Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
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Hey guys! Ive been having a lot of fun making the rencasts, and rencraft, but I dont want to clutter this channel with it (since I like to focus just on audios here) so here youtube.com/@renyune is my gaming channel specifically for streams and hanging out! I'll do one later tonight.
The link to our new discord is: discord.gg/4rGQavKK68 , so check it out! Ive had a really positive experience just talking to you guys and making new friends. So theres the option for you guys to connect with eachother better now, too!
Thats it I thinkπ»I hope your week will be a really good one!
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Hey guys! Good news, I found an apartment so I can move out! I haven't done this in a while, but I'm opening commissions to help save up for the move and plane tickets. I only keep a few slots open at a time, so its a first-come first-serve basis, message me on twitter for a slot! x.com/renyune
Prices are $5-$50 (NSFW is +$10) it's cheaper if you'd like me to voice something short like happy birthday, and more expensive for extended scripts. I'll voice any character, though I have more practice with my favorite characters like Albedo and Heizou, but Im happy to try anyone. I only make audios between 1-15 minutes long, but I have been asked to read someones favorite book before, long projects like this I still do but I accept payments in chunks (15 minute readings at a time). I dont post commissions, but if its a script that can be put on Youtube (ie spicy, but not spicy enough to get taken down, not personalized) ill give you a big discount if everyone gets to listen to it π Otherwise I keep comishies private! Any further questions about commissions you can tweet me with, and Im sorry in advance if you dont get a slot, Im still just one guy and can only do so many.
I'm getting some of my hope back, I dont have the energy to write very much but I still love voice acting. Thank you for your kind words on my last post btw, I read them all, and I felt less alone. Sometimes things feel really hopeless, but if you keep moving one step at a time, itll get better. Thanks guys
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I've been getting a lot of comments asking if I'm around or dead - I'm very much not dead, so here's an update to reassure you of that. I've talked before about my abusive family; basically its just gotten a lot worse. I then had a falling out with a roommate when I tried to escape it, a bad decision on my part as they just abused me too, once I was under their roof I became an object for them to use and control.. like fuck dude. That's just the norm of how I'm treated these days, I'm not actually an anime boy in real life, I'm just a regular guy who likes simple things. But even irl I'm treated like I'm everyones toy and object. Or, I'm not treated like I'm a real human being with an identity and feelings. I'm so tired. I'm tired of getting hit and yelled at and hurt by people I love. Its destroyed a big part of my soul, and I'm just trying to bounce back from it all.
But yeah.. I'm back with my abusers since its pretty hard to get my own place without a roommate, but I definitely will keep trying. I dont feel like doing much of anything, and things that used to make me happy are gray and lifeless. I dont really play Genshin anymore and I dont even know what I would write. I don't even know if what I wrote was any good to begin with. Most days I am just learning guitar in my room, and I'm still working on my substance abuse issues. I was able to afford therapy for a time, but I can't anymore, and that's just how things are right now. I do have an irl job and a support system, though, so don't worry about me too much. If I keep at it I should have my own place in four months-ish? Maybe five? So things are getting better - just slowly.
I hope that answers the comments I've been getting. This is probably the most honest and open I've been with an update.. it feels nice. Even if nobody reads it, it feels good to open up to a stranger, a comment, a journal, whatever. I think that's a very human thing and it helps. Thank you for your concern, those comments helped me remember I'm cared about, loved, and not forgotten. But I'm not dead!! π I'm hard to kill, I fight. For every person who is cruel to you, remember that there is another person who is kind. I'm trying to remember that too. We all have value, and we are loved. We are! So lets keep fighting. Ren
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Oh, I have been streaming actually (finally lol), so I suppose that counts for updates. I'll go live in a second here; feel free to say hello! They're simple but pleasant things. www.twitch.tv/renyune
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Hey guys, how're you? I'm feeling loads better π» Wounds are healing, and my perspectives been broadening. I can't say everything is perfect, but I don't think any life is. I wish I had more to update but, I really don't, lol. I've been getting an increase in comments about where I've been, so, I just wanted to say that things are getting better - just still taking a break for myself. I hope things are good for you as well - autumn and winter, are the best seasons. Hoping the good vibes reach you after all πβοΈ
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I am going through a lot mentally and physically right now, and will be taking a semi-break. I'll still post things, but it will be very slow. I've started taking testosterone but I have a very transphobic family member who found out.. I'm also worried that my voice will drop in a way thats unappealing and nobody will like my audios anymore.. the costs for basic living has also pushed back any chance of getting surgery rn, and to top it off previous abuse and trauma has been getting in the way of doing daily activities, I haven't had these kind of panic attacks in a very long time thanks to my family member..
So yeah, I'm really sorry but there will be almost no polls for a while, very little updates, and extremely slow progress on videos and audios. To my patrons, this month you will probably only get one nsfw audio, and next month maybe only two. I'm sorry for that the most.. thank you for supporting me in a way that really changed my life, but I need to take it easy for my own mental health for a while. I already know most of you understand completely, and I'm very, very grateful for that.. π lets do our best, but take it easy when we need, too.
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I'm starting to write Part 2 to the last video - how hard do you want this conflict to go? (Heizou/Kazuha edition for this poll xD) Keep in mind no matter which one wins, the listener will get lots of comfort from all this!
This little mini series in general will end peacefully and with softer romance, but the stories I like to write have conflict, lessons learned and of course drama before reaching that happy ending. And, as usual, you guys decide how hard it goes. Happy votingπ»
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I'm feeling a lot better and actually looking at screens again, thanks for all the warm wishes, I read them all just now. You are all extremely kind π I had plenty of soup no worries, and my heads feeling much better too ^^
Now that I can I think, I want to work on the Heizou script- I want it to be he saw you getting a little too cozy with someone else, and then he gets mad and super jealous (uh oh) ...but question is, who did he see you with?
I like doing these kind of votes by the way, it's fun to let you choose the writing prompt. Might even write in you were with more than one guy (oh boiii) so might choose top ones with most votes, we'll see. I'm gonna have some fun and scribble in as much drama as I can ahaha. So whose it gonna be?
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Gonna be a delay for next audios, feeling incredibly sick
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Glad you guys liked the last audio π» I want to do a Heizou one again- your choice~ What's next?
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Heya I'm Ren, just someone who likes making roleplays.
It makes my whole day that something I enjoy doing, you enjoy, too!
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18+ content is Patreon-only, and you can stay in touch with me on Twitter if you like! I am nothing extraordinary, but I hope you enjoy what I create.
Thank you so much for sticking with me through hard times. You are truly wonderful and I'm very grateful you're here π
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I'm trans he/him, I'm not a stickler about it, but try not to misgender me.