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Haley Kalil @UCKX8qlNu2v4m0bCkhd7jicA@youtube.com

6.9M subscribers - no pronouns :c

Sup bruh - New video dropping every week Welcome to my cha


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

Haley Kalil
Posted 1 week ago

Hiii 🫶🏻 Come hangout with Maya and me on ‪@amazonlive‬ at 1:10PM today to ask questions so we don’t just stand there awkwardly 😂 We’re doing a mystery Amazon unboxing 👀 go.amzn.to/haley111524

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Haley Kalil
Posted 3 weeks ago

CORPSE BRIDE

This has always been a dream costume for me & I can’t believe we pulled it off for the Heidi Klum Halloween Party!!

‪@marcbouwerNYC‬ I love you endlessly and I could not have pulled this off without your vision & craftsmanship. Marc designed everything on this gown down to the small butterfly details. You truly made this character come to life (even though she’s dead 😂) I wish you guys could see all the intricate details throughout!!

@mu.amykate @mykengarciabeauty_ @tracydnguyen THANK YOU for painting us for 9 hours, making sure every detail was as similar to the movie as possible!! You are true ARTISTS and I am so honored I got to work with you on this!!

Tim Burton, I hope we did this justice 🥹 & a huge thank you to ‪@PrimeVideo‬ & ​⁠Heidi Klum for having us!!

#heidihalloween2024

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Haley Kalil
Posted 3 weeks ago

Hey guys! Come join me and Maya and hangout with us on ‪@amazonlive‬ and ask us questions and talk to us so we aren’t standing there awkwardly. 😂😭 we will be reviewing viral TikTok products so it should be fun!! I love you guys sm!!!

go.amzn.to/haley103024

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Haley Kalil
Posted 3 weeks ago

www.forbes.com/sites/stevenbertoni/2024/10/28/top-…

I woke up to the news that…
IM ON THE 2024 ‪@Forbes‬ TOP CREATORS LIST!!!

Screaming, crying, throwing up 😭😭😭🫶🏻🥹 I seriously cannot believe this!!

I started posting on this channel in October of 2022 and almost exactly 2 years later, I’m on the top creator list!!

Seriously this is such a dream come true. THANK YOU ONLINE FAMILY. ❤️🫶🏻 I could not have done this without you!!! Your support, love, humor, excitement, and satire make this so unbelievably fun for me!! Truly I am honored that I get to do this every single day of my life.

Thank you for making a space where we can be weird and crazy and ourselves 🫶🏻🥹 thank you for being SO SUPPORTIVE of someone you’ve never met! You truly show me that people in this world CARE. 🥹 i love you all so much & this community gave me purpose and life again!!! I am NOTHING without you guys!!!

🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻
Cheers to many more crazy adventures with my family!!!!

I LOVE U GUYSSSS WE DID IT!!!! ❤️😭

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Haley Kalil
Posted 1 month ago

Who is William?

I used to fear saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing. One wrong word, phrase, body movement, comment, instagram like, or text could start it. The wrong thing would completely change his mood…and I rarely knew what that thing was or how to predict it.

It would happen randomly, without warning. We would be having a wonderful day… and then one thing would set it off. Sometimes it was a word choice he wouldn’t like. Other times it was me introducing him by his name instead of “my boyfriend.” Talking to a male stranger too long. Using the wrong tone. Anything I did could be weaponized by him depending on his mood. Not posting him enough, not touching him enough, if I asked him to help me with something, not being grateful enough after he helped me… the list goes on and on and on.

I was told I couldn’t speak to certain people. I was told I couldn’t go certain places. I couldn’t say certain phrases. I couldn’t hug my guy friends. I couldn’t work with men. I couldn’t answer a male DM, even from a coworker. I couldn’t go to a male doctor. I couldn’t talk to my friends about any of this. I couldn’t ask my mom for advice. “Who are you talking to? What did you tell them?! This is between you and I! How dare you?!”

