Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hi! how are you guys doing? its late to say but happy new year. I don't know if you guys can see this post or not but if you do i'm glad that yt show u to see it. B First of all, its been year i did not post any vid here. I just really busy with school life and quite tough courseworks but i'm glad that it done. I only have three months left to finish my studies here at my preuni. Wish me luck for the exams that will happen on feb, march and april. T^T
Second, i don't think i will be able to comeback active to post ff like i use to since i feel lost interest to do it year ago. Not everything can last, I wish i can still feel the fun to write and post it but it sad that i don't feel the fun anymore :"). My heart is still heavy to leave this channel because here you all gave me memories and motivation but sadly i had to.
If any of you come from the first ff that i post and stay still till here. if you come from jimin ff single mother, if any of you still wait for me, i really appreciated you and love you a lot that's all i want to say. Thank you! ❤
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Hey i'm back! 🦋
Just want to ask did you guys still have interest if i publish it again "the fighter's priority"? or should i just make oneshot instead? I know some of you will be mad at me for not publishing the series i already apologize it early but idk there's also be mad at me fr okay okay i'm sorry *i admit that person have right to mad but not in the rude way but it's ok :)*. I managing this acc alone and i hope you understand. I have life to do and it's not easy u know💔 i will try my best to finish the series but i am not promise to post it fast tho still i will try my best to continue it before i take another long break<3
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Hi neonsii, this post might be not reach your home page yt or timeline i guess.
Some of you will notice my recent series is not there on my channel. I'm not deleted it but i private the ff. Actually it just there's no time for me to writing/editing ff, mostly everyday i had to do assignments till late at night. Though i have time to rest i just spend it only for a good sleep. I took 3 weeks to post one ep which ended up my channel literally dying/shadowbanned plus i found more stress when i forcing myself to think an idea when i was at peak of literally losing all motivation on the story as the time passed by so my last thought is i had to private "the fighter's priority" ff. My apologize to make some of you dissapointed by this fr i'm sorry for leaving some of you who interested in that story cliffhanger:(💔. It such a waste actually to think that i already made more than 10eps *sob* then i took decision to not publishing it but it just I don't want to neglect the series to long until took months to stay in the channel, like i said before i'm easy to lose my motivation and yup i still do and now i don't know how to continue my recent series as my focus is just only studies for my first sem examination on feb and to finish the never ending assignment also something personal that makes me frustrated that I need to resolve in rl. One more thing, i can see ppl keep leaving but it's okay i understand that and there's also ppl stay and come and i really appreciated that♡. I'm really sorry that i had to private the series i hope you understand my condition or my decision and if i have time someday i will comeback with new series/oneshot but if i'm not i will just remain hiatus/rest for awhile in this channel.
Thank you for taking ur time to read this, stay safe and healthy dear.
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This month is Jimtober finally HEYY we encounter again HAPPY JIMIN DAYYY! 🐣🙈💞
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Heyy neonshii, It's been 2 weeks i haven't post anything yet and another problem is i doubting my channel got shadow banned 🌚(i guess but i think it obvious cuz i know this post might be not reach to my subs as well). I tend to lost again in the hole lack of motivation, keep back and fourth thinking whether to continue or not when you know your channel somehow shadow banned really frustrating. I just have a thought to delete my recent series but at the same time i don't want to delete it. I don't care if the series didn't get much love same as my previous ff though it sad me a bit but still i love to make it the series because they are ppl that i cherish still interest though i think i feel my ff worst and sh*t, it such waste if i'm for real do delete it, right?
ps: For the first time in my life i made ff more than 12 eps cuz my head tend like to play a lot of scenario scene plot and i'm 50/50 proud lol
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It's raining here at my place but i look this pic woahh i was so fascinated by the clear weather not only the clear weather background even the 7 beautiful view infront of meh makes me double fascinated😭📈❤. Hope they have a great time there and be safe😭❤
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BEST LEADER, KIM NAMJOON!💖✨
p/s:This pic tho- T_T
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As usual life must goes on cuz i missed his live but it's okay it's okay atleast i can rewatch anyway tho it's not live:") but yuppp he's officially 24 this year! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR PRECIOUS KOOKIE! 💞
"Just how the fast the night change, isn't it? to see him grow up and went through all the hardship at the young age with the members until this man succesfully can achieve his own dream by pushing all the burden and worries aside and follow what the heart wants to plus he brightening our days with those smile and his encourage words that he gave us too keep going in life" T♡T
Let meh cry for a moment to see this two pics before i go to sleep:)✋BYE-
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I've done with my exam and i was in the middle to editing for the next part of the series but still i can't manage the time to post something at the right time:") plus i wasn't in a good mood today because something happened so my headache started coming again to attack, sometimes what we want doesn't go the way we wanted so we become frustrated(not relate with exam) and now i'm practising my patience in the middle of the night 📈 btw sorry for make some of you guys waited for 3 weeks but hope you guys understand me:)💕
Have a nice day/Goodnight and sweet dreams💕
Edit:This isn't relate with ff but a current korean drama with 10eps has already end yesterday and i was stuck in ep4 but i can't help and spoiled myself like--😭👁👄👁
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Seeing someone commenting negative under my ff it was rare for me to care...i guess? i mostly just ignore it regardless it hurts and be silent so long till whatever that negative words vanish from my mind but got two plus one including get judge about how is my life just the way i write as if they know me makes me--okayyyyy calm down it just ff why feel the need to drag about my life just because that one scene in the ff you can't accept? you saying that was stup*d af then fine but no need to assumed something about my life that i'm frail and doing SOS (You think i'm doing SOS? c'mon i just do a story🤷♀️)..y'know just leave and bring your sorry not sorry you said with you cuz thanks no thanks for wasting your time saying mean things about my work and my life in this pandemic BYE-🙂✋(no hate tho)
If you want to comment on something please comment something good and constructive. If you don’t like it some author work you watch you can still give acceptable suggestions and not use sentences that can demoralize or hurt someone’s feeling at least we can look at it from a positive way and consider it :). So please be nice as a reader and i know not all types of fiction can suit the tastes and the need of the readers and yes i should understand and aware about it but please be a typer good reader atleast when you want to give your opinion about the work of an authors, thank you :) <3
About the next ep of The Fighter's Priority idk when will i have time to post since i have my exam these week so i'm quite busy and my mind couldn't proceed anything and literally lead me to feel down again but your author still don't want to give up yet for now, no not today T^T✋i'm sure you all very understanding people, neonshii💕
Take care of yourself everyone and stay safe and healthy wherever you are. The case where I live is quite high and that's worrying me and having learning session pre-uni through online just makes me--(almost made me going nut) what should i say this is the norm we must get through:( . Don't go out if you don't have anything important to do outside just stay at home and prioritize the safety of self and others✨
(I type here to long isn't?😅 but thanks to read till here and hear my thought)
[ Tuesday, 17 August, 10:00MYT ]
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" Remember you're enough, Love Yourself " ♥️