If you guys haven’t already please go check out my friend Reg’s channel.
youtube.com/@sirrgw?si=a51IifbokN2hHzGq
He makes really funny and entertaining videos. I’ve already featured in a couple so hopefully Thats gives you some incentive to go check him out.
He works really hard and deserves all the support he can get!
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Thanks to everyone for the feedback on the Recent video.
This is kinda gonna be a bit of a rant so you don’t HAVE to read it.
Ive been in an on and off burn out for the past 3 or so years.
This definitely started just before I began making gta V videos and it’s kinda been hard to get the wheels rolling again.
I never really wanted to stop making videos it kinda just happened. I was focusing on different things and YouTube just started feeling like a chore and another responsibility I didn’t wanna deal with.
After playing recently with Reg it’s kinda made me miss the way things used to be when I made videos. There was less pressure. at least it seems like there was. But I think I’ve always felt pressure to meet the expectations of who’s watching because the whole point is making something that the people are gonna enjoy.
I thought the only way to do that was by over editing to make up for the fact that I didn’t think I was that funny. But Ive realised over the past couple years that people do like me for who I am and find me entertaining for my personality which makes me feel like if I started trying to make videos again I wouldn’t have to worry so much about making the perfect video.
Watching reg edit my last video and being there part way through the editing process was… refreshing in a way. I kinda saw parts of my old self in him and the beauty of making videos. It can be really fun! But it can also be very draining. And I think at some point the balance I had began to slip.
I have a tendency of creating expectations in my head that dont really exist but are mostly based on my anxiety and I think if I just try to pace myself I might be able to enjoy making videos again.
Anyways. I love every one of you who have stuck with me over the years. Friends I’ve played with and people who have just came across my channel. You give me a place I can just sit down and fuck around for a couple hours and forget about life for a little while. So thank you.
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Going live soon
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What did everyone think of the fnaf stream? I’m kinda excited to get back to playing the game (despite its bugs)
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Gonna be streaming in 30 minutes or so. Ahhh scratch that I’m having food at 7 so I might as well go live now.
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If you’re wondering why I haven’t been as active it’s because my room is being decorated. so I probably won’t be posting for the next couple weeks.
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Hmm… 🤔
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Since my streams have been struggling to not crash I’m gonna post a clip of the good ending of the game.
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Probably Gonna be streaming at 3 pm so see y’all there.
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In the meantime you should check out BLEED from @haunted_records new Ep. (Yes I’m featured on it)
open.spotify.com/album/19OM3p1xdaiJ3RajAMa8zn?si=q…
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I also make music [sxd.fxce]
21 April 2017