in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
TLDR - no stream today; health priority. Streams will be wobbly for a while!
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Little update from me!
I'm going to cut to the chase; I am not doing so hot right now. Since the beginning of last week, a small change in my medication had so many knock on effects and I've been struggling to bring things back to balance.
Here's a quick rundown of things:
- Blood pressure needs to come down to protect my kidneys and how they function
- Important since I have T1 diabetes & at higher risk of all the things (I wish that was a joke)
- Node was found on thumb joint causing pain & severe stiffness/locking
- All meds need reviewing (pretty standard but important)
- Daily monitoring of blood pressure & regular blood tests
- Common symptoms - fast heart rate/palpitations, fatigue, loss of appetite & pain
- Blood sugars becoming more unstable with these all in effect
I want to share details like this because I want to share awareness of the dangers with type 1 diabetes as well as provide you additional context on what's happening with me.
Last week, especially, was really scary. I had a huge spike in blood pressure and it scared the shit out of myself & Pyro. This was probably up there as one of the worst heart "episodes" I've ever had. I'm 100% determined to avoid this happening again.
I feel incredibly guilty about cancelling streams so I appreciate all of you being so patient with me. Many of you have gone through stuff like this with me in previous years and for others, this is the first time.
Please know that things will become stable soon; I'm sure of this! I've been dealing with health issues since the beginning of my content journey so I have full faith we'll bounce back.
I'm doing my very best to look after myself and I hope you'll continue to be patient with me as I do. I'll be getting an injection soon for the node on my thumb which has its own side effects so the next while is going to be bumpy - we got this though!
Rogue
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To my UK Flames, especially those in Scotland who are affected by the red storm warning, stay safe!
Make sure you have your important things handy & devices charged if you can
Pyro & I are fine but with the worst still coming, I'll move stream to tomorrow 💜
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🌸 WEEKLY SCHEDULE 🌸
✨Thurs - MiSide
✨Fri- Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony
✨Sun - First Impressions Ep5
I have a docs appointment in the middle of normal stream time tomorrow so will be live on Thursday instead!
Looking forward to being back to normal with the Flames! #LilianaLive
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No stream today
Still feeling sick and just don't have the energy in me for much today. Fingers crossed things improve over the weekend 🙏
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The weather is miserable here! It's gonna be one of those days where I stay in either a blanket or big hoodie!
Stay warm, my Flames~! 🔥
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🌸 WEEKLY SCHEDULE 🌸
✨Wed - DANGANRONPA IS BACK
✨Fri - Checking out horror games on itch.io
✨Sun - Reviewing sim games with the Flames
Can't wait for more shenanigans this week! And I will be taking notes of other games to check out with you! 💜
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HAPPY NEW YEAR YOUTUBE FLAMES!
I hope you all had a wonderful festive break and got lots of rest!
I'm excited for what 2025 will bring us so let's enjoy the ride and have fun!
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Morning, Flames! ᨐᵉᵒʷ
No streams this weekend but don't fret, I'm back on Monday!
Since the Flame Kingdom completed the latest community challenge on Twitch, we're having a Discord watch-along for the classic, Die Hard movie~!
Really excited for this!
🔗discord.gg/VBC7pHWd
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Morning, Flames! ᨐᵉᵒʷ
Are you all ready for Christmas?
I am not~! I haven't bought one present this year, simply because I keep forgetting it's actually Christmas!?
Anyone else feel the same way? Tell me I'm not the only one, please~! 😅
#LilianaArt
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Scotland's fave magical cat-girl, your Flame Queen - Rogue Liliana!