Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Commissions are open for anyone interested. Gotta pay rent šµāš« please feel free to email radpax@yahoo.com if you want any ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø thank you guys and love you!!
And if you donāt want one I have a ko-fi as well
ko-fi.com/A044GYE
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What do you guys want next as a video?
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Hello my lovelies~
I'm working on making videos and other stuff, but if any of you are interested I'm currently paying for all of my rent via commissions, ko-fi and Patreon~
so if you're interested in any to help out it's appreciated but don't feel like you have to!
Current Commission Prices: twitter.com/RadPax/status/1646995939440361472
Ko-Fi: ko-fi.com/A044GYE
Patreon: www.patreon.com/radpax
Love you all <3
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So, I havenāt been able to make a video explaining this because wellā¦ itās nearly impossible to. And Iāll explain more.
So nearly 3-4 months ago I had to move back to my home state and am currently living with my dad and step mom. I live in the basement and we have my two nieces (3 and 4) and my nephew (10) living here. Itās an extremely loud house and I rarely get a minute of peace, I also have been told I need a full time job, regardless of my disability. So Iāve been extremely busy and tired.
So why am I back here? Well a few months ago I picked up a friend from the air port who was kicked out of their home. After month we moved in together and things were going well.
However they didnāt communicate with us (us being me and my other roommate) properly and would be extremely passive aggressive. I wonāt sit here and say I was a perfect roommate cause thatās far from the truth, however what they did was violent and uncalled for. They broke ALL of our dishes, they broke our toaster, ājokedā that now that the dishes at broken ānow nobody can eatā
I was genuinely terrified out of my mind. It was like living with my abusive mother again. I could barely sleep, I was scared, I would have to leave the house in the middle of the night to get air and cry. It was a nightmare.
So after all this I had to move back in with my family to pick the pieces up of my life.
As far as YouTube content goes, until I get my own place itās extremely difficult to record here due to my nieces constantly screaming and coming downstairs to talk to me. I also donāt feel comfortable speaking about my usual topics because theyāre often very dark and my family (and especially little kids) donāt need to hear them. Iām still active on Twitter, I still post art, and once my life is more under control Iāll come back. But for the time being Iām just not sure what I CAN do for YouTube content and I apologize.
Im honestly just trying to take it one day at a time and I appreciate everyoneās patience with this. Love you all
Thank you ā¤ļø
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50k QNA!
I'm nearly at 50k and wanted to do another QnA for it :> So drop your questions below~~
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Update!! After nearly 6 days of being at the hospital Iām finally able to go home. They confirmed I have ulcerative colitis and will be put on different medications to help. My doctor is also going to help get me a walker so I can be more mobile without hurting my body! Excited to get back to work but also exhausted. Not sure if I should do a video on this or not... or just say a vague update in my next video idk. But Iām okay just.... not healthy. But over all okay!
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Delays on videos this month... Iām back at the hospital. Itās day 4 of being here. Iāve been really sick as of late, and canāt keep food in me. Iāll post any updates here and on my other socials if I get any news. Currently the doctors believe I have ulcerative colitis.
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Incase you missed it
OAAD Episode 6 is out~
WEBTOONS: www.webtoons.com/en/challenge/of-ashien-and-dust/cā¦
TAPAS: tapas.io/series/Of-Ashien-And-Dust
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Sorry for not uploading recently, had to move and caught a chest cold! Slowly getting back into work. But great news!! Of Ashien And Dust has 10k views over on WEBTOONS!!! Thank you all so much!! This means so much to me aaah
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what kinda video would you like next?
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Hey, I'm Pax! I do art stuff and hope to do more on YouTube. I'm pretty shy but trying to work on that.
I am disabled and hope to bring some representation to this world with a few LGBT topics and videos on disability or having a disease!
I don't want to only focus on that but would like to sometimes talk about it, y'know?
And yes, editing skills aren't very good but I'm learning.
Until I can properly fun doing YouTube videos they're not gonna be SUPER amazing, but I am trying my best and will accept criticism :D
I hope to be a positive impact on peoples lives, and help youngins that deal with similar issues.
Check me out on other site~!