He broke me. He broke me and shattered me into a place I never want to be again. I contemplated taking my own life many many times. I didn’t want to feel dead anymore, I just wanted to be dead. He killed my joy, my independence, my happiness, my excitement for people and life and humor… he tried to take all of that from me. And he probably could have.. if I hadn’t found the powerful community of people I have online. Their love and kindness and patience taught me that I am deserving of a love that isn’t negative.

I thank God every single day that my career gave me the self-confidence to escape that hell. It gave me the confidence to speak my mind & communicate my hurt. It gave me the confidence to joke, laugh, smile, and not to have to question any of those things. Once I was able to do that, I felt like myself again.. free of the emotional muzzle he had put on me. People wonder why I am constantly working? Why I post so much? Because I never ever want to go back to where I was. Because I owe everything to my career for saving me.

But now I am back to fearing. The wrong move, phrase, sound, inflection… could incite hate. I fear people like I once feared him. I fear expression or vulnerability as more and more lies are told about me. Shedding a tear is enough to cause an uproar “how dare u cry, you pretentious little bitch” strangers type and type. It feels like the world is weaponized against joy.. because once you find it, it is so quickly stripped from you & you’re left feeling the same way you did before. Empty.

So who is William?
William does not exist.
William is a satirical expression of the hurt, control, and manipulation I experienced by my abuser.

❤️

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Haley Kalil
Posted 3 months ago

Birthday vibes go hard in Paris

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Haley Kalil
Posted 3 months ago

Hiiiiii. just wanted to let you know that YOU GOT THIS. You’re beautiful. You’re slaying. 🫶🏻🥰

I’ve also gotten a ton of messages about my swimwear line & so here’s a code for anyone who might be looking at their favorite style 😏👀

Use PQLOVESHALEY25 for 25% off collection. 🫶🏻❤️

I love y’all so much!!
Now go eat food 🥘 & drink water 💧
and take a moment to breathe and chill!!! ❤️

pqswim.com/pages/pq-swim-x-haleyy-baylee

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Haley Kalil
Posted 4 months ago

Hi loves!!

I was just journaling on my plane ride to LA because it had no Wi-Fi (a blessing and a curse)… and I just wanna say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! Truly from the bottom of my heart, I am so blessed to have you guys in my life.

The past year and a half has been the craziest thing I’ve ever experienced. It’s been exciting and overwhelming and insane and such a dream come true all at the same time!! 🥹 I could not have done any of this or handled any of this without your support & friendship & kindness!!!

Thank you for spending any amount of your day here. Thank you for creating a beautiful community. You are forever my online family & I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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Haley Kalil
Posted 5 months ago

I CAN’T BELIEVE I DESIGNED MY OWN COLLECTION FOR ‪@PQswim‬ 🥰❤️🫶🏻 this was such a cool moment for me because I’ve worn a lot of swimsuits in my life (especially in my modeling days) & it was always hard for me to find strong one pieces that I liked & fit well. That’s why, with this collection, I designed the one pieces FIRST 😎👀 I pulled inspo from the 80s & 90s fits with simple textures and styles! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!!! (or I suck at design and should never do it again 😭😭😭😂😂😂) & PLEASE tag me in your photos if you end up getting some of my pieces so I can repost 🥹 Let me know what you guys think?!❤️ pqswim.com/pages/pq-x-haleyybaylee-lookbook

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Haley Kalil
Posted 6 months ago

THE FACT THAT I JUST REFRESHED MY YOUTUBE AND THERE’S 6 MILLION PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY!!!!!! Crying, freaking throwing up!!!

From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU for being here!! Thank you for spending your time watching my videos!!! Thank you for always being so kind, hilarious, sarcastic, supportive, and incredible!!!! Truly you guys have become a part of my life every single day & I feel so blessed that you take the time to be a part of this family every day!!! 💕🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭🥰

I LOVE YOU FOREVERRRRRR FAMILY ❤️

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