Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
This post will go out 6 months after the day of writing. At posting, my hope is that I'm out of the hole I put myself in through my own mistakes and lack of accountability. If things are better, I am thankful. If they are not, my time will be running out.
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Good day, I had attempted to post a Kendrick Lamar fan edit recently but it actually got me a copyright strike, crazy how even a demo track can get you dinged for that now... In unrelated news, we have a new doomer remix up, hope you can find solace in it like I have. While I have no reason to feel the way I do, it's just that time of year I suppose. bit of a shame really since I'm always more of a fan of the cooler weather anyway, guess I'll just have to fight through it.
Sorry for not really trying on this post like I typically do, those posts, if you have interest in them still, will resume in due time.
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Thank you. We can move on.
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You ask what you can do for me, but often I'll prefer to answer what you *shouldn't* do for me. I wouldn't call this exactly healthy, but when you're in that state of mind I guess that's where it leaves you, just wanting to be alone to figure it out.
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Addiction often comes in locations and situations where there is little to do for one's own entertainment or recreation. Finding myself personally in one of those situations I can fully understand why. The only problem is getting your life together when you finally find yourself out of that hole or rut.
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"Somewhere between being who you needed and being who I should become, I became a stranger to us both"
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It's crazy how much time can pass and so much can change, but also how much time can change and how little can change. I look back to a 2 year period between 2014-2016 and then look at a 4 year period from 2020-2024, so much changed in the former, and little changed in the latter all things considered. At the same time, 2023-2024 has been massive. I guess it's about what you put in and what you choose to do. Don't fear time itself and what you can do within a frame of time, but just try to do what you can at any point. However long or short it takes, you'll get it done. I know you will.
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I'll keep this one short:
love yourself better than they ever could ❤️
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Those who choose to believe in predetermined outcomes and what the movement of the stars on their struggles have no foresight to realize they are the source of their pain. Face what's in front of you that's real and tangible, and respond to it in kind. Those pains will melt away with ease.
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The desire for warmth is fragile. Too much warmth is easy to reach, giving discomfort. Sleepless nights overwhelming in heat from the passion, the passion that now feeds a slow and steady burn. Left asking "Was any of it worth it? Is it worth the fond memories left now? Are they still fond as they burn longer and longer?"
The cold grips you, but it allows you to invite your own warmth. You have room to breathe. You aren't smothered. Everyone is at peace together. Find peace in yourself and the comfort of the cold.
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At peace and harmony, free and unencumbered. Whole.
Music is not my own.
23 and always searching along the journey we take.
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