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Angela Benedict @UCL_rHxfP79Dc6DtNz6HpM9w@youtube.com

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Hi! I'm Angela. I'm an actress from New York (TV/Film) & acc


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

Angela Benedict
Posted 3 days ago

I've added some new aesthetic bundles in different sizes to my etsy shop. Sizes small through to XL in many different aesthetics. There's a sense of relief that comes along with creating more space but there's also that sadness that comes along with letting things go because of the stories attached. It's gotten easier the longer I've been doing it.

We suffered a major loss this week which I've spoken about on IG and when I'm ready, get around to talking about here. There's a certain mental clarity that comes along with organizing your space and making positive changes to the environment. Making it more peaceful and efficient which doesn't change things but makes a big transition such as this a little bit easier. It has to be done.

www.etsy.com/shop/ThePlagueDance

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Angela Benedict
Posted 1 week ago

To those who demonized us when we were inconvenient and now objectify us because we're desirable. You may wear the clothes, but you don't wear the cost. watch video on watch page

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Angela Benedict
Posted 2 weeks ago

It's here! Had a technical issue and needed to re-post. This video is using my knowledge as an esthetician and Korean skincare methods to ensure that your face is healthy and prepped to be the perfect canvas for foundation. watch video on watch page

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Angela Benedict
Posted 2 weeks ago

I will be uploading a video that's quite universal, so long as you own skin. It is a tried and trusted method to get you to the most flawless, vampiric foundation application possible. I've adapted it by way of my focus on South Korean skin care, products and techniques.

Whether you wear regular foundation, tinted moisturizer or just sunscreen. No reason you shouldn't look like a Goth disco ball doing it.

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Angela Benedict
Posted 2 weeks ago

@AUTlSTA - who equates black hair to being goth and equates goth with pornography, thought it was a fun idea to advertise his favorite porn. Not only is this wildly out of context to the video, not only is it completely tone deaf to the community but I do have followers here who are underage. What is his response to being called out for doing this? Calling me a feminazi for opposing sharing that sort of thing in my community.

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Angela Benedict
Posted 2 weeks ago

As I discussed in my last video - some gen x, xennial and millennial goths kinda struggle today by way of adapting to modern forms of communication. Not technology, we used to climb utility poles for free cable, the kids in my school did a thing called 'page boxing' (I challenge you to find out what that is), phreaking, hooking up their beige home computer to the phone line before the internet existed -- You get the idea.

Our difficulties don't necessarily come by method of communication it's more of the whole 'It's not what you say it's how you say it' situation. I had to adapt hard when I first started my channel because I'd found that even though I was just kind of explaining things or telling stories. I wasn't trying to be mean or insulting- People got offended and thought that I was trying to engage in some sort of conflict or instigate it.

Things were confusing for a while because it's such a stark contrast to what I'm used to. You always told it like it was, You didn't sugarcoat it because, why? How is that going to help Ricky realize his breath tore a hole in the ozone layer if you're wishy washy about it? You don't want him to take it as a suggestion or not that big of a deal. You want him to know that if he approaches you again with them hard 'H's' and a mouth hole smelling like velveeta toilet - he's getting punted off a bridge. Things got handled, no hard feelings.

Now it's weird. You have 2 sides" You're either one of those insufferable people who are deliberately trying to be mean and offensive and that seems to get accepted because 'Ope - that's just who they are!' -- or you're try to be nice and get your words cherry picked to death because they want to find something offensive to get angry at. It's like, it's only cool to be an ass if you mean it. The confidence to be that person tends to come with living a life with no accountability.

When you come from a place where your words ALWAYS made it back to your front door - there was a balance. You were tactful and since you knew how something felt, you weren't as quick to do it someone else unless they deserved it. So, next time you see someone act like a complete twizzle in front of a reasonable (they do also come in an idiot blend) GenX, Xennial, elder millenial - and they don't swiftly origami their ass and hand it back to them. Given them a cookie. You have no idea how hard they might be trying.

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Angela Benedict
Posted 3 weeks ago

I've added new goth aesthetics to my shop: www.etsy.com/shop/ThePlagueDance

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Angela Benedict
Posted 3 weeks ago

FERAL babybats, Fights in the goth clubs, Self proclaimed metal heads who try and tell us that goth isn't a genre of music and 'Goth is a building and a feeeeeeling' get their ASSES handed to them. watch video on watch page

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Angela Benedict
Posted 3 weeks ago

It's not an uncommon thing nowadays for a goth to be conflated with an e-girl/e-boy by those outside the subculture. It's another thing to have them used willfully to represent goths when the reality doesn't suit a narrative. In times like those what better response than to make a video playing a fun game of spot the difference with a surprise hidden in the video fitting the same theme? How will you do on the quiz? Can you find the carefully placed surprise? Lets play! watch video on watch page

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Angela Benedict
Posted 1 month ago

(Pic posted to grab your attention) Hello dark creatures! I have a question for you -- a friend of mine created an app (platform?) it's a digital thing that exists and it's kind of an anti-grift...situation. You know when a content creator starts asking for money and says it's for something related to their channel or content and you send it in good faith that they will actually go to said place, procure said item or do the thing that the money was for?

This is basically a platform designed specifically for content creators and is a safe space for viewers to support their favorite content creators without having to send them money. They post a wishlist of things like cameras, phones, lighting, editing software - ONLY things applicable to and necessary for creating content and subscribers basically chip in towards said thing $1, $5 - whatever you want. Once the cost of the item is met, it's purchased by the platform and the item is sent to the creator. The creator never has access to any money being sent so if they say 'I need a new camera' and then post a link to that camera on a site - you know that that's exactly what they're getting and not just pocketing the cash for funsies.

I've never had a wishlist or a PO box. Nothing against other content creators that do, It just felt weird to me because I didn't want subscribers to think that they needed to gift me anything. If I created a profile on this platform and posted a list of things that would improve my content or if something important breaks and I need to replace it - would you prefer something like this over patreon? I'm always apprehensive about this sort of thing so I thought I'd take it to you.

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