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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Surprised everyone! I am back at posting again! :D I'm sorry for disappearing again, with no activity in a month with no word ^ ^" but as you know by now from reading my post in community tab in the past, I have been dealing with rough times and these have always been unexpected.
But this time, no this time it has not been rough thankfully but rather I been focusing on myself on healing, releasing and trying to do what I like to call, self therapy as I sadly can't afford real therapy, so all I can do is what I can to help myself. because as I learned a while back that I was actually traumatized since I was 11 and I didn't realized until way late in my 20's. After I posted my gaming video a month ago after a week during the time, that's when it hit me unexpectedly.
So I been taking my time to myselfall this time while I figure myself out, I do feel better and at peace so far but there are more I'm trying to work on on myself.
Anyway since I'm slowly returning, I figure I start off with speedpaints to get the channel going again, and I do have some projects I decided to do for my healing and to release to find inner peace but also to share a story that I been holding on for so long.
I wont share much and what those projects are, but these will be dragons and dinosaurs that I will be using to share light and postivity in the tough times, it not just a vent but also to help others as well for relating cause it helps to feel like your not alone in that sense.
Anyway that's it I'm gonna share, I just uploaded my return video which is a speedpaint of a unicorn. :3 I'm actually proud of this one. I'm learning how to improve drawing on horses and other equines and it turned out so well at last, that took years to finally get good at them, ngl. I'm learning from Aaron Blaise course that I gotten since last year and it's been fun learning to draw these beautiful animals. ♥ More will be coming soon btw ♥
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Salutations guys, sorry for no posts , life was rough again. This time it been calm so far and I've been trying to work on a schedule for myself to make things easier for myself and when to post etc. Basically trying to find away to be productive better and better at things. Also soon I will finish those animations I told you guys about previously in the community tab.
Note Im still rusty with animations and 3D modeling, I was working on fixing it but then life happened. I swear Im trying to do better but, you know how life can be. I wanted to say that Im also working on my channel and changing things making it cleaner and re-planning. There are things that I dont feel right to have on here anymore, so I've been doing what I can to show off the channel's true self and what I truly wanted the channel to be like.
Btw those animations are still coming, Im working on the problem on refining my animations skills and hopefully soon I can post the snake animation and the carno animation soon.
P.s Im changing the channel's" welcome to channel " intro video soon! It's so old and cringe, Im changing to a temporary one, it's something I wanted to do for a long time. Originally I wanted to remake it better with more stuff to show and show off my personas of the channel with a neat animation, but I feel like just making a new change for temporary until I make that kind of remake.
For now I will use the tempoary remake one I have in mind for the best since I'm doing an update on here. Im currently remaking that temporary and hopefully I can post it sometime next week.
Anyway stay tuned! ♥
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Salutations everyone, working on 3 videos that should be coming hopefully some time this coming week. :D
Not sure how you feel about snakes and lizards, but that's what I'm cooking up. ^-^ Oh and also some speedpaints 3D and 2D.
Anyway stay tuned. ♥
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Salutations everyone, I am happy to say that my motivation is finally back! :D I am actually practicing and cooking up some small projects practices behind the scenes. Won't say what they are, but I am happy to finally be able to mention this now. I know it been 3 weeks , sorry for being quiet so long motivation been a huge struggle for me. But now I gotten a new desk and keyboard/mouse set up, it been making me motivated again, I realized recently that my desk was causing my motivation fall in some way because I would be uncomfortable. ^ ^"
It be hard for me to draw/animate, but now with this new desk I feel amazingly and comfortable and I feel confident now to say I am working on and getting back into it. ♥ Here is a bit of my work so far, I have more but I show them when I feel ready. c: ^ ^
P.s since my motivation is back my skills are again rusty but they are refining again faster then last time. ^-^ Wouldn't be long now this time, unlike before due to reasons.. Anyway hope you enjoy the animation it a cute lizard. :) Keep an eye out for another update soon.
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Uh, so if anyone gotten a notification about a live stream, please ignore that. I was just testing with things in the settings and some how youtube saved it?? That wasn't meant to happen so sorry for the false live stream. ^ ^" I've deleted the stream so next time I'll try to be more careful with the stream settings. XD Again sorry for the false alarm.
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Salutations! ^ ^" So I notice it been 2 weeks by now and haven't posted till now, sorry I meant to do an update sooner about what's happening. I admit I wanted to wait a bit longer first before I said anything but of course I lost track of time due to reasons, I sadly can't say much as we're still dealing with termites and now carpenter ants.. which we recently found out so yeah.. it still a rough patch. I'm also still figuring myself out and all and trying to get motivate again and start creating things, it's in work in progress but I'm starting to get there. Things been more slow then expected on what has been happening lately.
