in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
The next episode of Angels Return is in the making! The Disney Angels and friends are in the world of Exandria. If you wish to drop me any ideas, I'm all ears.
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Forever Alone
What is Valentine's Day?
What is this day of love?
In the eyes of a child, it is a time for candy and for friends.
For those in love, it is a time to remember how much they mean to each other.
But for me, it is naught but a day of pain;
A day feeling and wondering if I am doomed to be
Forever alone.
So great is the anguish of my heart, I cannot feel physical pain.
I could walk bare-footed upon white-hot coals and feel no burn.
Red-hot blades could pierce my skin, and I would feel no reason to cry out.
How can one be in such great emotional pain that drowns out others, you ask me?
Quite simple: would you not feel this way
If it seemed one would think that fate had cursed you to be
Forever alone?
"And they lived happily ever after..."
The words seem to mock me
To pierce my heart and cut into my soul.
Where is my prince?
Where is the special one to give my heart to?
Or is there such a person for me?
It would seem there is not. I shall be
Forever alone.
"At long last, I've found you, my princess.
You needed me and I needed you.
And we cried out to God, begging Him to bring us to the loves of our lives.
When our hearts broke, so did His.
When we wept, He wept with us.
When our hearts ached, His heart ached for us.
He knew we needed each other,
And now, thanks be to Him
For our of His great love, He has brought us together.
Never again must we suffer as we did without each other,
For now you are mine, and I am yours.
Never again must we feel as if we were cursed to be
Forever alone."
Should it truly be so much to wish to hear such warm, tender words?
To wish to never feel torn apart?
Or must I simply "grow up", "get a life" or "suck it up"
And live with no choice but to endure being
Forever alone?
So on this day, this day of love,
I shiver, but even ten blankets would not warm me.
I lie out in the cold, the cold of loneliness and pain,
Lost, forgotten, abandoned...
Are there none who can see past whatever "ugly duckling" of me that holds one back
And find the beautiful swan?
I can love, but is there no one who can love me in return?
It would appear so. I seem meant to be
Forever alone.
So here I shall lie as my tears fall like salt rain
The tears that cry out,
"Hope has flown like a bird on the wing.
Others will celebrate, but I am doomed...
Doomed to be
Forever alone!"
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Boy, am I angry! Those copyright Nazis have partially blocked my latest video all because I decided to use one little Sailor Moon clip!
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I'm sorry about the delay in the next episode of LOTM: TAR. I am having a bad anxiety attack. I'm taking some medicine for it, but it hasn't completely kicked in.
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I'm not doing VMVs this year, gang. It would just hurt too much. My pain is too great.
I can only ask about the video LOTM counterpart of me...why is it that I can't have her life, and her friends, and her beauty...and her love?
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