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cyberexboyfriend @UCErOBKhcmmtJwGtB906ZQVQ@youtube.com

2.4K subscribers - no pronouns :c

I’m annoying but I mean well, welcome to my digital mosh pit


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

cyberexboyfriend
Posted 1 month ago

Hellllllllooooo

Okay so I privated the 3 colors trilogy because while I stand by it as a work of art, the politics and optics and like ehhhhh and plus it’s literally me having a manic episode while losing my fucking home, and then reeling from a breakup, and I think no matter how you read it, it not only ends up looking like weirdly white knight-y (pun intended; you know Eboy version of the blindside) while also giving more questions than answers.

Also my ex kinda was a lil toxic (wrote about the fallout on Patreon btw)

It’s a shame since I truly did lose my house to gentrification. I’m gonna rework the Blassics video too cause you can tell I’m still kinda confused by the whole situation, and trying to rebuild; I’m doing this because as first impressions it’s not too bueno and also, I’m tired of explaining my existence and feeling anxious because of people choosing to misinterpret me.

I’m also trying to figure out my voice and writing style cause I write like a 12 year old with a buchers knife “Hooping.” It’s endearing I know but I’m not trying to be endeared I want to be taken seriously I’m 27 years old

So for now, I’ll private them and keep it a Patreon only “movie” like my own little End of Evangelion which was kinda the whole point of this exercise really, so if you missed the “theatrical run” oh well I guess.

Episode 32 is in the works as we speak, don’t worry this is far from a final fantasy, but the start of something new, with me and you and the person next to you, and my friends too.

So thanks for being here🤍

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 3 months ago

Guess what at long last Barbra

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 4 months ago

Hey sorry for any radio silence, new video (very long is on the way I promise)

I’ve been in the process of getting resettled post move, Patreons already know what this vid is about so if you’d like more context on these things then that’s were you’d find it.

I try to make a video a month but sometimes time gets the best of me, but I’d rather spend more time making something of quality than rush stuff to market for the sake of consumption.

Cheers and have a great summer

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 5 months ago

New video on fantasy is out, sorry it took a lil longer than normal this month my life is still cooky crazzzzzzyyyy but the grind never stop 😡😤😩😂☺️😏 anyways I hope you enjoy this one is a personal favorite of mine, also very fun and light hearted

Also it’s stylized as 𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖘𝖞 because I think olde English is funny.

Still thumbnail testing so expect to see a few different versions floating around your homepage cheers, -1000xxxx

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 7 months ago

New video is out go peep it and tell your friends I got to uhhhh keep the lights on or w/e

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 8 months ago

Wake tf up we’re going drifting

New yap session about these ugly autos is now available for your viewing pleasure

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 8 months ago

Okay I have reweaponized what was an old video that was done in haste please enjoy have a nice one🩷🤍

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 8 months ago

If you saw me rerelease a video no you didn’t anyways soon got to maximize seo 😤
I forgot about time zone differences

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 9 months ago

Surprise I dropped a new video about the nature of content creation and the weird toxic patterns I’ve began to notice!

I slimmed it down toward the end, there are something’s I wanted to expand on but time is always of upmost importance. Though if you wanna see any topic touched on expand, please comment! The ending is slightly tweaked from the Pocket Edition (tik tok) version, so you have a reason to rewatch it, this is very much to truest version of my vision. Idk I’m tired of seeing soft bullying and weird hating, I’m a hater too but idk, I don’t really hate on ppl, idk I’m not trying to be a pick me; I’ve found the amount of thinly veiled narcissism and negativity bothersome lately.

Please remember be kind to yourself and others, Have a blessed day I hope you are safe, I hope you have a blessed new year!

Merry Christmas, and happy early Kwanzaa and late Hanukkah

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cyberexboyfriend
Posted 10 months ago

Barbie movie video preview is up for Patreons!

Prob won’t come up for a minute! That being said it’s a large project! As always the monthly video will still come out, as well as all the bonus content!

Sorry for any and all delays life has been busy but that’s just how it goes! Thank you so much see you guys again later this month 🤍

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