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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hello again everyone I wanted to just give a little life update. Life has been quite hard. And the last few days have been extremely stressful and anxiety inducing. And it is tough. The unknown is always worrisome. And honestly all I really want is to be able to share good feelings and warm moments. And I hope I can express some of those feelings and desires through my videos.
Thank you so much for your kind words and support on my last community post. I can't quite express how much I appreciate your kindness and understanding. Thank you, truly. Day by day I'm making it through slowly.
It's funny, I've been seeing a lot of Lord of the Rings clips lately on my feeds. And it makes me think of that one line between Gandalf and Frodo:
"I wish it need not have happened in my time," said Frodo. "So do I," said Gandalf, "and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us."
No matter how dark or hard it may seem I choose to keep going after that light. And I hope you choose it too. I wish for warmth and the little joys in your lives. You will make it. We can make it. ❤️
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Hello lovelies I wanted to give you some updates about my life right now. This month has been quite a rollercoaster. I've been the busiest I have in a very long time. So much I've been wanting to create. I hope as a listener you have been able to enjoy the videos I've created. I also wanted to express how much your support on my post about ads and ad revenue really made me smile. It warmed my heart how many of you were so honest and understanding. Thank you so much truly. ❤️
I was hoping this year had already thrown me the worst it could after I lost my brother in an accident. But it didn't. I lost my 2 year old puppy, and now I've lost another loved this past weekend. There's a possibly I may lost another loved one because she is very, very sick and weak in the hospital right now. And honestly I find myself not sure how to feel or what to do. Sitting here, writing this trying to find the words. I want to express transparency in my life so that I can ask for understanding and patience.
If my videos happen to release late or if I need to skip a week I hope everyone will understand and wait as I try to find my footing. I'm clinging hard to what I do here and my other content. My dreams. Clinging to them keeps me going. I plan to keep making more voice content for you all as long as I can. So thank you for believing in me.
On a final note I've went to a doctor to figure out why I'm having trouble with my throat. Lots of coughing. Irritation and trouble speaking/recording for long periods. I'm taking medicine now and I believe it is helping. I'll know more as the treatment goes on and as I try recording this week. Fingers crossed I can start practicing singing again and record audios with less struggle.
(I know this was long but if you read through all of this, thank you so much for listening.) ❤️
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Hello again everyone there's something I'd like to address that's been stressing me out a bit honestly. I've seen the frustration people are having with ads on my videos. A lot of times I can't do anything about it that's just YouTube. But yes I have put mid roll ads on my videos and I'd like to explain why.
Every week I spend countless hours preparing, recording, re-recording, editing, creating sound effects, researching sound effects and art and ambience for my videos I make. I put everything I have into every video and audio I make. This is my job. Content creation is everything I do. I work hard to produce the best content I can and keep trying to improve with each and every piece I make. Any revenue I make with all this is used to help myself, pay bills and help my loved ones. I want to keep doing this. It's my dream. It brings me happiness. And I can only keep doing that if I can support myself through it. This is my livelihood.
I hate ads just as much as you do and I can understand the frustration. And I don't want to ruin the experience I'm trying to produce. So I will remove mid rolls ads on my ASMR content videos and those in the future. I do really apologize if these have ruined your experiences with my videos that was never my intention. I'm just a girl trying to support herself and her dreams. <3
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Hi Hi everyone, I hope we're doing well this week. Hanging in there. Whether it's with school or work or just living life. I've been doing my best to get some work done but I've been quite a bit sick and lethargic all week, with migraines so I'm behind on things. I wanted to get the Femme Fatale Series long form out this week but I decided to push it to next Wednesday. I have it scheduled and ready to go. I'm really sorry about it. But I will have a new ASMR video for Friday no worries I'm always finished with the editing. :3 I'm hoping to have more energy next week though.
Especially since I want to ease myself back into ASMR streams. I'm aiming for Tuesday night of next week to try and do an ASMR stream. Live Roleplay Script Reading with lots of Trigger ASMR to enjoy as well. Try to feel my way back into it. Sometimes there are hard weeks and we can't fault ourselves for that. The best thing we can do is keep moving as best we can. Thank you all for your patience and understanding <3
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I wanted to tell you all that I'm planning to make a big long form video of my Femme Fatale series. Just compiling it into one big video so you can listen to the whole series in one go if you wish. And I plan to do it for future series as well once I complete them :3 I'll probably have it upload sometime during the week next week but it won't take the place of my regularly scheduled Friday releases.
I've also been thinking about doing Shorts to showcase my long form videos. Mostly just snippets from some of my favorite ASMR videos and future videos to try and reach even more listeners. Once I feel comfortable with my time management I'll probably do that going forward at different intervals.
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I hope we are all doing well and doing the best we can to make it through this life each and every day. Because we matter. You matter. Each and every one. Thank you all for giving me your time. <3
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Everyone here, thank you :3 I'm not sure if I say it enough or if I express it right but thank you all. Your kind comments. Your funny comments. The way you express how much you like a video, or my content in general really makes me smile. I always appreciate constructive feedback as well. But knowing you like what I do, that means a lot to me. I hope you can see that. Let's keep exploring new worlds and characters and reaching for the stars together. <3
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Hello again everyone! :3 We've got another week down and a new cute video out now! I just want to say that I always appreciate the comments and the feedback. It's helped me to grow and learn and try new things with my audios. I know I still have a ways to go but I'm happy with the improvement and I hope you all are too. A particular piece of feedback I got was about "playlists" so I decided to make a few and organized some videos into them. I'll probably adjust them and add more over time of course but I hope they are enjoyable. If you as the listener have any ideas about a playlist I can do feel free to let me know! 🥰🥰
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Wow it has been a minute! These past 2 months have been quite the ride for me. We reached over 3k subscribers!! Thank you all so much! And to see the response to last week's video I just can't express how happy and giddy it made me feel. It's almost 10k views! Thank you all!
I've been researching a lot and listening to all the feedback I've gotten over these months of making videos and polls and I hope you all have seen my improvement. I'm still trying new things! I want to try doing accents 🥰 and more varieties of characters as I build my confidence.
If there are themes you'd like to see more of please don't hesitate to let me know. I know I've built a lot around hypnosis but I really enjoy dabbling in many different themes and characters.
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Two posts in one week o.o well I actually had a bit of a thought and I wanted to get everyone's opinion on it. As a viewer of ASMR Roleplays. Do you enjoy having the background ambience during the scripts? Sounds like Raining, Ocean, Crickets in the Forest, etc. I normally use them to set the mood and background when it seems necessary. But I wondered if I could do it more often even if the script doesn't specify it. So I want to ask you all what you think. Feel free to comment if you have more you'd like to say about it.
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Do you wish to get lulled to sleep by a soft and sweet voice? Here you'll find just that. ASMR Roleplays with themes of Hypnosis, Kitsunes, Dragongirls, Android Girls, and more! You'll find all types of vocal content here including singing one day, as well as other forms of ASMR. You can support me easily and for FREE simply by subscribing for the chance to see more of my content. :3