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@UCKdeeEENemVIoEYUutJJfRA@youtube.com

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I'm just a nerdy, autistic Catholic woman who enjoys singing


09:34
I survived a scary day
06:45
Trauma programming sucks
12:12
My parts (UPDATED)
02:27
Sertraline 6 months update
04:21
Be careful with who you share your triggers with
11:07
Parts work progress
00:47
Singing my way through it
06:30
I’m triggered and had a rage attack (tw swearing)
02:47
Found a trigger (and I’m sucking at self care right now)
02:27
My Godzilla figurines!
03:15
Stimming and grounding myself with (Minus) Godzilla
05:30
I am angry at God
04:21
Little victory today
04:49
44th birthday haul!
01:41
Staying present
00:20
Lip syncing to Celine Dion in the car
01:09
I15 Burning lithium spill (my sister took video with her eyes focused on the road, stop judging.)
02:24
Godzilla at the Bellagio fountains!
01:52
Spying on construction workers hahah!
00:13
Losing at slots LOL
00:53
Ferris wheel overlooking Las Vegas!
03:29
Paris hotel room tour!
02:03
Arriving in Las Vegas
04:01
Struggling shouldn’t be shameful!
06:29
Trauma won today (fighting a spiral)
07:38
Trauma recovery means rewiring your brain! (And that’s good!)
00:13
TRUMP WAS SHOT (captured for historical purposes)
06:13
Breathe, it’s okay to suck at recovering!
02:27
Stop telling bullied kids to ignore it!
04:28
Disturbing trend around sexual misconduct allegations
07:21
Godzilla fandom toxicity (continuing the convo)
04:05
Stop making the Godzilla fandom suck!
10:03
I had a small victory
07:17
A frustrated rant
02:35
Struggling forward
05:06
Win trauma battles by being kind to yourself
02:49
We are all children inside
01:32
SSRIs can make you heat intolerant
04:15
Mental illness isn’t fun and fake claiming sucks
01:23
Visualizing mental health mantras
13:54
My parts! (Therapy)
12:31
Parts work
01:58
Talking about suicidal ideation
10:07
Triggered and fighting it
17:13
My therapy board
06:06
Misconceptions about trauma recovery
08:20
Keep going, make progress
05:16
A 10 year old bullied to death
00:11
Sometimes you just gotta FART! (FUNNY)
07:33
I have to find ME
03:53
Ubi Caritas (James Biery)
05:11
The trauma hamster wheel
05:21
STAR
04:10
I downshifted instead of freaking out!
04:30
Sertraline 5/6 week update (EASTER)
03:27
I saw Godzilla x Kong TNE (** NO SPOILERS**)
06:30
The hardest thing is being your own cheerleader
03:21
I am not who he says I am
04:31
Sertraline 4 week update
03:52
Anxiety and depression are not “moods”