Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Howdy, it's me again.
So, here's what's been happening with me for the past four months;
I've gotten Wellbutrin and I am finally on meds. They've been doing okay for me.
I've gotten a lot of counselling after getting my creative drive permanently crippled.
I have a plan for the future of this channel and the series on it;
First. The Saryshkiagu Files will be rebranded and continue as Agent Lazarus.
The focus will be shifted from the images and the overarching Miles Saryshkiagu plot and it will instead be placed on making an anthology series with Agent Lazarus as the main character. The explanation for the first two parts now is that it is a "refresher" of sorts.
Agent Moriah will disappear from the plot, the excuse being that he's been shipped up further east to the East-Asian branch of the Bureau.
Agent Lazarus' anthologies will focus on doing personal takes on several analog horror story tropes (i.e. memetic anomalies, existentialism, animatronics, religion) and seeing what one can do with these. As we all know, analog horror is kind of stale at the moment.
I want to make this genre more open to having fun, even if it doesn't make sense.
Second. I plan on making a "big loredump" video for a universe of characters that I've been making and that will let me get autistic with it. You'll see it when it comes out.
For now? Relax. I'm fine!
(images and characters below will be part of the "agent lazarus" series)
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Hey, again. It's me.
Here's another update post; I'm currently in therapy and am planning to get on meds soon.
I don't really have the want, need or energy to stream things or create things. Hell, the biggest thing I've thought up of doing recently is an ERB tier list from John Lennon VS Bill O'Reily to Karl Marx VS Henry Ford. I'm very, very sorry to whoever ends up reading this.
The situation here is rough. But I will... at least attempt to do something soon. I'm sorry.
Saryshkiagu Files are going to continue when I find the inspiration to continue the story and the time to figure out what I want to do with it. Right now, it's a romantic story hidden within analogue horror, based around a bureau that focuses on paranormal entities. Real original, right?
I recently had a pretty bad break-up with some of my friends and it's been fucking me up. I'm trying to get over that slump too. I'm not feeling well all-around.
I just hope that I can do something, anything this year.
Soz. - Malen
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Hey, it's me again.
An update on where I've been; burnout.
Extreme burnout and I've also been searching with my family for a therapist. That's why the streams and such have slowed down to a crawl. I plan on trying to stream again soon but it's not going to be the best. I will try to get back into the swing of things once everything's more quiet on the western front, so to speak.
I'll be fine!
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Hi, hello. New post.
I'm going to be making some executive decisions here.
In the future, the Yakuza franchise will be recorded, not streamed. It is a long ass series and I want to take my time with it.
Streams are going to be as inconsistent as ever.
Good luck!
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This is my channel. I don't do much.