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sincerely, kai @UCFGBBHSmsnOYzf-SHHq4aaw@youtube.com

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film student. chicago native. video person & autistic creati


41:05
surviving your 20s! (while everything is on fire)
20:20
diary of a queer black autistic
09:25
when they go low, we go low-er? (revenge rant)
16:02
talking about money.
29:08
everybody's got autism now? (an autistic perspective)
13:11
going back to school at 23.
26:58
what i've learned navigating abuse.
02:08
to turning 23.
13:47
dear stranger, how many friends do you have?
03:51
tell the devil i said hey.
13:25
the ugly side of healing
15:24
things i no longer believe in.
08:06
i turned 22 & moved back home.
36:09
i dated a narcissist and this is what happened.
29:29
wisdom teeth removal vlog!
25:01
our red flags in relationships!
12:36
cooking dinner with my friends! ft. chaos
10:41
the breakup playlist you didn't know you needed
11:01
a day with myself.
14:31
i was pregnant.
35:31
let's talk about attachment styles (when survival mode no longer serves you)
35:02
why i really left howard university.
11:19
pack my apartment with me! (moving vlog)
10:05
i took adderall for the first time and this is what happened
15:55
i don't want kids, but a mukbang!
08:20
i'm moving again.
11:29
if you're feeling burnt out right now
12:23
being a black content creator is exhausting.
13:07
who's most likely to: zodiac edition! ft. kahlen barry
15:09
reacting to my old wattpad fanfiction (i repent of my sins)
10:46
a CHAOTIC music playlist
14:15
i took shrooms and this is what happened
10:08
things i no longer believe in.
10:51
let's wake and bake!
23:15
taking down my butterfly locs while answering invasive questions
13:56
my undebatable hot takes (argue with your mom)
12:56
smack or facts! ft. my sister
11:57
teaching my 15 yr old sister how to drive *permit edition*
10:56
furnished apartment tour (cries in broke)
08:23
answering invasive questions with my dog!
01:41
i have no dreams or aspirations.
14:49
answering questions that youtubers avoid!
07:59
impulsively cutting my hair off! #bigchop
15:44
let's talk about colorism: dating preferences, self hate, & lightskin privilege
13:02
what it's really like living on your own: q&a
12:52
going through dating apps so you don't have to (straight edition)
12:47
girl chat: body counts, having kids, & flirting
23:17
seafood boil mukbang: adulting, astrology, & harry styles
24:16
let's talk about dating outside of your race: fetishization, double standards, & my experience
14:18
MOVING VLOG: my first day in atlanta!
09:20
EMPTY APARTMENT TOUR (ATLANTA)
13:17
let's talk about nice guy syndrome!
13:35
MOVING VLOG: packing, no a/c, & a juice cleanse
15:50
why aren't YOUTUBERS posting about black lives matter ON YOUTUBE???
01:27
send this to a non-black person with no context
14:28
responding to hate comments while painting my nails!
13:36
reacting to your unpopular opinions (y'all are too comfortable!)
08:54
answering invasive questions while driving to north carolina
09:17
an apology for saying the n word.
10:25
everything i HATE about this generation (i'm not built for this)