storytime uploads, I want you all to know how grateful I am to have you interact in the comments & tell your friends about me sometimes even having 2 or more subscribe in a day.
I'm socially isolated so you all are helping me more than you know. Thank you for supporting me on Instagram, Twitch, Twitter, FB, etc. I will continue to make content available across platforms to meet whichever 1 you prefer. I don't feel so alone b/c of you so I will share some virtual ribs which I cooked for the 1st time π₯
Childhood fears got even more scary when I didn't have someone to turn to. Hope to see you tomorrow in the comments
A place to get down, get your cosplay on, and get inspired!
Cosplay, story-telling, short films, and DIY projects tied to crafting is to be expected.