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-•𝘒3𝘐 𝘗0𝘗•- @UCJP_P4vi9qhPnrCertcjlcA@youtube.com

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🌴ʚ ᴍʏ ʙɪᴏ ɪs ʜᴇʀᴇ ɞ🌴 𝐻𝑎𝑖<33 𝑆𝑜 𝑢ℎ𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑒


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

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Posted 1 month ago

not eating bcz I don't deserve it🥰

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-•𝘒3𝘐 𝘗0𝘗•-
Posted 1 month ago

I hate this sm. I love my girls... but like... im not sure I'll even wanna live till I'm old together as friends.. I love them and I wanna stay friends forever... but.. instead of a trio... they'll be in a duo soon ifykwim....

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-•𝘒3𝘐 𝘗0𝘗•-
Posted 1 month ago

FUCK YOU YT! WHY CANT I EVER COMMENT YOU PIECE OF FUCKING SHITTY STALE BREAD!

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-•𝘒3𝘐 𝘗0𝘗•-
Posted 1 month ago

listening to my playlist and sitting in a corner of my room bcz Im so burnt out and cant even read another piece of my textbook w/o bursting into tears and having a mental breakdown.

‪@st4rs.for_m1n_xx‬ ‪@Rosiara_.X‬ ‪@seungbokaaa‬ ‪@Ikeufesto.23‬ ‪@iTech-Art‬ @skzooxii @Seungmin_isntinmyroom @cherrystqrss
(fuck you yt. let me tag my pooks)

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Posted 1 month ago

Sometimes I look myself in the mirror and ask
'what went wrong?'
....
yeah so I'm kinda a depresso lmao.
I'm jst so tired of life.
thankfully my irl friends don't know my channel name.
if they knew how much I hate myself they'd probably leave me
and I don't blame them.
I get so jealous so easily.
my friend group doesn't have a duo. I know so.
but when I see them hanging out together. or them knowing something I don't know.
I'm just so fucking jealous.
I wanna just kms.
idk whether to make this private or not.
my brother could see this... nah I doubt he checks my channel.
plus he's also been depressed as shit before.
I'm sure he'll understand and not tell anyone.
oh man I Yap sm...
I'm so fat.
I wanna starve myself.
I just feel like bawling my eyes out
life is so fucking unfair.
I love my pookies sm...
I know my friends also struggle.
so I try and be there for them.
but it's so hard when I myself want to kms.
why is it just so hard to be me..?
I hate myself.
I hate everything about me.
this world is so unforgiving.
and I'm so unloveable.
I hate having friends that care.
they should just ignore me.
my life doesn't even matter.
I'm just another person wasting space on earth.
I guess I'll just...
exist till god finally decides it's time to end my suffering.

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Posted 1 month ago

it's so weird having friends that care abt you.
like, I just said in my gc wit my friends 'yeah, I'm not gonna eat' and they started forcing me to eat thru the phone lol,
too bad I lied and said I'd eat instant noodles, when in fact, I'll only have water.
:3

‪@st4rs.for_m1n_xx‬​​​ ‪@seungbokaaa‬​​​ ‪@iTech-Art‬​​​ ‪@Ikeufesto.23‬​​​ ‪@Rosiara_.X‬​​​ @⭑ ݁₊𝙯𝙯𝙯𝘢𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘯​​​ @skzooxii @Seungmin_isntinmyroom @cherrystqrss

(idk who I'm tagging tbh, hope I got most of my pooks)
(oh, if idk u, just ignore,or u can also become my pookie :3)

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-•𝘒3𝘐 𝘗0𝘗•-
Posted 1 month ago

I literally just had a mental breakdown bro-

so like,I was just painting for fun, when my cat (I have 2 cats, I'm talking abt one with white fur) got up, at she was just sleeping peacefully earlier, but she suddenly got up, and walked STRAIGHT into my pallet and onto my art, and I just broke down, crying, screaming, sobbing. since I was painting on my bed, she got paint EVERYWHERE, and I was inconsolable. on my white plush, oh my bed sheets, everywhere, and I was crying sm, I grabbed tissues and started to try and clean up the paint, while still crying my eyes out, and when I finally calmed down enough (still sobbing tho) I went outside and took her outside too, grabbed more tissues, water, soap, and started cleaning, it looked decent enough now, and so I went outside, grabed her, and washed her paws since there's still paint. and now im here. not crying anymore, yay ig.

holy cow I Yap sm

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Posted 1 month ago

I'M DYING-
I PLAYED DTI FOR 45 MINUTES TO COMPLETE THE QUEST, AND FOUND A WAY TO BREAK INTO VIP😭

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Posted 1 month ago

HELP- 💀💀💀💀
WHAT DID I EVEN DOO??? ALL I DID WAS BULLY A FIVE Y/O! OKAY.. MAYBE 3 FIVE Y/OS, BUT IT AIN'T MY FAULT THEY'RE DUMBASSES

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-•𝘒3𝘐 𝘗0𝘗•-
Posted 3 months ago

I'm crashing out so badly, why tf can't I tag ppl properly???

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