Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
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I hope I become a v bug star 1 day hehshae π€ͺπππππππππππππππ
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300 nowwwww hehehaheheπ€ͺπππππππππππππ₯³π€©π₯³π€©π₯³π₯³π₯³π₯³π₯³ππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
Thanks guys 4 watching my content and for subscribing heheahhe
I really hope u learned smthhh from watching my motivational speeches lolhahaholhehlolhehwahhehehπ€ͺπππππππππππ₯³π€©π₯³π€©π₯³π₯³π―π―π―π―π―π―π―π―ππβοΈππβ¬οΈβοΈβοΈπππΌβ«πππ
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Update: my mental health is not going so well rn.. itβs goin dowNNHILl
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My subscriber count is at 285!!! Iβm gonna keep going and keep trying.. Ima be honest I do get tired sometimes and Iβm trying to find other things to do like creating a business (jewelry business?!??(?)) or like yk go to uni or smthh (probably definitely goin to uni tho for the experience only hehehaheheπππππππ€ͺππππππππ) but otherwise I wonβt be going to it hehwhahe πππππππππππ!!!!,,!!,!/$:&. But yeah Iβve been feeling VERY AND EXTREMELY GRATEFUL THAT I KEEP GAINING subscribers.. Iβma be honest Iβm still kjnda shocked at how fast this channel can grow.. I thought I would have like 200 subs the least by the end of this year or smth.. guess what itβs been 3 months since I started from like 0, 8 or in the tens or smth but I just tried and tried and tried everyday.. and now I have some subscribers. I wouldnβt say that subscribers define me and how happy Iβll be. My channel is still mainly for the help and the advice, if the advice got through then thatβs enough. My goal for this channel is to just share words of encouragement for the ppl that struggle with LIVING AN AUTHENTIC LIFE or struggle with loving themselves or struggling with social anxiety, confidence or even the small little things that we can fix to make our lives better. Cause once we can overcome something, itβll be easier to face the next time we encounter it yk ehehahheeh ππππππ€ͺππππππππππ. I should be doin my BuSINESS IA rn but like.. yk ig u can tell how passionate and how bad I feel like school is nOT MEANT FOR MEEE lol ahhahalolq. Will I regret not focusing when I grow older? Well if I become successful at this YouTube thing or my business thingy then no. And btw no! I not gonna use any of my parent money to do my business or smth, well if they give it to me then ok but I wonβt ask for money to do business, theyβre already struggling in their own ways plus I donβt wanna put pressure on them yk heehahehhe ππππππ€ͺπππππππ€©π₯³π₯³π₯³π―π―π―π―π―πβ¬οΈβοΈβοΈβ¬οΈπΌπππΊπΊππ this YouTube thing costed me NOTHINGGGG NORTHINGG LIKE LITERALLY NOTHING LOL AHAHHAHAHA I love yt so much bc itβs just fairrr like idk lol ahhahaππ€£ππππππππππ like no matter how much I upload on TikTok.. I seem to neVER ever blow up on its own unless I purchase likee advertisement of the video yk idk lol ahahah ππ€£πππ€ͺπππππ. But yeah nthhh muchhh I just wanted to come on here to say that lifeβs interesting but I really donβt know if this is actually gonna work out ykkkk. Cause when I tell ppl (especially my dad and my mom and tEACHERRSSS) i tell them that I donβt wanna learn anymore and just do my life but then I say that I have no back up even lol hahahlolβ¦π¬π¬ π΅βπ«π΅βπ«π΅π€ͺππ so I wonderrrrβ¦ am I going in the right direction??? Am I doing the right thing???
And three in the end.. I gotta accept the reality that I gotta go into uni, get the experience, meet new ppl, love ppl, find love, date, learn, learn and learn and learn again.
But then I ask myself do I REALLY WANT THAT??!!!?? Do I really want this shit to be my fuckinggg realityyy?!!!??? I said noβ¦ I still say no rn as Iβm typing this. I truly donβt feel like going to uni cause it makes me feel like Iβm going to enter another stage of hell where I gotta quote-unquote βcompleteβ my assignments. Yes although I do fUCKINNNN know that I donβt gotta do my assignments and just whatever and whatever and just skip lessons sometimes cause the professors at unis donβt care and shiiii. But guessFKIN WHATTT I DONT WNANAAA DOO THATTT.
