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Inspired by I´Esha @UCHnYj_1RI-4npJ8ophIgaNQ@youtube.com

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"As far as inner transformation is concerned there is nothin


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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

Inspired by I´Esha
Posted 7 hours ago

Story time

I went to the nail shop and sat down in the waiting area. Already having an idea of what I wanted. I was handed a book to look over all of the colors fitting my desired description. (Sigh) I roll my eyes, setting down the book, I have something particular in mind. Simple and organic, I'll call it "clarity". I smile to myself as the lady approaches, "are you ready?"She asks,"of course," I respond. We make our way over to hear area as I sit down on the nicely cushioned seat and she grabs my hands with her face mask covering and her well painted nails. Applying the nails, cutting my cuticles. I rinse my hands. I come back to the chair as she asks me the length preparing to cut them down, "maybe a inch from my original nails", I suggest. After clipping my nails and applying some oil product to soothe the application. I stand up to go to the heater. They dry. 15-20 mins later I grab my purse as she frantically speaks out drastically," madam your color, choose color for your nails, we not finished yet! " I say" oh this will do just fine" I walk away.
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Inspired by I´Esha
Posted 2 days ago

Him and his new neighborhood friends 🥰

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Posted 2 days ago

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Posted 4 days ago

"To add value to your chair take away the rhythm" -anonymous -

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Posted 5 days ago

I literallyStruggled 😴 to get out of bed but there's something about putting on a fresh face that wakes you up in the morning. Good morning, off to my appointment with welfare/ job and family services

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Posted 1 week ago

I need some sleeping pills (feeling restless 😒😴)

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Posted 1 week ago

Today was a harmonious day, went to the park, tackled one task that'll hopefully reduce some stress. It'll Mello out some of the noise but overall a job isn't done until it's done.

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Posted 1 week ago

Just deleted my video by accident 😮‍💨🤦🏾‍♀️
About autism awareness and how most parents feel about the whole situation. How father's run away instead of staying because they are disappointed. Sharing my experience about how my brother played a part in my life where I just wanted him to be there for me to support me in my downfall being the fact that he was the only one who knew and understood where I was coming from the most spiritually.
some man don't want to show up for the simple fact that they don't want to see or be involved with that type of situation. They don't like being wrong. Speaking on how disappointment is one of the seeds to being humble. Most man are so obnoxiously arrogant that they can be humble or ground themselves to seeing what's right in front of their faces. Ugh can't believe I did that. Why I'd there.not a trash on here instead of permanently deleting!!‼️😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Posted 1 week ago

This one dreadlock is mind boggling, I interlocked it to prevent it falling too soon and for the simple fact that it seemed like it was going to fall on its own. Turns out I didn't stop anything just gave it company 🤔(scratches head)
I keep putting off the idea of going to a shop and having them fix it or just help the situation. Fill in the blanks to my masquerade. 🤷🏾‍♀️(Shruggs)


Afraid of the fall, although I know the condition no matter how small or the variety, that one in the bunch counts just as much as the rest. The time and the energy, the consistency. Don't give up on me now. We tend to fix every issue giving it a try is a seed planted to flourish "damage" screaming out crisis alert. Keep trying to fix it like bob the builder. We just don't know how to let it be or leave it alone. Or it fall it'll fall on its own. When it's gone hopefully it'll be somewhere the eyes won't see and far out of reach because we don't know how to let go.
Does it matter how long it's been? Did I do something wrong? Questions that goes unanswered learns to tune into the ruin because that's what happens when your holding on to something thats found the peace ✌️ bothering you.

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