By the way once I get motivated and get back into it which hopefully soon, I'm planning to make a vent animation of some kind. A motivate positivity animation to help me release with my emotion. I never made an vent animation before not sure how this will go, but I do got some ideas for it. I won't share it as I rather show the finish animation. ;3;
Not sure if anyone would like to see it when it's done but I do hope it shows some light rather then well let's just say that upsetting.
I sadly don't have anything to show for this post, figure I just make an update since I said I would, sorry motivation been hard to get back on track with things. ^ ^"
Anyway I'll post when I get more motivated enough and when I get back on track with things, at least I'm trying. ^ ^" So that what matters, anyway thanks for reading see yall next post. Stay tuned. ♥
P.s I'm finally getting the courage to record etc, so soon I will be posting my first gaming series on my gaming channel! :3 Just trying to practice more before I post there.
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Salutations everyone sorry for no posts in 3 weeks, I sadly had an unexpected event..a bad one going through a rough patch ( life just keeps bitting my butt..idk why this keeps happening) something pop up and really upsetted me won't say what it is... but been taking a step back for my health and well being. And another thing that pop up is that my family and I are dealing with for the first time ever termites... We're having people over this coming Tuesday to help us with that, thankfully so far they haven't damage much wood, I think we caught them early.
It's just been scary lately and it's been horrible. We been preparing and it's all been exhausting so far... so hopefully we get rid of them fast. ;-; I'll update after a week and let you guys know how that's going and how I'm going...
I'm trying to get myself to get back on animations again so hopefully soon again but it hard to focus when your mind is worried all time, sorry this keeps happening things just keeps being difficult and I honestly just want to create and make animations already but you know on life can be. I'm trying my best, and I'm also trying to figure myself out and trying to change things for the better as I'm going through a rough patch like mention above.
As for Spyro's 25 bday present I mentioned 3 weeks ago, is sadly paused... paused for now I don't know when I will continue it but I need a break from Spyro the dragon fandom due to some drama I had recently, so yeah I need some time to cool things down. When I do continue it, it will defiantly be late... but my well being is more important then the present so hope this is all understandable. I'll keep you guys updated like I said above. See ya in a week...
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Salutations I am happy to say I now have a gaming channel! :D If you like games check out my gaming channel, I just uploaded the trailer today. Feel free to subscribe it mean a lot to me on there as I am working on my first series which is Ark!
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I'm getting closer on not being rusty and feel like myself again with animations. It won't be long now before I can post. :D Still practicing a bit more as I need to get a bit more better with the clean animations since I still do the crazy wiggle animations lol. Anyway I'm working on something nice for 25th bday for Spyro the dragon as it was yesterday. It crazy how many years it been, seem like I was 4 years old yesterday and meeting Spyro and first time playing the demos from ps1. Dang... time changed.
Anyway won't say anymore then that but here are some animations I did. ^-^
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Been practicing and watching courses and it been helping me out a lot. :3 I'll show more in the near future of my animations, but it shouldn't be long before I am back and decent in animations again. ;3; I still have it, was watching along a bouncy ball and turn the ball into a random creature hunting and then following long with a jumping bunny and I did a dragon and added another and added a bit more to it then the course.
I really love these cute dragons, so gonna make a finish animation and add sounds and upload them onto the channel. ^ ^ Poor thing trying to learn how to fly while the other is just being mean.
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Welcome to my channel earthlings! I'm an alien that creates content , You can call me Angel, Cera, Cnder, Cyngel, Dreamer or Sylas. On my channel I create cartoon art, animations, speedpaints, Ambience in art category and filming gameplay commentary; See my spore survival of the aliens series to see what I meant. And of course (coming soon) crafts!
When I started this channel, I wanted to help dreamers like you to show that you can do anything that your heart is set in& inspire,motivate etc. Which is why I call my fans dreamers. ( which is what I would call if I had any lol)
You also might hear me say words in another language, that I made up myself for my alien lore; which you'll get to learn of course. Hope you like my channel and I do hope you enjoy my content earthlings. ♥
Oh and one more thing, I have a split personality which is where Angel and Cera/Cnder comes in. ( there's more to it, so I hope you don't find me too weird...)
fanmail: fanmail4cyngeldreamer@gmail.com