Number 1. I donβt wanna waste my parents money and just go to uni and enjoy my life there when I know I want a diff life
2. Idkkk itβs like I gotta finish my work and like ykβ¦. Iβve already spent like almost MY WHOLE LIFE UNTIL NOW DOING FKING WORK AND WAS IT FUN? NO!.
Cause now Iβve realised itβs about enjoying and having fun while doing anythinggg!!!.
Do things for meaning yk. Like donβt just do it bc everyone is doing it bc ppl tell u to do it.
But do smth bc uuUUU ACTUALLY WANNA DO IT YK ehehaheh.
By me typing all this down itβs really like therapy ahahahah. When I become famous or smth or well known on YouTube, I will come back to look at this ig (if I RMB tho lol ahahah).
Anyways thank you guys so much for 285 subscribers, Iβm very grateful and I feel very blessed to be alive everyday. I always try my best to do my best no matter what happens in life.
Iβve learned to lean on my own back if it gets tired bc Iβve learned that if u canβt even HELP URSELF, no one can tooo!!!!&/@!! Heehhahehe π€ͺπππππππππππππ€ͺπ€©π€©π₯³π€©π₯³π₯³βοΈβοΈβ¬οΈπβοΈπβ«πππΊπΊπ―π―π―π―π―.
Rmb life is life Wii. So just go to UNIVERSITY FOR NOW. Tolerate it a little, I know YOUR FUCKING STRONG, go to America, go to ur dream country and stay there. Get the connections, get the life.
If u canβt go there, stay in Bangkok stay here. Know whatβs itβs like to be independent to be strong, to be u. But KEEP ALWAYS REMEMBER TO KEEP FUCKIN BEING URSELFFFF EHEHAHEHEH. Anyways this getting too loong now lol ahaha gonna and gotta go now hehehaheheh itβs 1:30 am sharp rn lol ahahaha on the 15 th of November 2024.
If thereβs 1 thing Iβm gonna wish to my 5 year ahead old self of which Iβm already like what 22!?? I hope that I find love, I hope that I get a boyfriend by then, a good and healthy one, doesnβt matter if I break up w him but as long as itβs healthy strong and happy and growing each other then thatβs ok ehehaheh ππππππ€ͺπππππππ.
Thank you for everything guys and I really enjoyed typing this, and I will continue to enjoy the journey ehehahheeh!!!!π€ͺππππππππππ canβt believe I took like almost like 30 mins writing this lol!!! Ahahalol
Anyways bYEEE GIRLIEPOPERSSS EHEHAHEHEHπ€ͺπππππππππππ (although I know guys tend to usually watch my channel but BYEE GIRLIEPOPERSSS EHEHHAHEHEEHEHHEH) ππππππππππππππβ€οΈβ€οΈπππππ€π€β£οΈβ£οΈππ§‘π§‘π§‘π»πππππππππ©ββ€οΈβπβπ¨ππ©ββ€οΈβπ©π©ββ€οΈβπ©ππ©ββ€οΈβπ¨π¨ββ€οΈβπβπ¨π€π€π€π«π€π©Άπ«Άβ€οΈβπ₯π©΅π«Άπ«°π«°hehehahe πππππππππππ
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Once u start opening ur world and meeting more ppl u will start realizing how big the is world is and how much good ppl u havenβt even met yet
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Surrounding yourself with small minded ppl will make u feel small minded tooβ¦!!
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Manifestation is very POWERFUL.
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Hii guysss, Iβm skipping maths class rn bc I just donβt wanna go in class. I believe this YouTube thingyyyy is gonna worrrkkkk outtt. Hehehaheh idk if itβs gonna really work out and Iβll try and try again to make it work out ehehhHhahaheh idk how itβs gonna work out but Iβm gonna try and try and try until it works out. Sometimes there are ppl who tell u that what ur doing is not gonna go anywhere but who r they to tell us how we should achieve and pursue our dreams? This is our life and how we live it is fully on us. But thatβs on u how u wanna live ur life, no one can change or control u to live a life u want. Only u can do that.
But itβs up to you, if you are able to change yourself and are able to become the best version of yourself everrrr ππ
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keep trying keep trying keep trying keep trying and one day, itll all be fine and itll all work out and itll out even better than u even imagined it to be hehehahehehe :::)))). as long as u keep trying, u will, one day, get to where u wanna be. It's not about the destination tho, its about the journey, rmbbb to always enjoy the journey. one thing i have not regret ever since i started upgrading my life, which is happiness and joy and peace and just PUReEEe fulLLfillment in between ur blood&bones hehehaheheh ====)))))))